Her heart was broken, but she still brought happiness to others, even if she couldn't be happy herself. That's why people loved her. --- Someone can look so perfect
but then they go home and cry every night. --- Let's start over,
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over,
'Cause a part of me is standing in the ground.
This love is killing me,
but you're the only one.
It's not over. --- im not jealous.
im just a girl that would just love
to punch every other girl in the face
that gives you a second look. --- you can`t spell lust
without us . ---
so i`m single .
no intentions of looking for a guy .
this time, i`m letting him find me . --- Spinning around and around,
Until my left was my right and up became down.
With just one look you knocked me off of my feet.
So unable to speak. Oh how you made me weak.
Though it was a while ago, I still can recall.
That moment so ready, and waiting to fall.
Can you take me back in time
Remembering when you captured my heart
Over and over again. --- whenever you feel lonely just look at the spaces
between your fingers & remember that's where my
fingers will always fit perfectly.<3 --- Laugh until your body aches,
cry until you start to shake.
Live like the world is yours to take,
love as though your heart won't break. --- i've never been scared before,
sometimes a little intimidated, but never scared.
but you, you scare me.
i'm so scared that i'll want you forever, and you'll only
want me for a few moments in your life. --- Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been. --- You & I were different. We came from different worlds,
& yet you were the one who taught me the value of love. --- cause when push comes to shove
you taste what you 're made of
you might bend til you break
cause it's all you can take
on your knees you look up
decide you've had enough
you get mad, you get strong,
wipe your hands, shake it off
then you stand. --- finally, when it happened, I knew I was complete. From the way I couldnt stop smiling afterwards. From the look in your eyes before it happened. I knew that was the kiss I wanted to have every day for the rest of my life. --- You're cynical & beautiful
You always make a scene
You're monochrome, delirious
You're nothing that you seem
I'm drowning in your vanity
Your laugh is a disease
You're dirty and you're sweet
You know you're everything to me. --- so you turn up the music
and try to block out the screams.
you try to ignore your heart
as it crumbles and bleeds.
the pain is too much.
you can't take it anymore.
& everytime you turn up the volume
you scream a little more --- Nobody knew that you sent me texts at night saying "good night, I love you" or in the morning saying "good morning, beautiful. Did you sleep well?" Nobody understood why I fell for you, all they saw was the result -- a broken heart. --- Even when the sun forgets to shine,
I'll be there to hold you through the night.
& Even when we're miles and miles apart,
You're the only one who holds my heart. --- A mess of a dreamer, with the nerve to adore you --- lately i cry for no reason
my emotions go up & quickly fall
my head is still messed up & confused
looks like i`ve been used & abused;
out of no where tears run down my face
& always happens in the worst place
i`m always done & wearing a frown ..
tell me what will make this feeling go away,
i want it to leave but it just wants to stay --- i understand that scissors can beat paper,
and i get how rock can beat scissors, buts
there's no fricken way paper can beat rock. is paper supposed to magically "wrap around"
rock, leaving it immoblie? why the heck cant
paper do this to scissors? screw scissors, why
can't paper do this to people? why aren't sheets
of college ruled notebook paper constantly
suffocating students as they attempt to take
notes in class? i'll tell you why, because paper
can't beat anybody. a rock would tear the
stupid paper up in about 2 seconds. when i play
rock/paper/sciccors, i always choose rock. then when someone claims to have beaten me
with their paper i can punch them in the face
with my already clenched fist and say,
"oh crap, i'm sorry,
i thought paper would protect you" --- Break all the records, Burn all the cassettes.
I'd be lying if I told you That I had no regrets .
There were so many mistakes.
And what a difference they make.
But it shouldn't surprise you at all. --- i'll give you enough time to regain
your composure, to recontstruct
a heart that's torn apart from
over-exposure. --- everything inside you knows that
there's much more than what you've heard:;
there's so much more than
empty conversations filled with empty words.
and you're on fire when he's near you. --- and he had this sort of accidental smile
that always found a way across his lips
before he could worry about looking uncool. --- you broke my heart again this time.
you're fading now, you crossed the line.
you just crossed the line. --- i'm obsessed and stressed with this mess.
i can't think of things to write, to type down.
these fingertips are moving faster than these lips.
you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is. --- we almost had it right,
but the puzzle pieces misaligned.
you've been talking in your sleep,
but you never mentioned me. --- i want to swallow these pills to get to sleep,
so i don't have to make a bad impression.
i need to start to be myself,
because i'm sick of everybody else. --- breakdown, rebound.
this could be my last goodbye.
you cross your heart, i hope to die. --- i know i say i'm just fine.
