Currently Playing Thug Matrimony: Married to the Streets By Trick Daddy Sugar see related

Drew's pointless observation of the day: Have you noticed young girls are starting to look older now a days? I've seen a girl as developed as an 23 year old tell me she was 13!!!! Just makes me wonder will she look 30+ in her twenties???

What an amazing weekend......
Friday.... went from house to house looking for a party.... ended up at the Mayfields drinking out of my CRUNK VASE yes it's a two liter glass vase filled with no less than a pint of vodka.... got pretty faded and then spent the night at Rene's and had a talk about some shit I had to get off my chest.

Saturday was crazy... went to a friends house which was cool until some fools who got kicked out started waving guns around... then my friend next to me says "I got these fools!!" and pulls a .45 out of his pocket and makes his way to the front door as the guy who lived there yells "Let ur RIP!!!" as his brother shoots a shotgun out the back window. So I carry my semi sober self to my car and we go back to the Mayfield house hold and I got my crunk vase out and got hammered.... another friend stayed at that party and got charged with enough shit to make his bond fucking $675 and his bro who has been on the run for awhile finally got caught, unfortunatly with a gun and he's a convicted felon so yea thats 25+ years upstate. We again went back to the Mayfields where again my Crunk Vase aided in my fading.... we danced like fools, everybody jokingly dry humped, Rene tried to eat my face.... we went back to her house and we went down stairs to her bed to go to sleep..... we had another long ass talk about things and then when I held that girl in my arms afterwards I swear we both rediscovered how much we really are in love....

Sunday..... Again with the drinking but this time we went to Radius. We get there ands Buddy's pissing on a wall as the paddy wagon drives by lol. And he just kept pissing!!!! Inside it was packed but still fun. I swear I feel so old there but then again most of my friends are young so it's the only place I can have that kind of fun and hang out with them. Everytime I go I get my ass smacked, grabed, pinched, poked and dammit my little as can't take that abuse so next time I'm stuffing my drawers so I got padding... Rene came over aftewrwards and....... SCHWACK!!!! She got Chubby smacked right in the forhead after I played chubbie drums on her leg that is!!!!!

Moral of the story kids...... If your friend pulls out a gun, drink vodka out of a vase and go fuck your girlfriend in the middle of a club......


Buddy's puppy, Karma, I'm getting an all white one real soon


My "Now and Later Gators" you can't say those aren't nice

Me lookin' ROUGH before school today lol

My steady decline is secretly disguised
By my need to hide what I feel inside
I just smile and make conversation
When truly I down in my comiseration
When will it end, Why did it start
How could I let this break itself apart
Questions unanswered, I lie to myself
Never taking the blame for damage I'm delt

Things were so great, I felt so alive
For once not hiding behind a disguise
But now I feel everyday
It's a step further away
I wish I could take back what I have done wrong
Because it's so far away, the feelings are gone. 

Obviously I'm not in the best of moods. I guess now I'm not going to Florida with Rene, the trip WE were supposed to go on alone. I guess now it's just her and Nina, I guess good news is I'll save some money. I'm sorta getting to the point where let downs aren't so hard to take anymore, in general not just partaining to Rene. I really don't get excited about things cause they always go wrong or never happen. Some to my fault some to other things but I'm starting to figure out that the less you expect the less you have to worry about and the less upset you get. I'm in a bad situation. I love this girl with all my heart and I know she loves me too. But every action of hers just says I wanna be free. I just wish she'd decide if she wants to be with me or not. And if not I'll understand, she's still in high school and has alot to experiance I just wish she would decide. I've just felt very alone lately and I'm scared of what seems to make that go away.

I'm on Viccodin now cause of my hip. Maybe thats why I feel so..... depressed isn't quite the word, just not to awfuly excited about life right now. It just feels so monotanus, same routine day in day out. I didn't expect to feel 40 at the age of 18.

I'm watching Buddy's dog "Karma" tomm. It's a 7 week old pitbull and shes the shit. I'll deff have pictures.

"Swing Life Away" Rise Against
am i loud and clear or am i breaking up?
am i still your charm or am i just bad luck?
are we getting closer or are we just getting more lost?
ill show you mine if you show me yours first
lets compare scars ill tell you whose is worse
lets unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

we live on front porches and swing life away
we get by just fine here on minimum wage
if love is a labor ill slave til the end
i wont cross these streets until you hold my hand

i been here so long i think that its time to move
the winters so cold summers over too soon
lets pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
and ive got some friends some that i hardly know
weve had some times i wouldn't trade for the world
we chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

we live on front porches and swing life away
we get by just fine here on minimum wage
if love is a labor ill slave til the end
i wont cross these streets until you hold my hand
swing life away [4x]

It'shard to belive it's been a year...... I MISS HER SO MUCH!!!!!

Hoe!!! (The guys Soldier remix!!)

Hey (I want a Hoe!)
The way they got it, the booty is round
I know when I see um drop it to the ground(I got a Hoe!)
Wit them tight shorts showcasin tha mound
Quakin' and vibratin' your thighs ridin' harder on them guys
Wit high heels at the bottom, lets you bust inside
When this game be spittin' at you the rest don't even try it
To shot it wit Sarah and kick it wit Nine or holla at Nay Ya, gotta be g's you way outta your league
Please!

