haven't updated in awhile.. been grounded.. kinda. :)

well recently..

today = My birthday!!! :o) yay! finally 15!!!! it was pretty good, got some good stuff, got surprised and had a pretty awesome day! thanks yall. :)

hmm.. had EOCTs... ugh. not fun. they totally suck, and i got stressed and stuff for them and they aren't that bad. oh well.

-okay soo not all too much has happened. but then again it's only thrusday. tomorrow is eric's b-day and then it's the freakin' weekend baby, i'm about to have me some fun! lol. yeah.. well i'll check yall latttter.

[SkANkS: aHh.. today was awesome! i love yall sooooo much! yall are the best!!!! we'll have to that  a lot more often! :) :) i love you, KaReN, GRetCh, aNd CadY!! <3 lOl!]

thanks everyone that wished me happy birthday too! :)

have a good night yall. take it easy. <3

--hAN*

_MaYbe SoMe diFFeReNt.

wellllll it's thanksgiving break and i'm grounded from my computer. :(   fun stuff. not. soo during this break, i think i will be doing my homework. oh joy.

-kEEP your GRAdES up, it will really come back to you in the future.

i'll update this thing when i get back. HA... that looks like.. never. oh well.

i loveeee you allllll soooo much. leave me messages so i have something nice to come back to. :) :)

<3 *yours* only,

           - HaNNaH :o)

i realllllly needed a hug. and someone to love.

yeah sooo heather is the freakin' smartest person on the earth. and got this thing to work!!! :) :) :) thanks babe! i love you! and i'm always here for you babe... even it hurts. ;) haha. i XO you!

well the last couple of days were good, one day = really good. :)

went to advisement today.. and totally out freaked out about grades and now i'm like cramming and i don't know how much time i wasted not caring, and my parent's voices keep replaying in my head how i should have done this and that.. and i'm thinking.. crap, i really should have. soo this thanksgiving i've decided i'm gonna try to not be lazy and get smart.. ish. aHh.. not much time left, but i'll try my best. lol.

-- Yeah soo my song that was on here.. definitely has become come cool thanks to lOllY aNd i. YeAh.. you kNoW it.

                   [ bEAUtifUl SOUl. - jEESe McCaRtNeY]

but now i have a new favorite song.. RYaN CabReRa - tRUe

-- it's not the song on here buttt... i'm looking for it. :) tehehe.

well not that much to write about. much loveee kids.

<3 hAN-NUh

i wish we could replay that day over and over again-

hey hey hey what's going on everyone?

hmm this weekend was alright. pretty good i guess.

friday-went over to kelsey's with rachey and pretty much hung out there. love you girls! had some fun there. :) ohh and Mrs. Q. is like the coolest mom ever. i <3 her. tehehe.

sat.-had odp in the morning, had to ref. one game and then went over to heathers and spend the night.had fun with heather, her sister, and michaela too. we should hang out like that more often. love you girl! (*wished that i did something, but i didn't.*)

sun-had to ref. 3 games, but one got kinda like.. cancelled so came home, kelsey was there while i was ref.ing so that brighten my day and she took me home. :) and once i got home i started my massive load of homework and ate.

and that all leads me to here.. sitting watchin' the aMaS. pretty cool. yeah.

_man, i'm not pissed or anything, but i can't write happy. lol. that doesn't really make since though. oh well. i get it.

soo my dad's in switzerland right now, and my mom is home but then i leaving weds. for the day and then coming home late. so anyone wanna do something weds? call me. iM. me. talk to me. ;)

not too much more to write. soo check ya out later. i love you kiddos. :)

-CAN't GO oN NOt lOViN' YoU ;)

<3 HaN-NuH

_aHh.. ReAllY WiSh tHaT hAPPeNed. WhY did fAll aSleEp So eAsiLY? i WaNt thiNGs tO HaPPeN betWeEN uS, bUt WheN it'S PeRfECt oPPoRtuNitY, i SaY no aNd NOthiNG hAPPeNs.

okay.. now that my xanga is totally f*ed up i can actually write and people see what i write. whoop. but it's still in need of some major pimpin'. ;)

hmm.. this week was sooo slow and really boring. and oh man. i just need a week/weekend off. this weekend i have odp and ref.in'. yeah man. i want a weekend of nothingg. hmph. i'll get one soon hopefully. soccer is going well, school is going alright. my grades aren't what i/or my mom would like them to be. and i don't really get. and i'm kinda scared because i don't want it too late to get them where they should be. oh well. we'll all float on.

hmm... guy sitution.. i have no idea... no more about that.

tonight: i'm hanging out with Rachel (Gretchen) and Kelsey (Karen). [heather (cady??) couldn't hang out because of soccer. but we love you] it should be some hardcore fun. hahah fag.

alright. i think i'm going to head out. later. much love kids. :)

<3 hAN-NUh.

- i NeEd SoMe MajOR lOViN'.