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Saturday, July 16, 2005

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 16:03:32 GMT

new site bitches....

www.xanga.com/Kama_Sutra_is_my_bible

Monday, July 11, 2005

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 02:41:27 GMT

I LOVE COMMENTS!

so i have been having a lot of fun lately with my friends. I love hanging out with my girl Casey and my boys Chris Miller and Keithy poo! AWWW... we have some good times. even if we just sit on our asses doing nothing! I GOT A GREAT MASSAGE THE OTHER NIGHT! totally hott!

Also been to a few soccer games with KATIE! yay! me her and Andrew seem to be inseperable lol! we are always together! got to love them with all my heart! <3

meeting new people is so fun!

JOHN SANDERS- you are soooo cool. you go to my school. you are really tall. i heard your dick is really small. haha just kidding i really heard are hung like a horse. Oh yeah wait i guess it doesn't matter cause you said you dont' lke intercourse??? I LOVE you dude. call me whore!

Show your freaky side

<333 Johanna

COMMENT!

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 02:46:28 GMT

WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD- CHANGING EVERYTHING AND STILL NOT BEING ENOUGH

I'm updating are you happy?

Happy 4th of JULY!

So my job is going good. I actually am starting to feel comfortable there. I am going to go swimming with some of them tomorrow. I'm actually real excited to!

Nothing really new or intresting has happened lately. I went to the movies with Joel the other day. We saw Batman. It was really good. He made me laugh the whole freakin time. Yesterday i went to the zoo with Devin. If it hadn't have been so freakin hot it might have been more exciting but we did have fun. He took me out to eat after. I'm soooo spoiled. hahahahah

OMG DON'T GO SEE LAND OF THE DEAD < probably havent' heard of it for a reason. Stupidist movie EVER!

So i was thinking today about all the advice i used to get from older peers and my family about life when i was younger and how i always blew it off because i thought i'm not you, you don't know better. BAHAHAH they were right about almost everything! GOSH. And now i'm the stupid older one giving the same advice to others. I FEEL SO OLD! i wish i could freeze time and never get older than 17. OK i take that back... i want to freeze time when i'm 21... hahahaha! I think i'm going to start listening to advice and not taking it for granted. GOOD PLAN!

So thanks to all my friends who have put up with me this summer. I have had a ton of fun! LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!

Over and OUT

COMMENT or imma kick ya! just kidding!

<333 Johanna

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 01:00:28 GMT

I HOPE ALL YOUR SUMMERS HAVE BEEN GREAT!

Mine has been pretty fun so far. Lots of swimming and fun nights out with all my friends . I feel like i have been getting closer to a lot of people and its so nice. I really missed it!

One thing i am having to deal with this summer that is harder then hell is moving on. No matter how angry or hurt or BETRAYED you feel, leaving your comfort zone is sooo hard. I HATE CHANGE!!!! But that is something that i have to face. Everythign will change in your life at one point. It really scares me a lot. But i'm dealing and growing with the changes.

I GOT MY ACT SCORE BACK! i got a 23! OH YEAH! no more worries bout that... all i can do is better which makes me very very happy. I went shopping today and got my uniform for RED LOBSTER.. yeah ugly but w/e. i saw some hot guys working there. I"m excited to meet everyone. Not so excited to work BUT OH I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT PAY CHECK!

SINGLE IS BETTER

COMMENT WHORE! Yeah thats you! Just kidding

XOXO <333 Johanna

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 16:53:31 GMT

I GOT A JOB! BOO YA GRANDMA! This week is oging to be gay... i can feel it... all of haysville is at the country stampede.... LOSER

LOVE YOU ALL!

comment bitches!

Monday, June 20, 2005

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 17:13:03 GMT

ALRIGHT new entry....

i have taken initiative and my summer has been going great!! I have hung out with some people i really really missed! I have been having a lot of fun considering everthing that has been going on in my life....

NEWSFLASH to evergirl who may read this..... ALL BOYS ARE DICKS! we definently don't need them.... especially in high school. They are only there to stomp on your heart and laugh at you. FUCK THAT!

I CAN'T BELIEVE I"M A SENIOR! This summer i'm going balls to teh wall hahahah! I have a few guys that i have crushes on..... maybe i'll be able to explore that area a little before the summer is over hahahahah.....

I HAVE AN INTERVIEW WITH RED LOBSTER TOMORROW BIG BABA! maybe i will FINALLY get a damn job! WISH ME LUCK!

To all of you that have been hiding in your houses and have not called me you better do it! I MISS YOU ALL! There are to many nights in the summer to waste!

LOVE YOU ALL.... <\3

if you dont' comment imma kill ya

<333 Johanna

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 15:22:28 GMT

#1 Fuck all the girls on my soccer team who ditched us to work. It was STATE and you screwed us over. I hate you right now.

