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Name: Jamie
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Metro: Edmond
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus, being crafty, drama, church, working, painting, Audrey Hepburn, the Wizard of Oz, Singin' In the Rain, Footloose, musicals, Andy Warhol, Monet, being onstage, Bricktown, OU, my car, Dane Cook, and YOUR MOM!
Expertise: Creativity
Occupation: Starving Craft Lady. I want to
Industry: Design
Message: message me
Member Since:
2/20/2004
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| What is it about Valentine's Day that makes everyone completely kooky?And don't say 'love'. Or maybe I should ask, what is it about love that makes everyone completely kooky? Hmm. Today alone, I got a RANDOM facebook msg from someone I haven't talked to in a year (for good reason), got a valentine invitation (I said no), and told someone that it just wasn't going to work out (He goes to OSU. I mean, really?). I would much rather be single than settle for someone. Whenever someone worth my time comes along, I'll make time for him. But I haven't found anyone worth a third date, let alone longer. A woman should be so lost in God that he has to seek Him in order to find her. Amen! Still haven't found anyone willing to do that either. I gave up texting for Lent. I text everyone, and my dog. Seriously. Long story... Anyway, texting is so impersonal. So many people have gotten so distant and impersonal because of technology. Today in Wal-Mart I saw two seperate guys shopping for groceries with their iPods on. Are they really that afraid of actually communicating with people that they have to make sure they don't hear someone speak to them? I hate talking to people on the phone. I always feel like I am bothering them, I never know how to get off the phone, it's awkward. It's a lot easier to text. Being forced to call people is interesting. It's much more personal. I could go on all day. | | |
| Last year, I was completely open to new situations and experiences, inside and outside of my comfort zone. I was very open to change. Last semester, I kind of forgot about that. I just stayed holed up inside my apartment trying to handle everything that life was throwing at me by burying myself in schoolwork. I suppose it worked, but it sure wasn't any fun. This semester I am vowing to change that. Not a New Year's resolution or anything, just a promise to myself... which I guess would be a New Year's resolution... but I don't like them. If I want to change something, I'm going to change it. I'm not going to wait until next year, I'm going to do it right now. Anyway, I think I'm already doing a good job. Hopefully I'll keep it up. | | |
| Welcome, 2008!New Year's Eve/The New Year has never really been a big deal to me. I've never really celebrated it, or even wanted to. As I get older, I realize it's more of a drinking holiday, and that's just not my thing, so I care for it even less. Since I don't really care for the holiday, I didn't spend much time thinking about it. Until a couple of days before. I was reflecting on my past year and realized how much it SUCKED. I couldn't even count all of the bad things that happened. The main ones were losing Mr. Hunt, losing Buddy, and having a crappy fall semester. My grades were good, and rightly so, considering I didn't hang out with my friends except for a handful of times. Literally, less than 5 times all semester. I will not be doing that next semester. Anyway, I'm ready to start a fresh, new year and make it better than the last. My cousin texted me the other day with the message: New year = time for new guys! I could not agree more. She had no idea how much I loved hearing that. I've missed out on so many opportunities because I've been too hung up on someone, and I'm done with that! Nothing good came from it, and I'm ready to put the whole situation behind me. That might be a little difficult this weekend, but I'm going to try nonetheless.
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| Still HereI'm still here. Just way busy. And too lazy for Xanga. I'm sorry I've ignored you Xanga, I love you. Kind of. Having 2 and 1/2 jobs and going to school full time while trying to stay involved on campus only leaves time for a few extra things. Xanga ain't one of 'em. I am so ready for Christmas break. I need a break... BADLY. I'll be back. (Which happens to be the most used movie quote ever.) | | |
| Long Time No WriteOkay, I got the message. No more complaining about not having a boyfriend. This week I got asked out twice. By two really nice, good guys. And what did I do? The typical Jamie response: I said no to both of them. I also got asked for a random makeout, but that's a whole other story. (I, of course, said no to that, too.) At first I couldn't figure out why I said no. They're both really nice. Both are good looking. Am I just that wierd that I would turn them both down? Yes and no. Really, I can't see myself with either of them for longer than a date or two. So what's the point in wasting my time and potentially leading them on? Exactly, there is no point. That's not the main reason though. The main reason is because I really care about someone else. And he has no idea how much. It's weird, I've never felt like this about someone. And I've felt it for quite some time. I saw him Wednesday and was literally breathless. I've never even been close to feeling that way. I don't know how to handle it, and that's frustrating. Whatev. Whatever is supposed to happen with this situation, will happen. In other news, life is super busy. Between three jobs, teaching Sunday School, being a Youth Sponsor, Design Team, being Assistant Director for Friday Night Live, whatever else I can't think of right now, and oh yeah, being a full time student, I don't have much free time. And I wouldn't have it any other way. | | |
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