| you never know how much people mean to u until they r gone...u never know how much ur words can hurt until u push that one person over the edge....u never know ne thing until u lose a friend! so all i have to say is that i love yall and to everyone i have ever made fun of and to everyone i have ever been mean to or hurt n ne way im sorry and please except my apology! and to SAMANTHA PAIGE PAXTON i love you girl R.I.P! tell god i said whats up and ill c u when i get up there...im sure u are singing with the angels telling them when they are off pitch...u have a beautiful voice and u are a beautiful girl! and to all the people who loved and cared about paige we are going to get through this it will just take time...we just have to stick together! and to the chorus...from now on every song we sing let it be for paige! and one last thing for paige...we love u girl!
can u hear my cries...can u see my eyes...i am calling out to u!!! R.I.P!!! FEB/28/06!
today was my girls funeral and i keep thinking of them closing the casket on her...that for me was the hardest part of the whole thing...because now i know she is actually gone and is never comming back...if i had one more chance to ask her ne thing...my only question would be...y did u do it? what were u thinking?....
please keep all of her family and her close friend in your prayers!
some song lyrics for u girl!
the heart may freeze or it can burn the pain will ease if i can learn there is no future,there is no past i live this moment as my last theres only us,theres only this forget regret,or life is yours to miss no other road,no other way no day but today theres only us,only tongiht
'we must let go to know whats right no other course, no other way no day but today i cant control my destiny i trust my soul my only goal is just to be theres only now theres only here give in to love or live in fear no other path no other way no day but today!
Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows. Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream, the
eagles fly, without you. The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you. Without you, the stars roar the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves. Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash. The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you. The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you.
WE WILL ALL GET THROUGH THIS IF WE STICK TOGETHER!!! AND IF NE ONE IS HAVING PROBLEMS I HOPE U GUYS KNOW U CAN COME TO ME!!! I DONT WANT ANOTHER CLOSE FRIEND DOING THIS!!! ITS A PERMINIT SOLUTION TO A TEMPORAY PROBLEM!!
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...i came home sick durning 2nd period...my head hurt really bad nad i got really dizzy...im still not feeling that great..i dont know what i have but i dont like it lol....ne way thanx sydney for taking care of my durning 2nd...even though i rested on you for like 2 mins and then left it still helped...and ya good luck n madrical! i probly wont c u until the show...and u promissed to seat me...so try...but ne way i hope EVERYONE in chamber does GREAT in the show sat. nite! well im gonna go to bed now cuz im worn out and the advil i took is starting to not work...leave me some love!