#2 Fuck all you boys who are inconciderate and only think of yourselves. Grow up. I can't wait to see you guys mature enough to be faithful, awesome, adorable guys. Until then you will make ME miserable. AND THAT IS A FACT.

#3 I officially have no life. Its mid June. I have not even went swimming once. My life is a damn rollercoaster. One day i can feel like my life can't get any better, i have everything i can possibly want. Over night that happiness is ripped from me and taken away. Seems like my lows last longer than the highs which makes me wonder.... is it worth it????

#4 Observing my personality... i realized i recognize many of my flaws but neglect to fix them out of fear. I refuse to stand up for myself in fear of making anyone mad and losing them. So instead i deal with the pain and tears that it brings me. To sum it up.... i am a pussy.

#5 I've decided to try to get back those friends that i have lost. Life is much easier with people by your side and lately i have felt that there are only a couple there. So to all that i have let go of..... i'm sorry. I miss you all with all my heart. To those i have not takin time to get to know... i am sorry. Best friends are the people that are the most unexpected.

I NEED A HUGE HUG AND A SHOULDER TO CRY ON

leave plenty of comments Please!

Love you all.... <\3 johanna

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 02:09:07 GMT

UPDATE FOR ALL YOU READERS OUT THERE WOOO HOOO You know you love it!

This weekend was intresting... my cousin aka. best friend... was in town.... we went to the coolest resteraunt EVER! It's called Sharky's EVERYONE should go check that bitch out! You sit down.... and they hand you a menu and you play blackjack while you eat and talk! SOOO FUN! I didn't think it would be cause i'm not the greatest blackjack player thats for sure but i did have fun!

K moving on... today we had a scrimmage against a TON of guys... we got out butts KICKED but it was fun! i got my butt chewed a lot but i wasn't playing good so i understand. Me and my coach discussed my future in soccer and he thinks he can get me to a mid grade D. I!!!!!! Hell yeah.... but do i want to move that far away? hmmm

Moving on....i'm getting into my deep thought mode! PUT YOUR SEATBELTS ON! hahaha

K... going back in time to my last home game of the year..... There is one person i have the HUGEST grudge against in this world. And i do want to ad its for a good reason..... AND THEY KNOW IT LET ME TELL YOU..... so after my game i tried to avoid that person as well as i could.... yeah didn't work. ANd they came up to me and said "I'm sorry for whatever i did, can we be friends and hang out sometime" so i was like w/e and walked off! what i really wanted to say and i have to get it off my chest... (even if you never see this) HELL NO! are you kidding? dont' apologize unless you are sincere and knwo what you are apologizing for! BIG SCREW YOU ASSHOLE! and when i do see you again.... i will let you kno i still hate you

Moving on! BITCHES BETTER START CALLING ME! I MISS ALL OF YOU! I don't want the only time ihang out with you to be in class F THAT! i have to sit in the damn front row of MR.PSYCHO's class EEEEEEEEEEEE! i hate it

guess i'm done! <\3

COMMENT OR IMMA JUMP YA! HAHAHA yeah right!

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Sun, 29 May 2005 14:41:12 GMT

I MADE SECOND TEAM ALL REGION BITCHES! not the best but as good as last year!

Well well well how are all you lovers? I haven't written a serious entry in a while becasue i don't really have anythign serious going on in my life. Right now everything seems to be slow, and uninvolved. Some times that can be great other times that can be boring as hell. And right now i'm feeling the boring side. My summer has been a bust so far. All i do is sleep, work out and apply for jobs! which it looks like i'm not going to end up with one damnit! I'm more of a convenience to people at the moment. I'm there when its convenient for everyone else and i'm expected to wait around for that moment to arrive? yeah not happening. WELL at the moment it IS happening cause my life is so damn boring! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU PEOPLE DOING? I have been bored out of my mind! And i've wasted more gas then EVER this week! LOL! But my parents don't help at all........! Last time i checked i was 17 years old and one year away from leaving for pretty much good. AND I STILL have a 12 o'clock curfew! LMAO! pretty sure i got that curfew when i was in 6th grade damnit! AHHHHH wtf ever i guess.... CALL ME YOU WHORES! I miss all of you so much! there are so many people i haven't talked to in a while..... JEEZUS! i love you all

COMMENT DAMNIT! gimme something to do! lol !

LOVE YOU ALL!

Monday, May 23, 2005

Mon, 23 May 2005 21:55:42 GMT

My soccer banquete was tonight. I got 2nd team AVCTL D. II!! That fucking sux balls.... pretty sure i did better freshman and soph. year. Guess i fuckign suck even though i played the hardest ever all year. Whatever

I'm going to meet my brother and his lil' 8th grade friends at old chicago. Promotion was tonight.

Sonic was supposed to call me about an interview.... guess they forgot..... fucking figures.....

Peace