SO I HATE BEEIN GROUNDED!!!! THANKS TO ALL THOSES WHO SAID THAT THEY LIKE MY HAIR BUT I DONT REALLY KNOW IF I LIKE IT ITS NOT WHAT I ASKED FOR!!!!!NOT EVEN CLOSE!!!! I HATE IT!!!!  HAIR ISNT SUPPOSED TO BE A PURPLE COLOR!!!! I HATE IT!!! I WISH THAT MY APT WAS THIS SAT INSTEAD OF LAST SO IT WOULD OF NOT TURNED OUT LIKE THIS AND I WOULD OF BEEN ABLE TO HAVE MY MOM GO!!!! UGHHHHHH!!!!! I JUST GOT TO KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT!!!!!

Pop is actually my least favorite kind of music, because it lacks real depth.
- Christina Aguilera

 <3 ALWAYS CHANBABY

 so guess whos fricken grounded!!!! thats right me and do you wanna know why i am grounded???? because i got my hair done today and my mom doesnt like it!!!! how gay!!!! i know!!! so  now i have to pay for it and some other stuff because i have a psycho mom!!!! i hate it!!!!!

<3 chanbaby

                           IT HAS BEEN AWHILE!!!! ALOT OF SHIT HAS WENT DOWN AND MYBE I AM BEEING REALLY STUPID BECAUSE I CANT TAKE NOT HAVING ANYONE AGAIN!!!! YOU KNOW IT REALLY HURTS WHEN SOMEONE TALKS SHIT ON YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK!!!! ACT LIKE THEY CARE WHATEV!!!! DONT LIE YOU FEEL THE SAME I CAN TELL YOU DONT LIKE ME!!!! I AM TO SHORT TO FAT TO UGLY TO STUPID TO LONLEY TO IMPERFECT!!!!! I HATE YOU, YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT!!!! I HATE YOU!!!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!! STOP NOW!!!! 

                                               <3 YOUR HEART

 She wipes the r u n n i n g
[[ mascara ]]
from her eyes
as she whispers to herself
im n.e.v.e.r gonna be good [e][n][o][u][g][h]

 <3 ALWAYS CHANBABY

there's just something about him
that just won't let me give up</3

i thought i lost you, but that's not true..
cuz you can't lose what you never had
and i n e v e r had you </3

Think about this... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
1. At least 2 people in this world LOVE you so much they would DiE for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A SMiLE from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special & unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you BELiEVE in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. FORGET about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

you were there for me for so many years making
me laugh while i was in tears i will never let anyone
take your place because you`re the best friend i`ve
got you laugh at my stupid jokes ; put up with my
worst moods ; go along with my crazy ideas &&
you still manage to see the best in me       thanks kelsie       <3

Dear you,

 Humm so last night after the game sucked!!! you know i got my hopes all up because people were like he likes you he likes you then it turns out he dont!!!! i am so depressed!!! i want to crawl into a hole and have everyone froget about me!!! like i was never here anyway!!! ugh i hate boys!!!! why did he pick me to lead on!!! why me!!! i told him not to!!!! no i am back to the point were no one is trusted and no one will be for along time!!! o well his loss right!!! no my loss!!!!