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Thursday, February 14, 2008
it's been about a year and half since i've come to jcf. when i first came to jcf, i was completely broken, having barely survived a destructive relationship and was at a complete loss of my identity.
in retrospect, it seems that because i was so unsatisfied with where i was in life and who i was at the time, i sought to rebuild my identity by assembling a "rosemari" that i was not. every women at jcf whom i deemed respectable and loving (and pure and graceful and proper and even domesticated), i sought to emulate. because i didn't respect or love myself, everybody else who wasn't me seemed to be doing and having it better. a self-effacing process had begun.
LOL. WHO WAS I KIDDING...
my constant struggle to re-commit my life to God during the past year and a half wasn't always pretty but it never ceased to move forward; and during the process somehow, i've grown to respect and love who i am - for who i am, including all my idiosyncrasies, imperfections and craziness. i've learn to be more honest with myself and also with others, revealing my genuine self. and i can honestly say, i've been happier these days than i ever have been since i've first come to joy.
although it seems that i figured this out all on my own, i know that it's God who secured this love and confidence in me. i'm grateful.
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
my friend yuri would post xanga posts daily, counting down to her website launch date and every time i read her post, i'm reminded of my LSAT date !! her website launches tomorrow and my LSAT is this saturday. so please pray for us :D
www.glassbyyuri.com
check it out !!!
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Sunday, September 23, 2007
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jenny's party for the bridesmaids :) sumin-michelle-ivana-jane-jenny(the bride-to-be)-jinsun-olivia-me-suzy  
 me & suzy
 awww, jenny! so happy for you ! whooooohoo ~
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The past might be responsible for who we are today, but we are
responsible for who we will become... I have no one to blame but myself
for the decisions I've made; and if there were a few wrong ones, who
cares? As long as I can learn from them, grow as a person, become more
loving and understanding, even mistakes in themselves carry rewards in
the end after the short period of consequences. But that's only if you
want it to be that way.
- january, 2005
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
Jesus, my passion in life is to know You
may all other goals bow down to
this journey of knowing You more
Jesus, You've showered Your goodness on me
given Your gifts so freely
but there's one thing I'm longing for
hear my heart's cry and my prayer for this life
above all else
above all else
above all else, Jesus
give me Yourself ...
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back in the day | here is now | tomorrow will come
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Name: rosemari
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Gender: Female
Interests: www.myspace.com/rosemarinam
Occupation: private instructor
Email: email me
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