Currently Watching O By Mekhi Phifer, Julia Stiles see related

OOOOOhhhhhhh!!!i HATE Dior now..CHANEL iS THE NEW BALCK BiTCHES!!

Ya kno how theres alwayz ppl trying to bring you down when your up???well i have alot of those ppl.Me&& Travis are perfect together.but hie exes keep coming between us.

well iama recap; we got home frm  playing in San Deigo Fridae at 4:00.[we won!!of  course] so after the bus dropped everybody off bac at skewl,i had to go home&& get ready for the basketball game&& my date...well Carly came home wit me so we could get ready together,so abt an hour before the game,Travis called me&& asked me ifi really really wanted to go to the game,well i said no so he wuz lyke okay well then we'll go somewhere else if you want, i wuz lyke yeah wat do i wear&& he wuz said"it dosnt matter,anything looks perfect on you"hes such a sweetheart.So Carly helped me pick sum10 out then she drove to the game by herself.Abt um 25 mins later the doorbellg rang. He gave me the biggest smile ever which only made me smile more,but he wuz smiling  bkus i wuz smiling&& i wuz only smiling bksu he wuz smiling.newayz we walked around the side of my house&& there wuz a limo parked on the grass.wel i wuz confused so iwuz lyke"i thought we were jus goin to dinner or sum10"i seriously dint kno it wuz sum10  fancy well he wuz lyke"jus watch,,,its not fancy ,its special" so we drove outta New Port then outta Orange County..i think he could tell that i wuz gettin kinda nervous [ i hate driving somehwere && not knowing where iam goin]bksu he took my hand ,kissed it && told e trust him"so for the rest of the drive we jus talked then we got to L.A.&& he wuz lyke"its no further"so i relaxed a little .We got to Dowtown L.A. by the STAPLES  CENTER && we stopped.He got out && told me stay. So i did.i saw him talkin to the limo driver ,they shooke hands,Travis opened the door for me.i kno when games are being  played in the staples center&& none were being played that nite.he knew that i  knew there were no games there bksu he wuz laffing.so we went in && all the lites were off.... i wuz scared &&he could tell so he wuz lyke holding on to me...then we heard this violin playing&& i did the dumbest thing i could ever  done..i laffed..idk why??he did too though,but im sure he wuz laffing at me.then this huge lite flashed on the middle of court, a  table wit lyke 3 dozens roses on it sat there!it wuz kinda funny lookin bkus the roses took over the table ..i think when he saw it too he wuz laffin inside!it wuz sweet lookin but o overdone!he wuz lyke the last couple of weeks have been so rite for me that you desever more than jus any random date.i wanted to do sum10 specail 4 you bksu youdo sum10 specail for me everydae"so we went by the table && then these 2 guys with violins came  rite next to us&& jus played sooo loud so after lyke 10 mins Traivs paid them && they left!THNKX GOD!i wuz gettin a headache.then this table got rolled out by these two hott older guys,we dint eat anything we jus talked.then we went back to my house....he slept over but NOTHING happend,,except lyke alot of making out but THATS IT!it wuz the best date ever!i dont think anything will be able to top that!!well bac to his exgirlfriends coming between us!!well they  found out  abt it && they were all pissed off.so they Kimberly came && otld me that Travis did that for all his girlfriends && thats jus this game he plays to get sum.&& i should break up wit him,then Kimblery && her friends went && told him that i flirt wit other guys && that he should break up wit me!!they will do anythingg to tear us apart!!i hate drama!! So were leaving  for Vegas  BABYY!! tomarrow  we were suppose to leave SATURDAE but as usual our plans got messed up..but im excited!!&& Travis is coming too!!so its all couples!!thats so cute to me!!anywayz Laguna Beach wuz soo  sad Monday nite,i cired.i went over to Jennifers  house bkus thast where we were all meeting up. all the gilrs watched&& cried while the guys played pool. That Launga Beach made me realize how much im gonna miss New  Port Beach..it made me soo sad!!Riley couldnt watch the rest bksu she broke down as soon as Taylor && Alex said goodbye..how hard is that??saying bye to your best friend i mean sure your gonna see them agina but all those memories.. i cant picture me  saying bye to ppl i have known since lyke pre-kayy!!thats sadd!!&& its not lyke i have  a whole bunch of time,......ONE MORE YEAR.man it suckss!!well training isnt goin too well..i have to much on my plate i guess  you could say.i quit work...i loved it but i had to do it.!!so now i can stay at basketball practice longer.which is good!!well iam go packk!! 

