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Name: Aedan
Country: United States
State: Arizona
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Birthday: 1/18/1988
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Interests: My God and Saviour. Animals, firearms, computers, historical reenactment, ballroom dancing, reading, viola....
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Saturday, April 12, 2008

into the wild...

So, pretty heavy few weeks. Really had a lot come crashing down. But all in a good way, really. I'm still such a child and naive as I was at 14. Time to grow up.

There's this stupid thing that says when words fail, music speaks? Well, since I'm kind of a music buff, it works. This song reminds me of exactly my life right now. It shouldn't. But it does. And God help me.

"I'm Still Here"

I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway…
You don't know me,
And I’ll never be what you want me to be.

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..
You can take me and throw me away.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own.
They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
The don’t know me,
'Cause I’m not here.

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted, I could be
Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
They can’t see me,
But I’m still here.

They can’t tell me who to be,
‘Cause I’m not what they see.
And the world is still sleepin’,
While I keep on dreamin’ for me.
And their words are just whispers
And lies that I’ll never believe.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change
They’re the ones that stay the same.
I’m the one now,
‘Cause I’m still here.

I’m the one,
‘Cause I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.


Monday, March 17, 2008

Spring break lasted a whole week. That was an incredible waste of time, actually.

I don't think I've updated y'all for quite awhile on my own life. Right now, I'm waiting to hear back to see if I got the scholarship to study in England for a month this summer. If I get it, that will be really exciting. Other than that... I'm just waiting for life to start. Psh, darn life.


Sunday, November 25, 2007

Broken, but everything lasts in Grace
Shattered in two, held together by a thread
Locked away but running, always escaping back to You

Quickly now, without a thought move into place
Every wish you make, is nothing but a dying breath
Back right where I started from, lets start over
Just let me start over

I’m begging you
Start us over

Waiting on cues, taking what comes
Only to find out that’s not what you meant at all
Faith got us here; Grace can take us all the way

Quickly now, without a thought move into place
Every wish you make, is nothing but a dying breath
Back right where I started from, let’s start over
Just let me start over

I’m begging you
Start us over

Looking back through time, taking pieces at a glace
I’m breaking this silence, I close my eyes to see
Remembering the time I told you the way that I felt

Is it supposed to be like this?
You’re my reason
I pray I’m yours

Don’t say it now, just hold onto our memory
There you are, making all right all over again
Truth is breaking, this time forever

I’m begging you
Start us over


Remembering all we used to be, trying to find the sadness behind your eyes

Giving all I’ve got to give, just trying to keep this alive

God knows every little piece, every little hurt, every little joy.

 

When we said it, when it all came out, when our very lives where hanging

Did I say it all? Did I give all there was to give?

Father of Light, hear us now. Hear me now. I ask for only one small answer.

 

Things left unsaid, questions without answers, hopes suspended for all to see

Hopeless fleeting emotion, dying for just a little more

Keeping check and trying to keep sanity for just another few moments in time.

 

Like a vintage photograph, shot, caught, carried, shared and stored away

Say it sooner, say it now, say we are almost and nearly there

Take a look around and see the sun-splashed life we’ve created.

 

Entwined in reality, bound by seconds, the black and white is never just that

In one fatal cut, the hope is lost in the quiet

Beautiful colours being burned through my soul by nothing but a glace.

 

I only hear what’s said because I’m only weathering one single storm

It only takes one little word to take it all away

If you want to fly, just hold onto my hand and take me back to you.

 

Back to a place I know so well, back to a feeling I’ve never felt before

Joyful expressions, thoughtful glances, meaningful touches

The clock ticks on, leaving the past just one second behind the future.

 

Dancing through the stars, playing symphonies on your heart, rain falling

Watch the lighting waltzing with the thunder, taking steps

Her motion, his leading touch pushing them both until the last second falls

 

I need to be able to smell the aroma after this storm, to see the flowers

To walk to moist earth of your rain

Soaking up every drop of this, we can’t destroy what we didn’t create.


Sunday, November 11, 2007

Currently Listening
Awake
By Josh Groban, Herbie Hancock
So She Dances
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“Shakespeare hates your little emo poems..”

Chapters of Us

Beautiful morning, beautiful day,
Did I forget to mention that I’m here to stay?
It’s time that you know
 
 Hands move on the clock,
Taking your day away and seeing it all unwind
It’s so much greater than our fears
 
Look out your window
Take in the glory of your emptiest day
It keeps me needing more of You
 
Glorious light and wonder,
Take me away
In time you’ll see how much you mean
 
Spending all my time with you
Filling chapters of us
I’ll do whatever it takes
 
I tired leaving you behind
But I keep looking into your eyes
Is it supposed to be like this?
 
Came through the brokenness
Just to hold your hand
They’ll laugh; we’ll smile
 
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to push you away,
I’ll do whatever it takes
 
The best is over for this season
The worst still has yet to come
Give me one more chance
 
These time zones show them
How much you’re worth
And just how far I’ll break
 
Hold on to every beautiful piece
Remember that first time
Remember the Grace
 
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to push you away,
I’ll do whatever it takes.



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