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Friday, September 09, 2005

ATTENTi0N!

ANY0NE WH0 HAS A FAV0RiTE QU0TE, 0R M0RE THAN 0NE, AND Y0U WANT TO SUBMiT THEM TO BE P0STED 0N HERE SEND THEM T0 MY EMAiL - CLASSiC_EM0_DiSASTER_X@YAHOO.COM .

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I'm really disappointed in the feedback I got. I expected, with all the subscribers I have, more than I got. Those of you that did leave me comments, I thank yawl, and this post if for you guy. There's no icons this time, my cpu crashed and I lost them all, but I did make another quotes post. I had a great one before, but I lost it. So here's this one. I didn't do much to 'decorate' them this time. I've been really sick, so yeah. ENJ0i!

EVENTUALLY YOU REALIZE
THAT LOVE ISNT ALWAYS REAL
& HAPPINESS IS ONLY FOR A LIMITED
TIME YOU LEARN WHO REAL FRIENDS
ARE & HOW TO HOLD BACK TEARS YOU
LEARN HOW TO ACT LIKE YOU DON’T CARE

ATTENTi0N CENTER STAGE
We got a suicidal star.
Another tragic case;;; </3
No more than a broken heart.

I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause I'm gone

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?

What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you

You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting

There are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?

It gets hard to trust anyone
when everyone you ever
opened your heart to
has let you down.. </3

got a single silver bullet
shot right through my heart
to prove I can survive without you
please don't leave me this time

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill
thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me
what hurts more is I would still die for you.

True beauty comes from within.
It's not about the clothes,
the makeup,
or the guy.

I know I don't have the prettiest
face for you to look at, or the
skinniest waist for you to hold, but I
promise I do have the biggest
heart to love you with..

C0NFiDENCE is the inner voice that says
you're becoming what you're capable of being

Love is passion, obsession, someone
you cant live without. if you dont start
with that--what are you going to end
up with? fall head over heels. i say
find someone you can love like crazy
and who'll love you the same way
back. and how do you find him?
forget your head and listen to your
heart. im not hearing any heart. run
the risk. if you get hurt, you'll come
back, because the truth is there is no
sense living your life without this. to
make the journey and not fall deeply
in love, well you havent lived a life
at all. you have to try--because if you
havent tried, you havent lived.

wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
the days would blend cause we stayed up all night
yeah, you and i were everything, everything to me

Call me a slut. Call me a whore.
Call me whatever. I've heard it
before. Say that I'm fake. Say
that I lie. Say what you want.
You won't see me cry. Because I
know none of it's true.

I must be a pretty good liar
for you to honestly think
that everything's alright...

Force a smile.
Blink away the tears.
I’m supposed to be strong,
supposed to have no fears
but I’m finding it so hard not to frown.
I’m such a strong person.
Why am I breaking down?

i will be your accident if you will be my
ambulance. & i will be your screech
& crash if you will be my crutch &
cast. & i will be your one more time if
you will be my one last chance.

Sometimes I wear your sweatshirt,
even though I'm not cold.

First we became friends..then we became closer.
i was soo glad we became closer, it felt like nothing
could come between us..until you started cheating &
lying ; we started to become distant. since that day you
broke my heart, i've acted like i'm okay. but every night
i go home & cry myself to sleep & wish that one
day, you will be mine again. i will always love you even when
you hurt me real deep that words can't explain _____ <33333

What is cute?
Cute is young && inexperienced.
Cute is holding hands in the car

The paramedics say;
Isnt it a shame? Such a pretty girl
did such an ugly thing....& kissing at the red lights

The truth may hurt me
but your lies kill me.

How do you if he really loves you?
it`s when you SCREAM, and he CALMS you. 
When you SLAP him, and he KiSSES you. 
When you CRY, and he HUGS you. 
When you tell him you hate him,
and he tells you he l o v e s you. <33


 Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the Earth,
it seems I do more harm than good.
I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this.

back to the good ol' days,
when there was popcorn for 25 cents,
people kissing throughout a whole movie,
girls in pigtails and skirts,
boys being too shy to say hello..
 
only the truth came out when i said i loved you,
only lies were heard when you said it back


she sits and cries painful tears fill her eyes
silent screams and cries of pain
arms full of cuts and scars of shame
alone in this world a blade as a friend
to stop her pain to make it all end
she lies in her regret spills of blood drop
this is her way to make it all stop
 
I am a poet writing of my pain.
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am you daughter hiding her depression
I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like I'm fine
I am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine.
I am a girl who thinks of suicide
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am a student who doesn't have a clue
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care
I am your best friend hoping you'll be there


 let me break your <3
then ii`ll ask you
why we can't be friends.
let me rip yOur world into
little pieces && destroy
who you thought you were
then ii`ll ask you why we
((c.a.n.t. b.e. f.r.i.e.n.d.s.))

