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Tuesday, November 08, 2005

I have a new site.. lickme_im_sugercoated.. YES I know sugar is spelled wrong.. Back off me I was in a hurry!

------------Kaylyn

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Saturday, November 05, 2005

So.. Tonight I'm baby sitting.. Don't laugh.. Its not funny. If anyone truely knows me.. then ya'lls know Me + Kids = DISASTER! lol.. But Ima try.. I'm trying to get some new Pumas... So... I gott a work.. But Yeah..

Last night was kind of a disaster.. I thought it would be fun.. Me and my friends hanging out.. But Yeah.. It didn't work like that.. And I got to home way early.. Pissed and Sad.. So whatev.. And now I'm stuck babysitting and all I did today was talked on the comp. and watched t.v. and ATE LIKE NO OTHER!

--------------------Kaylyn

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Friday, November 04, 2005

Hey.. So the week is over.. THANK GOD!!!!! I was really starting to get depressed about school and dumb crap that happens.. Anyways.. I'm just glad the weekend is here.. and I'm ready to have some fun! So Hopefully I will! But I'm going out tonight.. Then I don't know about the rest of the weekend.. Its Brooklynns birthday tomorrow.. So I might go to this Kid Fest thing for that.. Or go shopping b/c theres a really good sale.. Or I might go shopping on Sunday.. But I have Brooklynns birthday party on Sunday so I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO!!!! I just know the weekend is gunna make me calm down.. So I'm not so bitchy @ school.. :) Well @ least I hope so! okay.. I'm gone..

xo____________I love Ian Murdick.. And I miss him.. And Ian if your reading this.. I LOVE YOU!! With my whole world.. and body.. AND ALL MY HUMPS!! HAHA.. lol jk! But I do love you!

-------------Kaylyn

xo____E___D___I___T

You know, its a little weird,
having people look at me with you &
be like, why the heck is she with him
she could get so much better,
well guess what, what they dont know is,
there isnt any better, and even if there was
i wouldn't want it cause all i want is y o u

Girl: hey baby i want to show you....

Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad

Girl: why? whats wrong ?

Boy: ugh everything

Girl: explain baby

Boy: just lost a championship game,

parents flipped out on me for no reason,

and im catching a cold

Girl: well hey there will always be other games,

you know ill take care of you when your sick,

what your parents flip about ?

Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair

Girl: is it alot of money

Boy: no it just sucks

Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down

Boy: bye

Girl: wait i want to give you some...

Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?

Girl: yeah sure

Girl: bye

Boy: bye

2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she
goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead

her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition

This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend

Sister: omg ( crying )

Boy: what? whats wrong ?

Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck

Boy: is she ok ? ?????

Sister: shes in critical condition

Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes

He shows up to the hospital room ..standing outside the door

going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he

heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump

Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something

Girls mom: yeah this...

It was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick

he opened it.....

It said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am

and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you

Sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went
to

And the first picture they took together

He kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture

It looked as if in the picture she was crying

Then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead.

If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost
this.

if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen

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Saturday, October 29, 2005

REALLY GOOD WEEKEND AND ITS NOT OVER!!!!!

Thursday night: Ate with the Murdicks and went to Guitar Center with Ian.. Made up my Halloween Costume with Chlo-bo and she did my hair! :)

Friday: Got up early to go on a Fall Retreat that I didn't want to go on.. Which it turned out to be a blast.. We had sessions and we explored.. and found a boat.. a Paintball field.. and a River.. That we just had to go into even though it was freezing.. Of course I objected but ended up going in anyways.. and having a ton of fun.. Then we fought eachother in this blow up boxing ring thing.. It was pretty sweet.. We stayed up till 2 this morning just talking and laughing about everything.. Finally went to bed..

Saturday.. Woke up 7:55 and went straight downstairs for breakfast.. :) Then we had a session and stuff.. then we got ready to leave and all that jazz. Then the Polka Dots won b/c they have POLKA POWER! haha! But anyways.. I got home.. Showered, Ate, and SHOPPED :) And go to talk to my Ian on the phone :) And what made my day even better HIM, ANDREW, LOU, MY MOTHER AND MYSELF ARE GOING TO WAYNOKA TOMORROW.. bummer part is were going @ like 6 in the morning :0 THIS IS GUNNA SUCK! Oh well.. It should be fun..

xo_________The best part of my weekend had to be the bonding we all had and exploring.. :) But I loved last night when we just sat on the dock and looked up @ the stars.. we weren't around a whole bunch of lights.. It wasn't very loud except for everyone talking and international races and stuff.. But it was sooo peaceful and beautiful.. It was just perfect.. Then Kris ruined it by making us come in @ 11!!! }:0 <Thats an Angry face lol. But yeah.. Anyways.. I'm going b/c I'm bored. Hope everyones having a great weekend...

-------------------Kaylyn

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I don't even care anymore.. Caring is overated.. But I can't let go as hard as I try.. I've tried to be with others.. I've tried to hate him with all the power I have.. Which didn't work one bit.. Now I just give up period on being happy.. Its hard for me.. So I give up.. Yeah.. You can say ima quitter I don't care..

