im sick of everyone talking about how free they are.

im ready for a break.
im ready to cry my heart out.
im ready.im ready.im ready.

im ready to see dillanne and babyjude on thursday.

im not responsible enough to take a pill at the same time everyday.

Even when I try to not be busy, I am.
I just need to chill at home sometime soon.

The next few days could potentially be a mess.
And they will definitely be kind of wild.

I need to start making more time to be at home,
And more time to be with Dylan and Jude.

I need Hallmark to start hiring so that I can get a job.

I need to take Courtney out to dinner before she goes off to college.
And I need to start getting scholarships.

I dreamed you were carried away on the crest of a wave

Baby, dont go away, come here.

Definitley near the top of the list of favorite lyrics ever.

I bombed the SAT. 
I didn't think I'd do this bad, or that I'd be this upset about. 

The whole world must watch the sad comic display,
If you're still free start running away.

home, is this a quiet place where you should be alone?

I come home today, and plan to just chill out around here for a few hours because my parents are always saying that I'm never home.
And everyone here is in a bad mood.
I woke up this morning in a generally good mood.
And Then I come home.
And everyone's pissy, and depressed.
And seriously.
I've dealt with it for 17 years.
And now that I don't have to, I don't plan to.

Whatever.
I haven't updated in a while.

I went to camp and it was amazing.
Now that I've been home, I've been staying busy doing nothing.
Me and Nick have been getting into it a lot lately.
But when we're good, we're great, so I'll take the good with the bad, and deal with it.
I took Dylan to Osaka for her birthday, and that was fun.
I think me and Leila and Megan are going to give blood sometime this week,
And I'm excited because it's something I really enjoy doing, and get a lot out of.

I need to get a job.
I need to get a car.
I need to find out my SAT scores.

But right now, I need to get in the shower.

i know that one day

ill have to stop blaming you for everything that happens in my life.

but that day is not today.

hey dylan.
giiiiirl.  answer yo phone.


whatever.  last day of school tomorrow.
whatsup senior year?