 all a girl really wants is somebody who will
sit with her under the stars and not want any
thing more than to look into her eyes and say..
you're the o n e i've been waiting for


i have a favor to ask..i just hope its not too much
after all you said you'd always be there for me
so here it goes. dont like her, dont like her
dont pick her. dont be with her. anyone but her
and if i could possible fit one more thing in there
if its okay..maybe you could fall for me?

but when i say lets keep in touch, i really mean that
i wish you’d grow up. this is the first song for your
mix tape it`s short .. just like your temper but somewhat
golden like the afternoons we used to spend together
before you got " too cool "

There are just a couple of things that I thought I should tell you. I learned these while I was the object of your guy's affection. First of all, don't be frightened if he smothers much more love on you than you had expected. Don't be surprised if he treats you much better than any other guy you have ever met. And let it not scare you that he will actually listen carefully to every word you say, even when you're just speaking quietly. Also, you should know that he remembers everything you will say. He's hurt easily, especially by the painful words a careless girl will say. If you do hurt him, then you'll have to pay the price of seeing the broken look in his passionate and deep brown eyes, and watch the light in them fade. But if this happens, all is not lost- a kiss and an "I love you" can heal anything. And please, don’t say I love you to him, unless you really mean it, nothing hurts him more then someone who really doesn’t care. Sometimes, he won't tell you what he is feeling, but... just know that he is protecting you and if you ever feel that something isn't right, just look into his beautiful brown eyes and you will be able to see into him. You can see everything he is feeling, everything he is thinking, everything that isn't right with him... He won't ever try to hurt you, because he just isn't that way, so please don't hurt him because if you do, I don't think I could ever forgive you. I don't think there could ever be a worse feeling in the world than knowing that you have the boy that I love and knowing that you hurt him. You should know that if you two ever get into a fight, just make sure you pick only the ones worth fighting for... He will always keep his temper and will never curse at you or call you names, despite the anger he may be feeling. Though he may act mature, most of the time, once he's given you his heart, he will begin to open up to you and his silliness will make your heart smile, in a way that words can not explain. Don't hold a tight grip on him, let him go and be part of the world and experience new things. You will find that he is a busy guy and that he is so very independent. Sometimes, he will need his space, but don't worry... He'll always make time for you and even when you're not around, you'll be in his thoughts. You will find that he isn't like any other guy that you have met, so please don't take him for granite. When it comes to his money, don't take advantage of that, He will be so unselfish with it, because that is the way he is. Remember, He likes blue better than green, blonds better than brunettes, Republicans better than Democrats, Soft pretzels win over Steak, Kacki over denim, Leather over cloth, and even though he won't admit it, he really does like to be surprised. He is less tough than he may appear, you just have to take the time and let him bring down his guard... He is so sweet and so amazing and know that if you ever leave him, you will break his heart apart, the same way that my heart breaks apart, as I sit here writing this to you. Don't ever try to pull him away from his dreams. He is going to be an extremely successful attorney and won't ever let you give up on your dreams, either. He will encourage you to become everything you can be and will never, ever let you down. He likes it when you kiss his ear and nothing is better than hugging each other. Just watch how your hand will fit perfectly into his and when it does, it seems as if nothing in the world could hurt you, because he is there. And when he puts his arms around you and tells you that you are the girl he loves, you will know, there isn't any guy in the world better than him... Don't ever let him go. You will regret doing so, for the rest of time... I promise, you will.

 

Leave the comments you guys! <3

<3 brytni


Thursday, August 11, 2005

I have decided since I'm not getting any comments, except for maybe a few, that I'm not going to update. It's just a waste of my time. I may even shut the site down if I don't get atleast 20 eprops!

Well, start commenting. I'm counting on you guys.

e> Brytni

BTW! New layout! Enjoi!


Tuesday, August 09, 2005

That's all for now, my cpu is fucked up.

 


Okay you guys. This time I have a load of quotes and Icons for you guys, and I'm expecting more feedback then I've been getting. I'm very disappointed, I want atleast 40 eprops. Until then I won't update, and I might even eventually shut the site down.

kthnxbai

let the windshield break your fall
count how many times you roll on the asphalt

My wrists are killing me like the sound of your voice. So cut me baby im all ears. Kiss me hard so you can taste my words and maybe then you'll understand. Those roses you left on my casket were of the deepest reds. Just like the blood that reflected off the razor right after I broke the last of my promises to you

 

so here i am. i'm looking at your face. the setting
of this room is dark but the light from the window has
captured all your beauty. lets take this for mourning.
lets take this for memory
<3

I paint this picture in the back of my mind,
but it's fading quickly like an eighth grade summer romance

 

the hardest things to say are the words what mean the most.
so i'll bite my tounge til it bleeds & i doubt you'll even know
the easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else

Your choice is black & white
Not a shade of gray
Because in love there`s
No such thing as
half way
Devotion can`t be swayed
Emotions can`t be torn
I`d rather be hot or cold
Then lukewarm ........<3

And Won't You Think I'm Pretty
When I'm Standing Top The Bright Lit City

 

urn off the lights
& Turn off the shyness,
Cause all of ur moves
Make-up for the silence

Behold The World's Worst Accident ;;
I Am The Girl Anachronism.