but i hope you wonder from time to time --- i hate the way you look at me.
where's the pills that cure this thing
that you call, sweeping me off my feet --- if you're a butterfly,
i'm suicide by insecticide.
if i'm kerosene then you're a spark,
just begging to ignite.
you'll wish you never met me. --- you have beautiful, beautiful eyes.
so bright, alive, and enchanting.
i want to be with you all of the time.
it's hopeless but i have to try. --- i've never had this many feelings
for one person. don't get me wrong,
i've fallen for people before,
but it's different this time.
this time, it hurts. --- and all the gold dust in her eyes
won't reform into rain.
you had and lost the one thing
you kept in a safe place.
remember the face of the girl
who made you her own.
and how you left her alone. --- you shouldn't have to ask her to explain.
her eyes tell the whole story,
and you already know. --- i guess you could say
you helped me through it.
well you could also say you
caused this. thoughts of you
occupied my mind and though
you don't know it, i think of those
memories of us all the time. --- she smiles like everyone expects her to,
she living up to the expectation of
never letting anything get to her.
but something's wrong with that smile today.
congratualtions, kid. you got to her. --- you're waiting for someone
to put you together. you're waiting
for someone to push you away.
there's always another wound to discover.
there's always something more you'd wish he say. --- save my world from disaster.
make my heart stop beating faster.
ask the question, here's the answer.
i need you now and i can't stand this. --- you were a liar,
but you were the best. --- You’re life’s a crime scene and it wont help to blame it all on me --- && i closed my eyes, trying to remember;
but seeing nothing, nothing at all. --- Time flies. Time waits for no man. Time heals all wounds. All any of us wants is more time. Time to stand up. Time to grow up. Time to let go. Time. --- You are only young once. so be bad.
break the rules. get caught. make it count. --- theres a fine line between;;
lover && friend
reality && pretend
hello && goodbye
smile && cry
what you wanted && what you got
being together && not --- she says she's fine,
but shes going insane.
she says she feels good,
but she's in a lot of pain.
she says its nothing,
but its really a lot.
she says she's okay,
but really she's not. --- i'm the kind of girl you can hear from miles away. the kind that if your sad its her job to make you happy ... the kind of girl who keeps messing up & saying "sorry." i trip over everything, i'm such a clutz & i get so mad at the simplest things, but i'm also the girl who holds everything back. if you ask me whats wrong i'll just lie & smile, saying, "oh nothing." the girl who's afraid to love, because she already lost so much. --- OH HER?
I'd lie for her, cry for her
take a bullet and straight
up die for her because
duh... she's my Best friend --- So she shall sit up another night
Without sleeping cause hes still online
&& She doesnt want to miss the chance
of him talking to her again like old times <3 --- you make me smile for the weirdest reasons
you make me laugh for no reason what-so-ever
but most of all - you make me love you when
im not supposed to be loving you at all - I'm mad at myself, not you.
I'm mad for always being nice.
Always apologizing for things I didn't do,
for getting attached,
for making you a huge part of my life,
wasting time on you,
depending on you,
thinking about you,
wishing for you, dreaming of you,
changing for you.
And most of all, for not hating you
when I know that I should. - Time flies. Time waits for no man. Time heals all wounds. All any of us wants is more time. Time to stand up. Time to grow up. Time to let go. Time. - you grabbed her hand.
and shattered my dreams. - So plug your ears & make excuses;
block out who you see in the mirror.
But the truth is, you can't escape yourself. - wide awake, you keep me up in bed
i got a hundred different things running through my head
it's hard to fall asleep when all your dreams are dead
and I know you think about me too
or i'm assuming in the back of your mind if you do
subconsciously your hoping I come back to you. - You think your special, sweet and kind But that desperate look is in your eyes doesn't lie You might make girls think your oh so fine But I think your so undefined - turn those headlights off and let's not make a sound.
whisper in my ear how much you want me around.
if you wanted to tell me how much you would miss me when i'm gone.
now would be the time - before i met you,
i never knew what it was like
to look at someone and smile for
no reason at all
so grab my hand a little tighter,
and dont be afraid to move a little closer
im tired of wondering if you feel the same way
and much to my dismay
it looks like im falling in love with you all over again.
somebody.. call an ambulance.
i know i wont survive this one again. - I put my hand in his and felt his fingers fold over mine. I was about to make some joke to lighten things up But he put his arms around my waist and pulled me closer And suddenly.. I didn`t feel like talking about anything. - theres a fine line between;;
lover && friend
reality && pretend
hello && goodbye
smile && cry
what you wanted && what you got
being together && not - she says she's fine,
but shes going insane.
she says she feels good,
but she's in a lot of pain.
she says its nothing,
but its really a lot.
she says she's okay,
but really she's not. - She finally gave up...
