change

i was just reading over my least entry. it's CRAZY to think how God was working when i didnt even realize it. the end of my entry i had written about how life is full of change and that God does not care about our comfort just character. well two days ago i had some really REALLY important people leave california. they now live in florida and to think that God was already working in  me for their move. my summer has been full of change, but that i must say was the hardest and most drastic change in a while. i've been crying for probably a good 3 to 4 weeks about these people leaving me physicially. it's going to be so different. well this summer a good change has happened to me personally. i got promoted to sales lead. which is a manager position at my work. i'm so blessed that i got promoted. currently i'm enjoying and hopefully it stays that way. haha. but talking about change i 'm THINKING i havent even prayed about it yet. but thinking of taking a semister off here in california and do something different. i wanna live in boise with my mom for a semister of school. and be transfered to the EXPRESS in the boise towne square mall. that would be a nice change. i'd actually be excited about that. i would miss the friendships that i'm growing here but it'd be nice to somewhat be on my own. ahh...wel'll see! anyways i'll update this thing laters badaters!

so i'm actually going to update this thing now because i have friends that just got one. most IMPORTANTLY to keep in touch with my queen bee. i miss and love her so much. she's my mom back home in boise. i wish i could somehow cram my world in california into idaho. that'd be super awesome. anyway so today was pretty cool. went to work, hung out with joshua for a little bit. he applied at express and he might get the job working stock. i came home and just checked some mail, then straight to church for the last ABS. we had all the ABS groups come together and we ate and had testimonies. it was awesome. to hear how God is working in not only students lives but how God works through the students in the leaders life. God seriously has blessed me with amazing people in my life. couldnt ask for more. well maybe in the future for my future husband..haha..but thats about it. i've been thinking a lot about life lately. how God changes things. how God doesnt care about our comfort but about our character. to be patient and to obey. we dont always understand Gods mind, but thats what makes him God and us people. well more of my deep thoughts tomorrow. off to read my bible and go to bed.

hey guys sorrie for not updating as much!! i'm either just too lazy or my comp. is being retarded and wont let me go on my own xanga. well today at school was prettie crazie, 2 fights within 5 mins?? who's ever heard of that!! thats just craziness!! well guys(c/o 2005) can u believe we're gonna graduate soon?? 7 months!! thats not a long time and then we're off into the real world. i'm kinda excited on getting out of high school but then i know imma miss it like crazie. OooOoo i guess imma update more a lil bit tomorrow or tonite or somethin cuz my daddie brought food!! lol. yea i know i'm a heiffer and proud of it!!! i'll ttyl's buhbyes!! iluv you!