I'm to far away to tell you, I can always be there.
I'm to unworthy of your love,
To deserve your care.
This seperation is killing me,
I wanna hold you but so many things
Are always stoping me,
I am not worh the loss of a freind.
Icant be the reason, You let hell be where you in.
Dont get me wrong I'd die with out you.
Because I'm here breating with out you.
I can't conceive the thought that ,
How you feel is real and maybe you do love only me.
I've been raised to know i'll be nothing more then worthless,
This echos in my head
I'm crying and out of ways not to think of reasons for dieing.
O'm not the greatest, I am a bastard a thug
My insides are crimson black ,Iced out and cold I've been beaten as a rug
I shouldn't be here on my knees in front of you
Ishould be face first on my floor with scars on my wrist.
Reopening each one with a needle and a fifth
I dont deserve to hear you Say  my name
Karma wont let me see your face again,
my past wont let me be the man im ment to be
my uglyness is what drives you away from me,  My bad habbits and ways  made it so i cant see you
Im worththe price of nothing I'm a bad person with no heart,
I'll only be trouble beat and bury me with the same shovel