She dropped the fake smile,
as a tear ran down her cheek.
&& wispered to herself,
"I can't do this anymore." - I hate his perfect smile, I hate the sparkle in his eye that you can see for miles, I hate the deep tone in his voice, && the only reason is because he chose her over me. - She's crazy for you
Open your eyes & maybe,
just maybe you'll see how
crazy you are for her - doubt me, && i'll prove you wrong. tell me what to do, && i'll tell you off. say i'm not worth it, && watch where i end up. call me a bitch, && i'll show you one. screw me over, && i'll do it to you twice as bad. - Strip away vanity Just as you comsume me Broken smile, starless sky Save it all, Say goodbye - You're out in left field And lacking interest You fight your feelings But it makes no difference Your mental health, kid That's what's in question Keep acting obscene We'll keep them guessing - You wake to suffer through the day Trade a dream for the pay Well here's the fact, I hope it sticks You're just alive out of habit - Thanks again for my misery And you run with fake friends I'm sick of your sad songs and singalongs I kind of like it when things are wrong. - The thing is I'm not worth the sorrow And if you come and Meet me tomorrow I will hold you down Fold you in Deep, deep, deep In the fiction we live. - You should have been here months ago With open arms and an honest face - Feels like you could kiss My imperfections away And I would stand by your side Until the sky turns gray - Maybe you can make a splint For your broken ego - What did you take me for, a fool? Or were you just too blind to see That every effort made has failed And there is no destroying me - This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before life tears us apart let
death bless me with you -
She'll prove you wrong just wait & see her name will sparkle in the lights...
[for everyone to see] she can be a star you just have to believe...
- If we really aren't meant to be together,
then we wouldn't be spending every minute
of our days thinking about it <3 - When I look in your eyes, I still go crazy.
That old flame comes alive;
it’s all burning inside,
way deep down inside. - I'm sorry to say it,
but you look like you're sad.
Your smile is gone; I’ve noticed it bad. - Ever since you left, I've been missing
every second we ever spent together. - Never play hard to get with a man who's hard to get. - Time rolls on and dreams, they die,
& I've thrown out the pictures I had of you + I.
And if you're ever wondering if love can be true,
well think of me remember, darling, like I do. - And I look at him & all I can think of is
the day when I won't be able to anymore. - She covered her water-drowned eyes
With her paparazzi sunglasses
She's heartbroken from all his lies
But doesn't let her emotions show
Because she's too glamorous
She'd never let love take her that low - I can't promise that I can
solve all your problems
but I can promise that you
won't have to go through them alone - I don’t forgive people because I’m weak. I forgive them because I’m strong enough to understand people make mistakes & sometimes
you tell yourself the things you need to hear. - I remember the first time we laughed together.
to tell you the truth, I don't remember what
we laughed about, but it didn't matter,
we laughed together. - People ask me to why it's so hard to trust people,
& i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise - You see that girl, yeah her.
She seems so invincible right?
But just touch her & she'll wince.
She has secrets & she trusts no one.
She's the perfect example of betrayal.
cause everyone she trusted, broke her. - in the car, the radio leaves me searching for
your star; a constellation of frustration.
driving hard, singing my thoughts back to me,
and watching heartache on tv. - she's a whimsical, tragic beauty:;
self conscious and a little bit moody. -
A pen and a piece of mind is all that I need to find
to document this mess of miscommunication.
I'll seal it in a letter and hope you can find the time
to count inconsistencies and read things you fail to see.
I really shouldn't spend so much time explaining,
I'm smart enough to know you're not done complaining.
-
No matter what you do to me, I'm still here. For some odd reason, I stick around and put up with all your mood swings and unkind words. I just let your comments roll off me into a puddle on the floor. I make up excuses on why you didn't call try to think of all the answers. I keep going back for more even though sometimes you push me away. I don't know if I can do better, but do I really want to? You're quick to push me down when all I want is to be brought up. When I walk out for good, when I really gain the strength I need then maybe you will see. Maybe you can look back and say, "Wow that girl really did love me."
- She came to the point
where nothing matters.
The things she cared about most
in life don't even seem worth
fighting for anymore. -
And everday i've changed since then.
in every way i've changed since then.
- I'm not dead, just floating.
Right between the ink of your tattoo
in the belly of the beast we turned into.
I'm not scared, just changing right beyond the cigarette
& the devilish smile.
You're my crack of sunlight. - There's a certain kind of pain that can numb you,
there's a type of freedom that can tie you down.
