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Saturday, January 01, 2005

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 18:02:40 GMT

new xanga. http://www.xanga.com/idealistic_x add me & i'll add you.

Friday, December 31, 2004

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 16:23:51 GMT

edits; first day and booyah look at this
k1ss_the_GUN 6:07 PM
ohh_theROMANCEx 12:10 PM
himynamesBEN 8:22 PM
swthart_tuyet 2:15 PM
STUBBORN_MiSS 3:13 PM
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well i did get to see my baby today. oohwee its been more than a week i missed him so much. he did miss me too. or so he says ;] haha well thanks everyone. i'll return them tomr since i can't go on the internet right now.

new layout friends! the music is uploaded by me. took me hecka long to find it. so all you jockers leave it as it is. don't steal >;[ i will find your ass. trust me.

— the winter break is almost over. the new year 20O5 is approaching. so that means 20O4 is almost over too. don*t forget at midnight you have to kiss someone to welkome the new year. haha i won*t get to do that. dang nabit! i really miss you baby. i wished i could hold you right now .
— new year*s resolutions (hopefully i could keep them)
001. better grades
002. less internet/phone
003. be a better person
004. take in everyone*s perspective
005. try not to give a shit what people say about me
006. clean the house more often.
007. lose all my fat :D indeed i am fat.

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 15:00:13 GMT

Courtney_Lynn20 12:38 PM
Nina_Williams 12:47 PM
XxBabyOfTheMonthxX 11:51 PM
STUBBORN_MiSS 10:11 PM «— me. third time this week :D
MiCheLL3_x0 4:49 PM
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edits ;
love is wonderful when it happens to you. but when you lose it in an instant. it hurts doesn't it? when you dream, you can have anything you want. you can live in your own fantasy world, but it still hurts b/c when reality hits you. your world shatters.
— i try to hard to stay by your side. but i know in a few months i have to let you go. fate played a harsh game with my heart. damian, i hope you know that i love you so much. i cherish you with every piece of my heart&soul. you've been there for me through my tough times & even though your words are harsh. its the truth. you smacked reality in my face. i guess you are jes being honest. i forgive you each time jes by listening to your voice. baby as i said before my heart is yours to keep. no one kan have it now. please don't return it. i want you to keep it. i thought i was too young to fall in love, but you came into my life and proved me wrong. we have our ups and our many downs but through it all we're still together. if we could get through so much drama.. are we meant to be? i have to let you go soon, but if you come back. i guess god answered my prayers. love always; your hunny<3

-- term paper: finished 2/3 heck yes. but the problem was. i deleted the 1/3 i did before. so i had to type it all over. -__- damn it! jes a few more .. a lot more .. to summarize.

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=duh_shorties
—» someone nominated me for best color scheme. god i'm going against kimmy. she's so gonna win :D

farewell all. this will be my last blog until sunday when i come back from vegas. don't be missing me too much ^.< leave a comment & i'll get back to you.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 22:11:29 GMT

—» everythin's gravy now. i talked it out with him & everythin's wonderful. it started out kinda rough at first but i managed to make myself smile. me & him promised to not make each other sad like that anymore .. baby i love you. i truly do. i hope it stays this way it is for awhile.

-- i hope you smile angela & val. boy problems are the worst!
-- thank you everyone for the comments. i love you all<3

today i stayed home since i got in trouble. i tried finishing my term paper but i only wrote about a page. thanks steven for helping me.

edits midnight&13minutes -- updates on my paper. i jes finished 1/3 of my paper. jes 78 pages to summarize into 7 pages (-__-'')

good news! i get to go to vegas with kim&richard :D heck yes baby!
'' what happens in vegas. stays in vegas '' but i am a good girl.

even though things are good between me and my boo. i just need to see him & get a hug. i feel so empty & my heart is still shattered for some reason. (so weird how when i hear his voice. i forget why i was sad/mad in the first place) is this love?

Monday, December 27, 2004

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 21:30:55 GMT

SweetieAngeljane 11:31 AM
STUBBORN_MiSS 8:05 PM
aDoRuHbLe_0x 11:27 AM
baRbii_qiiRL_x3 2:01 PM
Mz_CaliChick 7:13 PM
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;D awesome!