"O" is lyke the best movie everr!!its wayy sad!i hope me&& Travis dont end up lyke that

Currently Watching Havoc (Unrated Version) see related

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Hant updated in a few,iam gonna keep getting bussier&&bussier.basketball started this  mondae,so i have to go 2 pracitce..2:00-4:30,i have to leave an hour earlier than  everybody bksu i got work at 5:00 so i work only til 5:30,not like the need the money  anywayz,then i have 2 train from 5:30 til...mann!!can it get any worse??probably!then  tommarow me&& the rest of the softball team{traviling}are goin 2 San Deigo..ughh!!!! really dont wanna go but i dont have a choice!anyways grouned for a week.!im sick of my parents so i maxed out my black card && one of my dads cards...i bought abt 15 boards,alot of clothes && a PSP,i bought Riley and CiCi shit bkus they were with me!i wanted my parents to pay attention to things other than them two alwayz fitting so there paying attenion to the credit card billss.My baby sister went to live with my grandparents  in SantaMonica so i only get to see her abt once a week now.were lyke falling apart but i really dont give a shit anymore.as long as iam still in California.anywayzz!!Last nite wuza pretty wild nite...there wuz lyke this HUGE rumor going a round that the world wuz gonna end at 6:30,well wat dumbasses would beilive that??everybody at our school!excpet for me&& a few other smarty pants:]well everybody wuz lyke"oh shit,the worlds gonna end lets get wasted tonite,well im not retared && i knkew the world wuznt gonna end so iwuz jus lyke okay watever.im not gonna get trashed then feel badd abt it tomarrow so i went home wit Calry since she wuz grouned anywayz,well on the way home Carly wuz lyke "i kno the worlds not really ending or watever but lets jus go bac && chill"so once again me being influenced by other ppl i truned around.we dint smoke anything but we drank..alot! i really dunno y we drnka that much!so much to where you cant rember anything!i guess when we do it,,we do it bigg??so i had to call my sister so she could bring us home,,she wuznt too happy.Today i ordered my junior ring..OMFG!!!its gonna be gorgeouss.. its worth 2000 buckers!! Ellie's is the most amout outta the whole junior class!to many  many numbers to rite but she swears its gonna be outta this world!as much as it cost it  better be!well im excited!

                                        DiD Y0U EVER L0VE ME??

                                 " i dont know you but i still love you"

So me && Travis??humm yeah its really good!our realtionship, i mean.i love talkin to him. lyke all the time && when i do everything else around us jus zones out.its a good feeling! Instead of going on out partying after the guys win there 1st basketabll game[we suck at football but we will kick your ass in basketball]were goin on a date..a real date!i havent been on a real date since January.&& that wuz me&& Adams last date everr/so im stoked!!welps next Satudae me, Camr,Riley &&Calry are all going to Vegas(were oo young 2 gamble so wats the potin rite??)well its to get away from all the drama!!were goin  there til Tuesday then..were jus gonna enjoyy the rest of the Thanksgiving. ournament in SF on Saturdae..im starting for Varsity???i dont kno how bkus im really ot that good at basketball but watever!im happy abt it!:]]

      "WERE TEENAGERS && WERE BORED.....WERE T0TALLY B0RED"

new obessions= Hollywood Undead[best band ever]&& Full Throttle Energy Drinks

Currently Watching She's Too Young see related

You kno when you want sum10 soo bad that you will do nething to have it?? well i never thought i'd be lyke that.i never thought i would lyke cry if i dint get wat i wanted..well that wuz before my dad admitted to my mom that he wuz a  man whore.All i want is for them to care abt each other again,i want them to be lyke moms && dads on all those movies!but there soo far frm. that!my dad  came over Saturdae bkus he wanted to talk to me alone. he wuz lyke"its okay to hate me,byut at leats kno the real reason why you hate me".he pretty much told me everything.he told him he did wat he did bkus he wuz tried.hes unhappy at home && he dint wanna tell my mom so he jus cheated on her so that she could find out herslef && she could leave her instead of him leaving her.... umm ok that makes no sense.but i dint hear anything he wuz sayin!theres no reason in hell that he did wat he did!when you say "I Do"you do forever!!!so im living in the guest house now!its in the backyard but as long as its not in that house, even though my dad isnt there anymore than usual,i cant stand to see my mom the way that she is now.wayy to depressing!when they get a divorce my mom wants to move to NYC or Texas!!both places suck!!there NOO beaches at all! NYC is cold && i hatecold wheather && Texas!OMFG!!counrty![in my eyes!] im not moving though!im gonna live here by myself or move with one of my  friends...thier parents wont even notice!