Sometimes the unexplained can define you,
& sometimes the silence is the only sound. - I guess I should have said something, anything.
I mean, for a girl who wants to be a writer, it suddenly
seemed like no words had ever been written.
when someone tells you that they somehow stopped missing you,
you pretty much lose no matter what you say. - You are as beautiful as ever, yet I'm starting to resent your smile.
Because it's killing me to say this, but I'm dying inside to leave.
It's a place we've never been, it's a waste to keep it in.
It means little to you, but the world to me. - Remembering to breathe is harder than it's ever seemed,
but I can't help but analyze each word and how you looked at me.
I spend my nights dreaming of just how you will ruin me. -
I look at the moon & a single star
It's driving me crazy wondering where you are.
I reach up & touch that heavenly place
Open my hand,
& there's an empty space.
- "Maybe you don't go to hell for the things you do.
Maybe you go to hell for the things you don't do.
The things you don't finish." - See the birds in the summer sky?
Watch them.
You won't have to see my cry.
There's a silver lining as I choose to fall.
Somehow your words are there, & it starts to feel like you could care
But I see the lining of the clouds,
& I choose to fall. -
And sometimes it just hits me, out of nowhere.
all of a sudden, this overwhelming sadness rushes
over me, and I get discouraged and I get upset.
and I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt, really hurt.
and once again, I become numb to the world.
- I can't trust anyone, see it in my eyes.
Now I can understand, it's sorrow that feeds your lies. -
I don't need to see you every single day, but I'd like to.
break my heart back into place,
cause I've come to understand you more lately.
- I'll be the first to admit
I was as reckless and selfish
And I've never been one to keep quiet for long
And you never could have kept me from writing this song.
You inspired every word of it. - She's a mess of gorgeous chaos,
and you can see it in her eyes. - I think we're doing just fine.
this night couldn't have come at a better time.
you need me right now,
I'm starting to think I need you too.
the darkness of this room makes me feel closer to you. - Our breath steamed up the window glass
as we flew under the overpass,
we almost laughed harder than we kissed.
you were always something I could never resist. - I watched as you sat with a cigarette in your hand,
holding a drink with the other, trying to drown all your pain.
And I believe in you. - Force a smile.
Blink away the tears.
I'm supposed to be strong,
supposed to have no fears
but I'm finding it so hard not to frown.
I'm such a strong person.
Why am I breaking down? - Prescription drugs and photographs;
love, lonliness and nervous laughs. - Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you?
My heart and I have decided to end it all. - Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Why do you have to make this so hard? - I don’t know what to say
the whole world’s burning today
staring into the grave
smoke into the sky
see the flames arise
hell is here at last. - Music was my refuge;
I could crawl into the space between the notes
and curl back to loneliness. - Damn this destiny
And damn this twist of fate
And damn its 5 A.M.
and I'm still awake
You're haunting me
I know its hypocrisy
but this is not easy. - Those rambling conversations
where we talked about nothing,
that was something. -
& she wants to prove she has no fears.
So she stands up tall,
wiping her tears.
This could be the most beautiful mistake because
now, she's like everyone else...
Lonely & Fake.
- well there's a secret i've been perfecting
i swore i wouldn't but you let me
i'm comfortably confused over you. - On your knees;
thats what you get for falling in love,
and now this boy's addicted
cause your kiss is the drug. - I think I found my new addiction tonight. - So just kiss me &let my hair messy itself into your fingers,
let me steady myself in the arms of a boy
who won't ask me to be what he needs,
but let's me exist as I am. -
Blind man on a canyons edge
of a paroramic scene,
maybe im a kite thats flying high.
& random, dangling a string.
or slumped over in a vacant room,
head on a strangers knee.
im sure back home,
they think i've lost my mind.
-
The 21st century is a mess,
ooh, you can try & fix it, but it breaks.
oh you can try & love it, but it hates.
-
Big words... Recycled phases...
& the bittersweet taste
of other girls on your lips.
-
No routine science could heal
the sickness we reherse.
- Stay with me...
...Share all your secrets tonight. -
Suddenly -- you were everywhere;
stenciled into my eyelids &&
burned into my dreams.
- The ink stains on his fingers
told me he was skilled
at capturing a feeling
that most of us just miss
the simple pain of living
with goodbyes on our lips. -
It's like you get homesick ..
for a place that doesn't exist.
- On my knees
&& screaming at the clouds.
Tears fall from the sky -
hate is a four lettered word...
love is a four lettered lie.... -
So, scream I heard about your message,
And how it reeked of your indifference,
It bleeds horizontal straight from your wrist.
- Get a piece of humble pie.
Take it in.
Learn from it.
