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Name: Brutally
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Lansing
Birthday: 5/24/1990
Gender: Male


Interests: Looking down at my chucks wondering whether i'll make it through the night or not.....
Expertise: Being Reluctant....it hurts...
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AIM: Beat me, i killed myself


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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

new xanga........

www.xanga.com/TellZeldaIsaidF3ck


(mexican says chatta)

 So i'm not single anymore....i won't tell you all exactly who it is because i don't know if they want me to or not......

so yeah.....life has been so weird lately..watching garden state everyday somtimes twice..and then falling asleep to the soundtrack....just makes everything that much more content.....


jlakfj (from the MiniMexican NOT chatta)

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmm mmm m m m m m m

i miss time....and space...ugh

I have no words that i could just say that'd make this feeling be justified.....



(Day 2)..........this hopefully long vigile marks it's second day......shall it grow into a tree?? or even a blossom

New Slang lyrics- The Shynes ( i think i spelled that wrong)...

Gold teeth and a curse for this town were all in my mouth.
Only, I don't know how they got out, dear.
Turn me back into the pet that I was when we met.
I was happier then with no mind-set.

And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, I'd 'a jumped from my tree
And I'd a danced like the king of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

New slang when you notice the stripes, the dirt in your fries.
Hope it's right when you die, old and bony.
Dawn breaks like a bull through the hall,
Never should have called
But my head's to the wall and I'm lonely.

And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, I'd 'a jumped from my tree
And I'd a danced like the kind of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

God speed all the bakers at dawn may they all cut their thumbs,
And bleed into their buns 'till they melt away.

I'm looking in on the good life I might be doomed never to find.
Without a trust or flaming fields am I too dumb to refine?
And if you'd 'a took to me like
Well I'd a danced like the queen of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.


Friday, May 27, 2005

(the mexican says chatta)


Don't Panic (Taken from "The Blue Room EP", "Parachutes", "The 'Garden State' movie sountrack") By Coldplay

Oh, we're sinking like stones,

All that we fought for,

All those places we've gone,

All of us are done for.

 

We live in a beautiful world,

Yeah we do, yeah we do,

We live in a beautiful world,

Oh, we're sinking like stones,

All that we fought for,

All those places we've gone,

All of us are done for.

 

We live in a beautiful world,

Yeah we do, yeah we do,

We live in a beautiful world.

 

Oh, all that I know,

There's nothing here to run from,

And there, everybody here's got somebody to lean on.....









got truth??

that song always tends to broaden my mind just a little bit more



Thursday, May 26, 2005

Currently Watching
What's Eating Gilbert Grape
By Johnny Depp, Leonardo DiCaprio
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(i'm gonna watch that movie as soon as i get home)

WTF?!?! i haevn't been to class in days.....seriously, i've skipped almos every class over the past two weeks and i feel like i'm not gonna pass...who cares..hahah....well okay i'm 15 now...how gay...it's not worth the hype.....jobs?? permits??? legal sex??? ummmmmmmm
well i know i'll pass because i have enough credits but i have to take Algeba again....what's been eating away at me lately??? whats been causing me to stop caring about school and home and all that stuff combined???

well.......i don't exactly know...but i'm having mood swings left and right and i'm always either extremly cold or extremly hot...and everyone is starting to either get on my badside by pointing out my wrongs or i just place them in the grey area for being my friends...........
with no love or remorse.....
There is seriously only a few people in the wrld i could ever consider anything for......Olivia, Jordan, Karys,.........Zakk......
*sigh*...anything for you i tell you....my only painful, harmless obsession.....
Just lead me on...just this once..............so i can fly with you by my side..how gay is that?????
(mexican says chatta)

Band Concert tonight......going??? i have to.....okay

Well i am tired of all of these short winded relationshps...i dont need one period...i NEED one..but i have a.d.d.......
so ....ummm



let me be...~~




Monday, May 23, 2005

Currently Playing
Mr. Brightside, Pt. 1 [Canada]
By The Killers
she's touching his chest now he takes off her dress now letting me go...I JUST CAN'T LOOK IT'S KILLING ME...it's taking control
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 just to tell you all.....just because i'm caught up on someone doesn't mean I'm ruining my future with other people...i mean maybe i just need someone else to spark my fire.......???.....i dunno.....

"tis the east and he is the sun..."...that was flippin stupid...right??

Okay ..... i have butterflies in my stomach....they are poisonous and keep hitting the sides of my inner stomach and sending a burning, irritating sting up my throat...(mexican says chatta) and it gags up in the form of the bittersweet words "I love you" but only to the one person in the world that cares not to listen to my literacy and will.   i HAVE the will to say it now...to the extend of a 1000 cheesy Celine Dion songs (ew)....i love him...i LOVE him......i fucking love him...What beautiful small little mistake led to this big hole in the brink of serenity? which pen did i chew up and break to the point where the ink spilled all over the floor in meere seconds...i could get up from this pile of ink on the floor.....but i'd still have traces of it....I can't bare to express this tenderness through song....through movement..through daily life....i bare it all out through photography where i can instill moments of broken faith and insecure injustice........How did this all happen?????

"Something just isn't right. I can feel it inside. The truth isn't far behind me. You can't deny. That when i turn the lights out, when i close my eyes, reality overcomes me. I'm living a lie. When i'm alone i feel so much better. But when i'm around you i don't feel TOGETHER" "Together" by avril lavigne...wow it's been a long time since i listened to that hoe.......heh...okay

I got into Barbrizon modeling thingy...i'm happy that my emotions can finally be tempted by greed and heartbreak to the point where i can freeze those bitter frustrations and throw them in your goddamned face for breaking this here thrill....i mean it's not evena  rollercoaster anymore..cuz i know where it heads...the rollercoaster fell into the tarpit below and is fossilized into the everlasting power of obesssion......


i'm a bitter old foool.......
tommorow will mark fourteen years after my first.....

wish me good intentions for this new on comming cycle of life....

~EbonyEMO~



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