+ I've been way too caught up with school that I haven't updated this mugg in 698525284 days &for those who still read this, I am truly sorry.

Yesterday was one of the best days of my life &some details I cannot mention but for one thing I got to see my bestest friend ever, Peter Pham. I was happy since the time I saw him &I was so happy today at school. Weeee! It's been so long since I've seen that kidd. I just love him, my bestfrand<3

Anyways today is the big rivalry game at Orange Coast College " Battle of the Bell " (Fountain Valley Barsons vs. Edison Chargers). Too bad I couldn't go because I didn't have money with me at school &the dollar tickets, I already used my Super Baron card to buy one for Dana. Dang Nabit. Oh well, let's hope we keep the bell.

Wow, seems like I have no time for xanga anymore. It has been 12 days since my last blog. Wow? I remember just a few years ago I was addicted to this, but there comes a time in life when bigger things come along, duh?

Anyways on the 20th I was chasing this jerkhole who I've known for about 2 years around school in my slippers and guessed what? I slipped. My boo boo has been hurting since. I swear I am going to get him. Well my boyfriend had troubles that day too all because of me. He decked someone because they were talking crap about me, but you know what. He deserved it and I love my boyfriend all the more.

On the 22nd I went to eat IHOP with the boyfriend. Yay for pancakes! Then went to the mall, but I didn't buy anything. I find it odd that when I have money, I don't buy anything, but when I don't have money, I want things. Why is that? WHY!

I'm tired, I just helped Christine with her Spanish Brochure. He sure took me like about THREE FREAKING HOURS, but that's okay. I had to do something waiting for Murphy to call... which he didn't. Bastard. Well ta ta lovelies :)

Today is my daddy's 53rd birthday. His fortune said he was going to win the lottery this year, I highly doubt that, but hey, if it makes him happy. Goodluck to him. I love my daddy.

I remember way back when, when I still thought boys had cooties. When the best thing I could do that day was fold laundry with my mom. When big kids used to pick on me &how my big brother &sister went and beat up those kids. How my favorite toy was the swing because every few nights a week, my dad would go outside with me and push me on it ... {I miss this the most} I would go so high &it felt like I was flying. I remember how I used to put sand on the slide and how the only thing I wanted to do was climb the monkey bars. I remember my first day of preschool, I cried so much that day but I loved that day because I met my bestfriend that day. I remember my first crush, but that was in first grade. I liked him up to sixth grade. I liked him my whole time at Anderson Elementary and I went out with him for about a year, but it wasnt anything serious. We just acted as if we liked each other, but boy did that guy give me butterflies ...

but now, everything changed. Everyone in my family is too busy to even have a family day. Everyone's so caught up in their own problems to appreciate each other. My family's falling apart, slowly. My sister's growing up &moving onto her own life. My brother's not going anywhere with his life. My mom complains constantly &my dad works all day. I miss how my days used to be so carefree, how I didnt have to worry about anything &all we ever did in school was color.

I wished so much I could go back ..

yesterday i must say was one of the best nights ive ever had even though it was a quiet night. anyways after school me&murphy got a ride down to westminster from jamie. his mom was like " i`ll give them a ride for gas money " she was only messing with us but jamie said she was freals. that meaniehead. anyways we ended up busing to westminster mall. walked around for a little bit. i bought him wendy`s kuhs we were hungry. then met up with ken. he made fun of polka dots. it was on there ! his hair is funny, that band geek. anyways after mall we went &bought boba. i got avocado &he got mocha. walked to anderson. jes kicked back there. hmm the night was fun. for some reason. i love this kidd &hearts;

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