its been a while..
updateee =]
dont act like an angel, you've fallen again. your no superhero i found in the end. 
so tell me how you could stare me down and as soon as i catch your glance you look at the ground.
so tell me how you can think of us and well we used to be but when i talk about it
you act as though you dont know me.
so tell me how you can watch me doing the one thing that i love, and see the passion in my eyes, the one i used to have with you, and barely mutter good job when im walking by not knowing what to do.
tell me how this is all possible when you know in your heart, you regret that this is the way this ended.
tell me how you can look at me at all, cause damn i cant look at you at all kid. 
& if this wasn't mean to be,
we wouldn't keep coming back to each other
the way we always do. 
Don't be surprised if I stumble over my words when I talk to you.
It's only because it's hard to talk with a big grin on my face.
And don't be surprised if I can't look you in the face when we talk it's only cause sometimes it hurts to look at something so perfect.
When a guy cheats on you once, he will do it again.
If he gives you butterflies, remember that when he was your boyfriend, he was kissing somebody else.
The sooner you set the bar for what is acceptable, the better off you'll be.
We've all fallen for someone who's not great for us, but when the alarm bell starts ringing, you have to listen.
Do not regret growing older.
It is a privilege denied to many 
What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
 I saw you today.
I realized how far apart we've grown.
I know I should ask you how you're doing,
but I can't. I wish I could.
It occurred to me that we're strangers now.
You don't know me anymore,
much less want to.
Everything is so different now. 
dont forget about me, when your gone away
because im missing you more and more each day
your the only one who knows exactly what i mean.
dont leave me mow
you're hanging on to the edge of a cliff
and your fingers are slipping. i see you,
the fear in your eyes. i stare at you with
a blank expression yet i don't move.
i just want you to hurt the way i do.
so hold me close tonight. and take me with you
when you leave. we'll watch the pieces falling
closely into place. i'll make you believe.
and if i could see the world in different colors,
i'd read it in the air as signals send them through.
but everyone is just a different shade of you.
In my dreams I always have you but I can't dream anymore.
Because the pain I feel when I wake up and you're not there kills me even more.
I'm the kind of girl who doesn't say much, sometimes I don't know what to say at all.
But when I do say something, I mean every word.
I don't want to be like every other teenage girl, I want to be remembered and I want my voice to make a difference in someone's life.
sit. wait. stare
nothing will ever compare
your touch, your lips, your hair
oh, i only want you.
i only want you. | 