-----------Kaylyn

xo____Edit

i live where the kids get high
and the grades get low.
if you got a secret here,
everyone knows.

you’ve given me reasons to smile,
good times to laugh about, but most
of all you’ve given me memories
i could never forget.

everybody thought she was beautiful...
but nobody knew she cried every night for the one guy who didnt.

loving isn't about finding the
perfect person
it's about seeing an imperfect person
perfectly.

when you think about him,
you start to cry
when he gets online,
your tummy gets that feeling
and your heart beats ten times faster
when you see him,
you smile without even knowing it
that means there’s something that
won’t let you
give up.

i remember the first time that i really
looked you in your eyes.
i was thinking to myself
"there will never be anybody else".

one day you will love me
like i loved you.
one day you will think of me
as i thought of you.
one day you will cry for me
as i've cried for you.
one day you will want me
and i won't want you.

i walk around the school hallways
and look at the people.
i look at the teachers and
wonder why they're here.
if they like their jobs. or us.
and I wonder how smart they were
when they were fifteen.
not in a mean way. in a curious way.
it's like looking at all the students
and wondering who's had their
heart broken that day, and how
they are able to
cope with having three quizzes and a
book report due on top of that.
or wondering who did the heart breaking.
and wondering why.

never apologize for saying what you feel
thats like apologizing for being real.

I bet everyone else can look
into your eyes a million times
& never see what I see in you.

Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same or as time put out the flame?
i miss you...is everything okay?

Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone. You get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've said a million times. You take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to say before.

you can only push me away for [ so long ] until I
walk out of your life .. and onto my own. so [ be
careful ] and make sure this is what you want...`
cause once i turn around_i'm not coming back

S0METiMES I wonder..
what is it about you that makes
_____________me try so hard.

i want to be someone's last call of the night & their first
thought in the morning.
i want those 5 hour conversations that end in 'no you hang up first'.
i want the heart racing, palm sweaty,
'what's gonna happen next' moments.
i want the hugs that you never want to let go of
& the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest.
but most importantly,
i just want to know someone considers me theirs

no matter what people say,
i`m going to love him anyway

you'll never know how it feels
to have the one person who
means everything to you,
make you feel like nothing

i keep praying and praying
that one day i will just pop into your head
and you will say*
..."gOd i made a miistAke"

Take * l O v e * `and
.·´¯ m u l t i p l y
it by ? i n f i n i t y ?
And take it tO the -»
Depths Of Forever
And yOu will `s t i l l
O.n.l.y have a.·´¯`·»
·-·´¯`·-» g l i m p s e'
Of .hOw'. i feel* fOr
-» yOu' «-

DUrinG thE DAy at RAndOm tIMes . .
thOUghTs of YoU FiLl my MInD . . AnD i PicTUrE thAT SmiLE yOu gaVE mE .
. AnD i swaRE fOr tHat OnE secONd --» ( [ i COulD HarDLy bReath ] )

for the past hour i`ve been sitting here.
typing, backspacing, writing, erasing,
editting, revising, & i just want you to
know ; pouring your heart out isn`t easy.

DEFiNiT0N 0F L0VES;
much love - just friends
luv ya - that person cares for you
luv u - just a little more
love u - the person does love you
i love u - really do
i love you - really really do

you`re oOh sOo tough,
but baby, i wanna be your first weakness.

you wish you were that drum.
because, he`s banging it right now.
oOh snap.

it`s amazing how one day you`re my best friend.
just hanging out. and then the next day..
you`re kissing me goodnight.

if beauty is pain..
i must be gorgeous.

i`m scared because i dont want anyone to have your
heart n i dont want anyone to kiss your lips and im
scared because i dont want anyone to take my place

GIRL`S FACTS IMPORTANT INFORMATION 4 ALL U GUYS!
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

theres no dawn - without a night
there is no victory - without a fight
theres no rainbow - without the rain
theres no happiness - without the pain

i`M NOT LiKE A DOORKNOB WHERE EVERYONE GETS A TURN. i`M MORE OF A CASINO. ONLY THE LUCKY ONES WiNS THE JACKPOT.

After all is said and done,
I still think you're amazing.
I still cherish every moment I spent with you,
Every smile you brought to my face.
Ill be forever thankful that someone like you
Was brought into my life...
Even if you had to be taken away to soon. See,
You were my miracle,
You were the fairytale I got to live.

they ignore each other && look the other way ;; but they both know
deep down inside.. that it wasn`t supposed to end this way.

There's always gonna be that one guy
that no matter what happens between you
two, no matter how long you go without
talking, you never stop loving him.

i'm the girl, the one that always lost. the one with the fake smile && the girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break.. that girl who's always there and seems to have no problems of her own. the one who holds back tears until she's off the phone.. that girl that is in love with a guy who doesn't care... </3

&& every time i'm with you, there's no where else i'd rather be
When i look into your eyes, i see how
much i love you & i realize that you're the
only one for me..

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