Busy, Busy! I can't seem to find time to do anything, but at the same time, I have a lot of downtime, it's just spent reading "must reads" and watching "must see" movies and t.v....Ok so most the time i dont have time even to watch tv or movies at home, and i get my reading done at work..haha It seems like i'm always running around doing "stuff", but i dont ever feel like i have time to do anything...lol i dont know, i guess i'm just a poor time manager...there's about a million, okay maybe 3 or 4, people i need to hang out with, that i havent been able to but keep promising we will soon...Sorry if you're one of them....I guess i need to people manage more effectively too, since Rob is the source of most of my time constraints. Well during the week anyway...now church is becoming a big time filler on the weekend, so I'm just filled up. Oh so update on Mr. Cool, whom Adri is set against me dating ever bc of his abhorrent behavior on my birthday, Rob, misguided as he can be at times, decided to tell Luke that I once had strong feelings for him (Luke that is). And not only that, but then he told Luke that I no longer had those feelings, which is true, because he's a dick to me....haha..so needless to say i was mortified and frustrated, but i guess it was bound to come out sooner or later. Anywho, im getting longwinded and i need to conserve my energy for the kindergartners tomorrow...oh joy! Till Later--

Thought of the day: "We are all in the shadows from time to time.. the sun moves and we can't keep up."  -Craig

ok so its been a while since I posted and i really dont have time to post now...i will soon though...

thought of the day: Just when you think you aren't making a bit of difference, something happens to prove you wrong...i love it when that happens!

lol the first thing i thought of as i noticed it had been ten days since my last post was, Forgive me, friends for I have sinnned, It has been ten days since my last post...haha..im not even catholic...anywho...thats fun..so life is a little confusing right now..ok maybe not life, but im a little confused...not that its anyone's fault but my own, but the fact still remains true. I got a semi offer, by which i mean they told me of an opening and now i need to apply, to do a long term sub for like a month or so...it would be good money, but its like 30 or so minutes away so that will be fun if i get/take it. But the good money part is outweighing that so..eh..other than that, i havent done much of anything lately except sub here and there and hang out with rob...I really need to stop spending so much time with him...not that its not fun..but im getting way too dependent and thats not good...anywho..just checkin in..talk soon ..

Thought of the day: Real frustration comes when you know what you need to do about a situation and yet you refrain from doing it. This causes not only frustration, but also unneeded but somehow deserved stress and complications. AGH

Okay so life is pretty good right now. Rob and I decided to be just friends...which i think is a good thing definately..Adri, I'm sure you're happy to hear about that..but we still have an awesome friendship, which is..well..awesome....Ohter than that, nothing too big..but that was a major factor in last week so it took up a lot of my time. I saw the Boogeyman and Wedding Date last night..they were both pretty good. next weekend i'm going to see Hitch and the Heffalump movie...I'm taking Rob's little brother Dylan, he's four, to see the Heffalump movie..i'm really excited...i gave him a duck on Friday and he was excited..he named it Quakers...he's so Cute! anywho, thats about it...life is good..God taught me a lot this week so I can't complain...talk again soon!

Thought of the day: Right when I think I've got something or someone figured out, something happens to throw me off track again. But sometimes, if you take a risk, like telling someone you just want to be friends, it turns out great and it turns out you worried and fretted for nothing..eh..who knew?

I met a new boy. He is younger, I know Adri...no younger guys...he's 19. ouch..but he's cool and you know how i can be. We hung out all last night..for like 10 hrs...then for a little bit today...I like him, but i told him i wanted to be friends for now. I dont know if we'll ever be anything more, but I'm so afraid i'm going to break this kid's heart...I know thats not a reason to stick with someone, and its not my reasoning, but..i dont know...there's something about him...and it bothers me that I can't be more impartial about it. like..hey, you're too young for me..thats what i was going to say. but did i? NOO..of course not..instead i say, let's build a friendship first and if we're still interested, then we'll talk. instead i say, i'm interested too, but let's take this slow...URGH im such a dolt. I was thinking that i'll just move, then i won't have to break his heart completely and i wont have to make a choice, i can just say, it's not going to work. but then I figured, i'll probably end up in a similar situation elsewhere and so i might as well stay and deal with this one. Plus, i have no money to move....so yeah..Other than Rob, thats his name, Rob, theres really nothing to report..oh except that Captain Cool is being a total punk this weekend and I'm as confused as ever about him.FUN STUFF!

Thought of the day: 1-I've decided that I agree with Billy Crystal when he says in When Harry met Sally, that men and women can't be just friends. I mean, lets look at the facts here. 2-I'm reverting back to the nun plan, just so i dont have to mess with all this junk anymore!