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| the emotional roller coaster of my life has yet to stop...which is a good thing. with each up-and-down-stroke i know that i am still living. and as always, i have stuff on my mind. work is going great. after a meeting with the right people over the past week, i am reassured about my performance and future with the Comets. its funny, but its like my battery has been recharged...or something. even before the chats, i still liked my job. the people and places im meeting and going are amazing and fun and just plain interesting. i got home earlier this afternoon, as did Greg. I went home for a funeral, he went to London to get his final visa approved. the funeral i went to was good...for a funeral. the graveside ceremony was hot...and not in an orgasmic way either. i now have insurance. ive been spending this evening looking at the two surgeries i want/need. one is to have the cyst taken out of my hand...very *simple*. the other is something more personal..and no, it isnt a penis implant...i dont need that, thank you!  and on that note...im gonna go for now. i miss thee, oh Xanga world! | | |
| coocoo soonthese two weeks will be hectic, to say the least. the Comets have 6 home games in less than 2 weeks. this week will be tuesday, thursday and then saturday night...next week will be tuesday night, thursday night, and then again on saturday night. eek. im praying that this tuesday and thursday will be early days for us, since the games are at 10am and noon respectively. oh well if not...but it would be hella nice. the job is going well...i haven't died nor quit yet, so those are good signs. 2 more things: 1) why am i still awake...i need to be deeep into sleep by now. and 2) if you haven't seen this movie...do it..but not with children or your parents...i suggest only with close friends, mates or partners....its quite arousing! | | |
| Happy Indepedence Day!im not sure if "day" is capitalized...but why not?! and oh my uh-gosh...i needed today off...my muscles are killing me from working out in the new gym here at Avanti Cityside. i love it here, and even though my half of rent is well over what we both paid for willow tree, it is well worth it. there are tons of reasons why..but you have to come see it to get the full effect of its awesomeness. im tired. so tired. i tried to sleep late today...which meant until about 830. ouch. and now...im off to do nothing and go nowhere...for now | | |
| new inspirationok so last night, i went to a wedding with Samantha. I know both the bride and groom, but she is going with me to a black tie event later this week, so i went with her last night. and while i was there, i must confess that i found the maid of honor to be one my biggest inspirations now. this is why: she is blind. but she still rocked her night. even more, she plays the piano! i was just so touched last night because she was beautiful and it was so clear to her how amazing last night was. her smile was lit up and it was almost like she felt how beautiful last night and the bride were. i could go on and on, but im sure you get the picture. i take so much for granted and complain about the small things, but to see her having a good night really made my night great as well. the take-away: im gonna stop complaining about the small stuff...it does no good. i have it quite lucky, in the grand scheme of things, so maybe i just need to stfu and smile more! | | |
| moving woes...ok, its been a few good days since i updated in here...im getting exhausted quickly. this week is just especially hard because the Comets have 3 games in a row, each with only one day separating them. mix in being up late at games, having early morning staff meetings and such...its getting tough. i got a psuedo job offer from a company that i wish i could take. the only thing keeping me from taking it is the fact that i just started with the Comets and things seem to be going well for me there. I am starting to be asked to help out all over and to expand my job requirements...which is a nice feeling. but still..the other job i KNOW pays more than my current one...by (im sure) a pretty good chunk. ill at least finish off this year where i am at..i mean..people move about after just one year, right?!?! and finally i will get to the point of me writing this entry. today i have had many doubts about moving into my new apartment. even though it is sweet ass and all...its just going to make it just a bit slower for me to get financially happy. ive crunched the numbers many times and its not that i dont have/make enough $ching ching$, but its just that its costing me soooooooo much to get moved in. (and when i say me, i mean me + greg..at least im not in this alone!). the big killer is electricity...seriously. wow. oh well...soon i will be able to look back at this and just smile! i feel better now that ive written about it. one thing is for sure: God will take care of it all!  | | |
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