Or at the very least choke on it. - And if we were walking down a
dead end street, would you be
the one to let our eyes meet, or
would you just keep on walking? -
How are we expected
to live in a REAL world
when more than half
of the people living in it
are FAKE.-
Just like romantic verses, Just like a joyous end.
Just like a memory, it twists me.
-
Listen, I'm fine now,
I don't want to talk right now,
Thank you for your concern..
-
And when it all goes to hell,
would you be able to say you're sorry
with a straight face?
-
Give me something to love but
count on me to screw it all up.
- & you are so confused,
and baby...
it's just like you. -
Your paper wings got ruined in the rain,
coat hanger halo got rusted,
the lace fell off the dress you made.
you're the saddest little angel.
-
There's blood in my mouth cause
I've been biting my tongue all week
- If only there was a rewind button
to go back to when she still smiled. - Old couples walk by, both ugly as sin, but
he has her & she has him. That's beautiful. - Dear heart,
I'll play it safe this time.
no friends, no one, just me alone..
you can't get hurt that way.. - your too scene, and i'm too cute
lets listen to this screamo in your car
and pretend we'll never get sick of it. - So push the seats back a little further
I can see the headlights coming
So push the seats back a little further
Roll the windows down & take a breath
I can see the headlights coming
They paint the world in red & broken glass. -
more like,
you're startled everytime you see him,
because you notice something new
in a "Where's Waldo" sort of way.
more like,
you can't stop writing third grade run on sentences,
because you can't even remotely begin
to describe something, someone so inherently amazing.
more like,
you're afraid that if you stare at him too long,
you'll prove your parents right.
that yes, your face will get stuck that way.
but, you don't mind.
-
meet me at my window,
at my window.
you could use someone to save, someone like me.
-
you've got such a pretty smile
it's a shame the things you hide behind it
let them go
give it up for a while
let them free
and we will both go find it.
- What if I told you I wanted to break?
Laugh it all off in your face.
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn't take this anymore.
Then what the hell would you do? - We all need something we consider worth
getting up in the morning for. whether it's
real or not, healthy or destructive,
tangible or false, is irrevelant.
when you've got nothing to hang onto,
deception can seem pretty inviting. - I'm not obsessed; I could care less. I just want to get you UNDRESSED. The less you talk, the more you say;; So don't let words get in the way. - So here we lie in this beautiful mess ;;
Of tangled sheets and beads of sweat.
With my heart in your hand & neck in the other. - I need to be medicated ;;
&& you're the prescription - I remember it clearly ;;
That one night I laid eyes on him.
I don't think I knew it then.
But, I guess I was falling in love. - Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one - Just to let you know ;;
You're the one I'm never going to let go of. - And These Fingertips Are
Moving Faster Than These Lips
So You Can Only Imagine
How Jealous My Mouth Is - Hey, thanks for that summer
it's cold where you're going
I hope that you're hearts always warm.
I gave you the best, the best that I had. - i'm going to get out of bed every morning
and breathe in and out all day long.
and after a while, I won't have to think.
about how great and perfect i had it once. - Your lips are laced with vodka;; && I'm in the mood for getting wasted. - I'm really on my own now
I feel so all alone
I get that sinking feeling
I won't be coming home -
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
it's the way that he makes you feel
it's the way that he kisses you
it's the way that he makes you fall in love
- Oh, did I mention that when I see you it stings like hell? The fact that we could have something that'll never happen </33 - there's something in your eyes
that makes me want to lose myself in your arms - you were never supposed
to mean this much to me - Cause finger by finger we're losing grasp
And I'm questioning the reasons
Why nothing beautiful does last? - You have no idea how hard it is to just
stand here & knowing you have no idea
that you mean everything to me. - i need to find some distraction.
oh beautiful realease ;;
memories seep from my veins.
let me be empty && weightless.
&& maybe i'll find some peace tonight ;;
in the arms of the angels - I'll do fine on my own with my cigarettes & this old dirt road. I wonder if you miss me 'cause I know I tried. But, I think that's maybe the thing I did wrong... is put up with this bullshit for far too long. - Don't you think you want me? Because I think I need you. - She won't admit it. But you're still the only one who's always on her mind.</33 - I might be silent, but I'm screaming inside - So appreciate the good times
but dont take the worst for granted
you only get so many second chances - I hate you. i cant live with you and i cant stand you. yet all i do now is think about you. its kind of pathetic. - i used to be a strong girl. but alot has changed. alot has happened, and ive been through so much more than any person should have to go through. and you know what? i finally broke. everything around me crashed, and i just went right with it. - i dont love him. i never have and cant say i ever will. but when im with him, i cant seem to remember that. | 