-- ANNE, dearest apologies my dear. i meant to meet you there but so many things got in the way. its been so long and my family had to ruin it for me. i really hope you forgive me. i'm sorry i stood you up. i'm really sorry ><

edits ; 8`oclock 46 minutes
— entry deleted. edits ; thanks everyone for caring so miuch. i'm glad i have xanga buds like you :D. i jes have to hold up my head & take in my own advice. '' you only got one life. don't live it sad '' haha thanks again all<3

pogueatl 11:28 AM
FUNKYsteelo 3:59 PM «« look its geneva !
DeLaFunk 10:10 PM
STUBBORN_MiSS 9:30 PM «« look its me!
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Sunday, December 26, 2004

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 20:05:59 GMT

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madeinhell02 9:51 AM
STUBBORN_MiSS 3:26 PM «« -- oohwee its me
ice1cube 2:23 AM
xcraziie__girl 1:21 PM «« -- oohwee its angela :D
x_angieeee 9:22 AM
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»» today i went shopping. ooh was it packed. south coast plaza was so crowded! so my mom decided to go to west. yeahh. bought a sweater & a graphic tee from ae. haha i don't usually buy things at ae but the graphic tee was green, white, grey! how awesome. well i'm pooped out so i'll blog more about what i'm thinking :D

JOCKER : bluelicious_puppy
-- leave her some meaningful comments >;D

JOCKER : lifesuxs145
-- not as dumb as the first jocker. she changed it buh damn the codes look so familiar. don't they? so recognizable. grr it's called asking you asses >;[

edits : bluelicious_puppy. i hope you burn in hell you fckface. take my shit off & stop talking shit.

http://www.freewebs.com/baby_kitty16/truelove.htm
-- this story made me cry & actually made my heart stop. yeah literally i couldn't breathe. i have a lot of bs in my life right now & jockers are making it worst. i mean i don't like letting it get to me but bluelicious_puppy is jes jocking up my hard work ..

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 15:26:17 GMT

entrydeleted. new layout enjoy!

-- merry 2004 christmas
-- happy one year anniversary kimmy & nick

i don't feel like being in the holiday spirit. in my life there's nothing to be happy about except some things buh they're gon' be out of my life soon, so why be happy about it ? & christmas is about giving not recieving, right? well i've gave all i have, from time to money. so what now? nothing ..

edits ; i still didn't finish my paper. i've gotten about half a page done. proud of me? haha you shouldn't be. i've got all day to do it & i did jes that.

hunny, when you get the chance to read this. i hope you know that i miss you. sometimes it might not seem like i do when i speak to you, but you need to understand that my heart has words i dare not speak. sometimes i'm really scared to reveal to you how i feel because it might make me cry. when it comes time for our last goodbye, i'll try my hardest not to cry. baby i'm glad you are in my life now .. & i hope fate gives us another try.

-- me & damian are still together . omg one day without my baby & i'm such a wreck.

Friday, December 24, 2004

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 14:20:18 GMT

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i'm happy & all but its jes that i live my life jes waitin' for the day when you will leave mee. i know you can't do anything about it & its jes fate that we're not suppose to be together ..

today _ _ went to the movies with kim , thuy , tracee. watched meet the fockers. hilarious movie / kinky to be exact. um well the whole time i was thinkin' about this whole damian moving thing .. yeahh well merry christmas eve friends

edits _ _ grr i hate my mom. i mean it. she's always changing her mind about everything. i asked her the other day if i could go to vegas with kim. my mom knows kim & knows kim is very responsible. and she said yes. now she's changing her mind and saying no b/c my dad is going to whine and blaming it on my dad. my sister could go to mexico with her friends but i can't go to vegas with mines? freak i hate this household. i can't wait until i'm out on my own!

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 01:33:13 GMT

» today i learned the value of a penny. i never knew working would be so hard. how many times i've went with my dad to work, but i've jes sat there. this time i worked my butt off. carrying heavy things. trust me. i sweated even! i got $60 out of it. i stare at the money knowing i earned it. i'm so proud of myself!

» went to the mall afterwards. i bought four tanks [ lime green. brown. blue. bby blue ] cost me $50. ackk how sad. lol i bought kim's xmas present *& my mom bought me a star bracelet / star belt. awesome!

i miss you damian. i want to feel your warm hug right now. . .

Monday, December 20, 2004

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 23:46:38 GMT

new layout. blog when i'm done. so under constructions :]

-- oohwee the banner took me forever to make. so no jockers please. i worked super dee duper hard on this layout. so enjoy friends :]
-- still not finished. i have the background to make. :]

i was lookin' through my xtracker. yes i have one and i found 2 jockers. first one took my old layout. second took my codes & made them her own, but they are still my codes. i worked hard.
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=sw3txheart143
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=mzxshorty