We like dem hoes that be in the street leanin' (Leanin')
Open their mouth their grill gleamin' (Gleamin')
Tight pants and keep that pussy clean and (Clean and)
(They always be lickin they lips, we like)
They hide the gun when the tips steamin (Steamin)
Eyes be so low from that reef and(reef and)
Loves my expression when I'm creamin (Creamin)
A down bitch whos sucks the meat, wit tits size double D

If the dap ain't good
I ain't checkin' for her
Betta deep throat if she lookin' at me
I need a Hoe (Yea)
That ain't scared to bust two for me
Known to take care of big things
If you know what I mean
If she cain't ride good
I ain't checkin' for her
Betta love to beat if she looking at me
I need a Hoe (Yea)
That ain't scared to bust two for me
Gotta go get my dough
And make me hit my peak


We like dem hoes up top from the BK (BK)
Know how to ride a dick tweenty three ways (tweenty Three ways)
Always ridin' dick on the freeway (Freeway)
(Wit that fat backside us dudes be like)
Fire ass coochie cause heat waves (heat waves)
So quick to snatch up your my boy Budday (Budday)
Always thowin fuck me stares our way (Our way)
(Tellin us that deep dish dick is the dick they like)

If the dap ain't good
I ain't checkin' for her
Betta deep throat if she lookin' at me
I need a Hoe (Yea)
That ain't scared to bust two for me
Known to take care of big things
If you know what I mean
If she cain't ride good
I ain't checkin' for her
Betta love to beat if she looking at me
I need a Hoe (Yea)
That ain't scared to bust two for me
Gotta go get my dough
And make me hit my peak


I know some hoes in here (gimme dap, gimme dap)
They wanna take care of me (Gimme dap Gimme dap)
I know some hoes in here (gimme dap, gimme dap)
Wouldn't mind takin one from me (Gimme Dap)
I know some hoes in here (gimme dap, gimme dap)They wanna spend that on me (gimme dap)
I know some hoes in here (gimme dap, gimme dap)
Wouldn't mind puttin that on me (gimme dap)

Next to the speakers keep a toy in the trunk of the 'lac
A reformed playboy still down for the dap
An I'm gonna get pissed if you just runnin ya trap
About my girls ain't no thing to put you under the map
Walk the streets on the creep with nothing less than a stack
And a lock on my chest provides a special attraction
50 deep in the streets plus the boys up in college
It's the reason I'm the king girl, I know what you like


If the dap ain't good
I ain't checkin' for her
Betta deep throat if she lookin' at me
I need a Hoe (Yea)
That ain't scared to bust two for me
Known to take care of big things
If you know what I mean
If she cain't ride good
I ain't checkin' for her
Betta love to beat if she looking at me
I need a Hoe (Yea)
That ain't scared to bust two for me
Gotta go get my dough
And make me hit my peak

I like dem hoes over there, nice thong tonight (nice thong tonight)
Just might give one the phone tonight (Phone tonight)
Boner in my dickies got my pants real tight (real tight)
She already knows it will be on tonight (On tonight)
Ooh she lookin' good, hope tha pussys tight (Pussy's tight)
She the type that might make my night (Make my night)
Everytime she look at me my dudes be like (Dudes be like)
(Boy you better fuck tonight)


If the dap ain't good
I ain't checkin' for her
Betta deep throat if she lookin' at me
I need a Hoe (Yea)
That ain't scared to bust two for me
Known to take care of big things
If you know what I mean
If she cain't ride good
I ain't checkin' for her
Betta love to beat if she looking at me
I need a Hoe (Yea)
That ain't scared to bust two for me
Gotta go get my dough
And make me hit my peak

Hey, see real talk no gimmicks is a army
I'm walkin' wit a lock on me
You talkin' to the sargeant
Whip clean like Shareef up in harlem
Call him, Drubie D baby, please say the baby
If you don't see me in the club I ain't tryna hide
I blend in wit the crowd, i'm camouflage
Lock n Chain locked, so mommy join my troop
Now every time she hear my name she salute


I know some hoes in here (gimme dap, gimme dap)
They wanna take care of me (Gimme dap Gimme dap)
I know some hoes in here (gimme dap, gimme dap)
Wouldn't mind takin one from me (Gimme Dap)
I know some hoes in here (gimme dap, gimme dap)They wanna spend that on me (gimme dap)
I know some hoes in here (gimme dap, gimme dap)
Wouldn't mind puttin that on me (gimme dap)

Haha sorry I get tired of that Soldier bullshit, wish I could hear that on the radio to shut these dumbs hoes up. Soldier this soldier that walka walka walka. Most of you are chicken heads (yea I brought back chicken heads) or breezies who only really have one purpose, as stated above!!!

Ok so enough with that.... Had a soccer game tonight. We won 5-4 on a goal in the last 23 seconds, so that was cool. Bailed David out of jail. To make a long story short Ninas mom was driving him in his car and the cops pulled him over and arrested him from driving "earlier" on a suspended license. ::Cough:: BULLSHIT ::Cough:: and the pussy that arrested him was a childhood neighbor of him, whatta faggot! So meand his mom went and paid bail and got his ass out of the slammer. Tomm I work 8-6 then I'm not sure whats up afterwards and Saturday I'm gonna stop by Richies party wish that mother fucker happy birthday, maybe let him have Rene for a night, ya know.

Leave me some love maaan!