You think you know but you have no IDEA...

when the hell am I going to find love again world? I'm being madd patient right now but damn yo everyone around me got somebody...sucks sometimes cause peeps come to me with there relationship issues all the time and I'm always here to help but as many problems they may have they try to resolve them and I want problems to resolve lol. I guess I sleep on it...and one more thing if you have someone treat them right because love is like appling for a job right now and both love and the job market is pretty slow right now so hold on to your love and job hahaha unless you feel unfulfilled then you know you don't belong there cause a house is not a home when the love ain't there....later world

What happened? I mean at one point in my life I had everything together no major debts no major worries just the good life and that was onlt maybe two years ago. Now I'm just stuck on pause, I have no job, no school at the moment, no nothing...I mean yeah I'm living and breathing and I'm blessed and thankful for that you know but I want more than that. I'm so depressed at the fact that I had everything planned and it backfired. I was taking time away from KU to figure out what I wanted to do (Major wise) and I was suppose to be at another college for a semester that fell through. It's KU owns my soul because everywhere I've tried to go or apply to I need something from KU. Ok thats cool and all so my destiny for now is to be with Kutztown all fine but just not yet. I wanted to work and got to school here can't find work can't go to school because that would require me to start all over and I'll be damned to pay money to start over and not have nothing to show for it. The credits wont trasfer!!! WTF. I hate being lost you know and this is just not a fun feeling! One good thing though is I HAVE A CAR!!! but no license yet but I will soon, now that thats off my chest I hope you all are well love yall...