How do you live through tragedy, yet still come out as a winner?

How do you continue living when all seems to be against you?

Standing upon wobbling legs, you take a brave step out of hope.

Hoping, and wishing things will finally change for you and your loved ones.

We all live in an uncertain world.

Everything can change without a moment's notice.

From rags to riches, or riches to rags- it's all unknown.

Nothing is forever, everything's got a deadline.

After living through hell and back, you can still smile.

You no longer cry over trivial things, you now know what is truly important.

Smiling towards a brighter future.

Sometimes laughing it off is the only way to get through it.

Maybe strength isn't counted in wealth, maybe it's counted in the morals a person holds dear to them. 

Maybe it's about how you deal with yourself, rather than how you deal with the people around you.

As we live through life, we come to in counter a 24 hour job called: worrying.

Constantly thinking of the "what ifs" and the regrets made.

Oh, how it haunts us.

Oh, how it makes us wish we can turn back the clock.

Cherish what you have now, who knows how long it will last.

Live life with your head held high,and be proud of who you are no matter what they say.

All sorts of things belong here.

Who knows, maybe tragedy can change a person for the better.

We take things for granted, and when it's gone, that is when we learn our lesson.

© SGB182

*Inspired by the song Heaven's Table by Garou, and By the most amazing people whom I've gotten the honor to know. =)

PS- =P i know i'm late but WHOO Canada's now 141 years old! XD But the lands been here A LOT longer XD

Oh and happy July 4th.( u guys are lucky...u have a long weekend. XD) Have a great holiday! I hope everyone had a good Canada day even though it was on Tuesday this year.=) Tip: next years Canada day's on a Wednesday...so NO LONG WEEKEND XD.

Sadly, I didn't get the job. =( For what reason? I have no idea. All I got was a letter that basically said "thank you for doing the interveiw and having interest in our program, but we are not able to offer you a position at this time. We welcome you to sign up again for the next year"

I kind of already knew I wasn't gonna get the job, but it's still sad i guess. And right now, the letter sounds kind of bull shitty to me...but thats just probley cause i'm down about it. Anyway...at least, I can now just fool around during the summer and go over to Quebec. But still...I wanted to earn some sort of cash. =P

Tommorw is my first exam. The day after that is my french exam. And on the 19th is my science exam. I swear...my mark is gonna drop after that science exam. *sigh*...I feel like shit right now...the school hardly had AC. The west wing on the second floor was like a heart wave! The big gym was pretty much like an oven. Point is...i just want to get this school year over with.

As for marks, I think i'm doing pretty good. Getting an 85 in science, 85 in gym (damn those paper tests, they're gay! no offence to anyone) 89 in french ( its applied level, meaning it's easier =P I suck at oral thats why i took it), and for FS...um...i dunno yet. =P I'll just hope the exams won't kill any of my nice marks.

Now back to studying for exams. Thanks for reading how my life has been for the last three weeks or so. =P

SGB182

Well today was the very first job interview I ever had. Though it was not the formal type of one...it felt just the same I think.The job I want to get is actually held by my school. The job is about helping new immigrant students to Canada get use to high school in another country. 

Anyway, I was called down to an office for a group interview. In total there were six people including myself. I was the youngest one there. Everyone else was in grades 10-11. I felt some what small I guess.I was totally unprepared. I hardly had any idea what was going on! Well i knew what the question was when asked but really...i don't even know if my answers were strong or not. All I know is that, I answered differently from everyone else as I noticed. The other 5 people pretty much repeated each other...but xD thats just how i saw it. It felt so weird...i mean I got the email saying that i was gonna get an interview like the day before!...but really I didn't expect for it to be today!

Other than that...most of the interview is like a blur to me. I can't really remember what happened next. xD When i got back from my interview, my friends all asked how it went and I was like "...um..it was ok...".

I hope I get this job. I really want go get it...One, because i want working experience, and two cause I want to see what my parents went through,when they first came to Canada.=P and a small thing...cause it pays good. xD

Well school's be loading me up with hmwk...and tests..and I'm gonna have a mental break down soon...got a french presentation tmmr. *sigh* I've gotten my writing back on...so now it's a matter of time when i can get it on..and if i think its good. =D

xD oh yeah one more thing before i leave, GOING TO ANIME NORTH NEXT WEEKEND!! WHOOO...xD gonna have fun acting like an idiot for two whole days! Gonna take pics of cosplayers and gonna buy some stuff for me and my pals. =D can't wait for that! my best mate, who i've known since kindergarten, is gonna be cosplaying.

GTG cya!

SGB182