i hate Lindesy Lohan--but i love her new song & the video is crazzy awesome   

newayzz Halloween wuz sooo much fun!!me and Blaine went to get our makeup done at MAC in LA. Then we needed to do sum10 to kill time so we decided to drive to see all of our old teachers….thats how bored we were!so we got bac in new port around 3:00. I got all my stuff and went over && got ready at Regans house.that  wuz a party!! All the guys came over abt 3o mins la8 sayin they were ready to leave && we weren’t even close to being ready so they rushed us outta the house..well at lyke 4:30 we were all ready to leave so we were wating outside for the limo.. 10 mins past..no limo still....30 mins la8, still not there.we wanted to be at the arena at 6:00. So at 5:30 we called the  limo service..the lady who answered the phone wuz such a dumbass. we told her that our limo wuznt there..so she wuz lyke "well wat package number is it" nobody knew bkus Jacies dad paid for it and ordered it,so Matt jus told her  that it wuz a white streach navigator then shes lyke "oh well we have3left" t mus be for your party,wats the name!WTF?!why dint she jus ask us that when e told her we dint kno the package,so we were lyke yeah thats ours!shes lyke okay it will be there in 10" 10 mins la8,we see this regualr limo pull turn the  cornor && i wuz lyke "umm that better not be for us"So the guy stops in front f Regans house && he wuz lyke"is this the Katz party"&& Reagn wuz lyke yeah but we got 3 streach navis && the guy wuz lyke "well i wuz told to drive you guys o nite.everybody jus got this look on there face lyke"are you serious!?45 ppl in ONE&& it wuz a plane limo!!so we told him we werent goin in that one!!but  he wuz lyke"well you paid for it,why dont jus some of you guys ride wit me"&&  Carly wuz lyke no thats ghetto so we told the guy to leave!im sure he dint give a shit all he cared abt wuz gettin paid which he did!so it wuz almost 6:30 &&we were still lyke an hour away frm anaheim still no wayy to get there..we dint wann go in our cars.. so Jessica called her dad & he got us 2 HUGE esclades..not as good as the navigtors but w/e..so we got to the place jus as it started. AS son as we got in ..alot of ppl were lookin at us..i guess we did draw  attention to ourselves!everybody else wuz all dressed up&& we had our slutty cop outfits on && the guys had on there almost naked outfits on!The concert wuz amazzin i love Fall Out Boy. After that we went to egg Principal Qualls house..we were kinda late though!it looked lyke 12 ppl at the least beat us to it.his house wuz all teepeed too!i kno he wuz pissed off!but he should be home at midnight! that wat he gtes for leaving his house  all nite on halloween!So after that we all went to Brads house fro his party..uhh.alot of fun!the price i payed..a HUGE  hangover...i could barley walk!i dont even kno how i got home!well i do now but that nite i dint..thats fuckin dangerous!!of course i dint go 2 skewl Tuesdae! who the hell goes 2 skelw the dae after halloween? Well i started training for the surf competion las weekend!me && CiCi...im nervous bksu i havent done any serious surfing since i got bac frm Hawii..my mind jus inst in it as much as it use to be!its in Australia..thast a good thing!i alwayz wanted to surf there!!! even though those are killer waves!i could die!Fear nothing. Risk everything.:[!!well we won volleyball  championships!!hell yesss!!i cried!bksu all the seniors did bksu it wuz there last game..that made me sad!next year i will be feeling wat there feeling. Basketball practice starts Monady!ughh!i dont wanna play this year..but w/e! Friday nite were goin see Jarhead!oh yea Jake is Bailys forever!hes so hottt!

OMG!!wuz SAW lyke really really scary or wuz it jus me && myfriends??

we went && saw it last Fridae??OMFG!!i wuz holding on to CiCi the WHOLE  time!i cried in the beginning && the part wit the needles!OMGG!!and when that guy cut his neck for the number!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!!i wont be watchin that movei ever again!

                        

Currently Watching Mystic River (Widescreen Edition) By Sean Penn, Tim Robbins, Kevin Bacon, Laurence Fishburne, Laura Linney, Emmy Rossum see related

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I've reach my breaking point not too sound lyke those emo kiddies but seriously..lifes wayy to stressful.poor little rich girl rite??wats rong with her.Wednesdae nite i came home frm. surfing with Riley && i heard my parets yellin at each other so i jus went str8 in my room.well abt 10 mins later  my little sister came in and told me that our parents were gettin a divorce,well i  wuz jus lyke okay watever a)shes 3 &&she alwayz says stuuf lykew that .b)my parents alwayz say shit lyke that && they never do it.So jus to get her outta my face,i went downstairs. when i got to lyke the 3rd step i heard my mom crying && tellin my dad how low he is so i juswent back up stairs.After awhile my older sister came home frm. college && she only comes home for holidaes && on some weekends unless some10 is rong so she came in my room && "wuz lyke i needa tell you sum10"..so i wuz lyke "wat is it" then i heard thisdoor slamm upstrairs  so me && my sister went outside my room.my dad wuz bangin on the  door tellin my mom to let him in,then my sister told him he hated her && i wuz lyke "why do you hate him"and then my mom came out..face BLOOD RED,tears pouring lyke  waterfalls and she wuz yellin slappin my dad in the face,"tell her! i want you to tell Baily && Brittani wat you did"but then the housekeeper ladi came && took my sister to her room..So my dad wuz jus lookin at me &&my mom wuz lyke"dont be quite now!"so he wuz lkye "i dont kno wat to tell you"he wuz lyke stalling so my sister jus said"hes been fucking his secretary"....i jus started crying..&& my mom took all his clothes && stuff  and threw them out the window into the pool..then ym dad starting tlakin abt how its my moms fault bkus she wuz never around anymore && all kinda shit lyke that!!its jus a big  mess really!my dad already bought a house in Hunnington Beach and now my mom wants to move to NYC ,but im staying in New Port no matter wat...Life so sucks.. i dint go go skewl 2dae,me && Carel went to the spa and the beach  Halloween Monday!Fall Out Boy concert && Regans Party...kinda happy!even thought its hard 2 be happy t a time lyke this!

                                   This part... you do alone.

Currently Watching Thirteen By Holly Hunter, Evan Rachel Wood, Nikki Reed see related

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