 

& This apartment could not be prettier
Then when we danced up there, alone
This TV is old, the color is fucked.
Do you see the difference in the shades ?

Hand In Mine, Into Your Icy Blues
And Then I'd Say To You We Could Take To The Highway
With This Trunk Of Ammunition Too
I'd End My Days With You
In A Hail Of Bullets

 

so the loves been worn down like
the songs on a tape this sex has lost its fun
like gum loses its taste and
your're addicted to the drug of lust
detoxing the cold great of shame and
i love your pain

You'll Never Grow Up To Be A
Big-Rock-Star-Celebrated-Victim-Of-Your-Fame
They'll Just Cut Our Wrists Like Cheap Coupons
And Say That Death Was On Sale Today.

& she's just a stupid little girl
with her hopes too high
& feelings much too strong
especially for a boy like him <3

She's A Scented Magazine
Looking Sharp And Living Clean
Living Well And Dressed To Kill

There’s Just A Few Things I Think That You Should Know
Those Words At Best Were Worse Than Teenage Poetry
Fragment Ideas And Too Many Pronouns

Let's Call This The Quiet City ;;
Where Screams Are Felt As A Wave Of Stoplights
Drive Through The Streets As Gunshots Punctuate The Night

So Let's Destroy Each Other
Cause We're Too Cool For Love Lines
&& Soft Kisses Over Cheap Wine

Now Old Cassettes && Cigarettes Will Be The Ones To Save You.

I Won't Let You Let Me Go This Time It's All I Have
Keep Screaming,
No One's Listening

I'm The Kind Of Kid
That Can't Let Anything Go
But You Wouldn't Know A Good Thing
If It Came Up And Slit Your Throat.

Note To Self ;; I Miss You Terribly
This Is What We Call A Tragedy.

My Secret Is Fatally Gorgeous 
I'd Die For You ;;
But In This Bonnie && Clyde Kind Of Romance
Tell Me What You Would Do

This Worthless Bottle Is Empty Just Like Me
I Wonder If They Ever See The Things That I See
Tonight A Razor Asked My Wrist To Kiss It One Last Kiss

I Wanna Be Your Lover
Lipstick My Name Across Your Mirror
Bloodred With Flaked Gunshot Glitter

When Everything's Falling Down
I'll Turn To You To Pick Up The Pieces.
And When You Turn Your Back,
I'll Turn To The .44 Calliber To Fix Everything.

Just Cut Yourself Up Like Cheap Coupons
And Say Death Was On Sale

Slit My Wrist, Kill Me Now.
I Don't Want To Fucking Exist
In This Man Made Hell.

My Eyes Hurt From Crying
My Heart Aches From Trying
My Wrist Burn From Cutting
&& In The End ... I Still Have
N   O    T   H    I     N     G

Her Emotions Are So Fragile
Who Knew Such A Perfect Girl Was So Suicidal?

So Here's To
Teenage Romance
& Never Knowing Why It Hurts Like Hell
 
So Bandage What's Left Of My Heart
The Pieces Have Fallen Apart
Too Many Times, One Too Many Crimes

The Blood Flows From Her Wrist
Her Very Last Razorblade Kiss

She Was In The Habit Of Reapplying Makeup
Makeup Eaten Up By Crocodile Tears
And The Only Thing Constant Was
The Constant Reminder
She'd Never Change

Suicidal Angel
Cuts Her Skin With Razor Blades
In Hopes That She'll Forget You
But Your Image Will Never Fade
Death Is Around The Corner
She'll Soon Be Resting Up Above
Suicidal Angel
Died Just For Your Love

This Is A .44 Caliber Love Letter
Straight From My Heart.
I Picked Out Your Star ;; Turned Night To Day
A Simple Whisper From Your Voice
And I Fade Away

A Broken MirrorA Bleeding Fist
A Silver Blade Against A Wrist
TearsFallingDownToLipsUnkissed
Ignore Her And She Won't Exist
She's Not The Kind You'll Come To Miss

The Cold Concrete Cuts Against Her Back
And Her Spirit Spills With Blood Onto The Pavement

 

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