Currently Listening Maybe, I Will... see related

i am...

• stronger than i knew
• happy for the first time in a long time
• energized
• excited
• free
• the total opposite of a broken hearted loser

i can start high school at pea ridge with a fresh start. i dont have to worry about a boyfriends jealousy. i dont have to worry about holding back.

THIS I HAVE LEARNED

• NEVER GET TOO SERIOUS
• NEVER BELIEVE THESE FOUR WORDS : "I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU..."
• KEEP YOUR PRIDE
• ALWAYS BE YOURSELF
• DUMP HIM IF HE TREATS YOU IN A WAY YOU DONT LIKE
• NEVER BUILD YOUR LIFE AROUND AN IDIOT  BOY
• KEEP YOUR TRUE FRIENDS CLOSE AT ALL TIMES (HO'S B4 BRO'S BABY) 

I can leave that school behind me. i can leave those people behind me.

(i never have to see either of them again)

i can love myself. i can take care of myself. i will have an awesome summer!!!...

filled with plans and sun and water and travel and late nights.

you're right Aaron, i have changed.

i'm not that sad clingy idiot you "fell in love with"

i am stonger then i've ever been.

and for the first time ever,

i love myself because i am good.

and no idiot boy can make me believe anything different.

-sarah the triumphant!!!

p.s.-i had a really good talk with A.J. thanx man!!!

i have nothing to say.

what happened?

why have all of them stabbed me in the back like this?

i know ive been acting weird. i have been trying not to get run over.

i am sad.

i am mad.

i am hurt more than i have been in a long time.

and i have nothing to say.

-sarah

Kid Rock:

Livin my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I ain't seen the sunshine
In three damn days
Been fuelin'up on cocaine and whiskey
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her

Sheryl Crow:

I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows but they won't tell
But their half-hearted smiles tell me somethin' just ain't right
I've been waitin' on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in three damn nights
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him

Together:

I saw you yesterday with an old friend (Sheryl Crow)
It was the same old same how've you been? (Kid Rock)
Since you've been gone my worlds been dark and grey (Together)
You reminded me of brighter days (Kid Rock)
I hoped you were comin' home to stay (Sheryl Crow)
I was headed to church (Sheryl Crow)
I was off to drink you away (Kid Rock)

Together:

I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say I love you, come back home

Currently Listening White Pony By Deftones change (in the house of flies) see related

a word on my mother...

Currently Listening Lost and Found By Mudvayne see related

shwing shwing.

did you know that i was stalked by a man in a black feather boa???

ok it was a little weird. ask liz if u wanna no more

-sarah

Currently Listening Kill (Bury Me) By 30 Seconds to Mars was it a dream? see related

LIFE is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so LOVE the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont, BELIEVE that everything happens for a reason, if you get a CHANCE take it, if it changes your life, let it, nobody said it'd be EASY, they just promised it'd be WORTH IT.

i like this.

it makes me happy.

-sarah ellen