Wednesday, May 14, 2008




  • I'm looking for a guy I can...

     take to church.
    have deep conversations with.
      open up to, like the ease of taking grease off a plate with a touch of Dawn.


    It can happen right? -||KS||




Tuesday, May 13, 2008

  • Counting my Blessings.

    God's sooo fuckin good to me.
    1. Little note that made me giggle like a catholic school girl (only because I use to be one )
    2. 2 Letter grades of Aces on 2 papers I wrote for my English class.
    3. Sociology Club elections: I won Presidency!
    4. Won a game on www.lostcauseradio.com (I didn't even expect to.)
    5. I have a crush. Fantasize a lot. :] I think that's as far as I'll write about that on that little note.
    I'm so HIGH off LIFE.

    k i n k y s i l e n c e



    because silence is golden, sometimes all it takes is that spark between two people to make things happen.

Monday, May 12, 2008



  • This makes me want to consider deleting my myspace.

    There are enough distractions in my life:
    Stickam. Xanga. Imeem. Email. AIM.
    [Enough to make me check all these routinely.]

     LOL. -||KS||

Saturday, May 10, 2008

  • Body ARt. Vibes. Value.


        People with their inks amaze me. When someone offers to show it off, I can't help but feel the URGE to touch. It's a picture on a living being. Some people have very intricate ones that make me not remember them by face but by art. How sad?

    I'm thinking of what I'd probably want on me in my future.
    bettylipstick
    962864903_l

    as much as I like the colorful ones, I want something that's a SYMBOL of something SIGNIFICANT in my life. Doesn't everyone? lol
    Body art tells a story: Change; transformation; history of sorrow: happiness, death, birth; the whole thing.

    I have this list. Being single sucks, once in a while I'm on the lookout for things I'm interested in. The guy doesn't have to have all the qualities I look for; just the right amount of qualities & similarities about this person is enough. Whoever he is, I'm feeling excited.



    I believe in DRAWING the attention of things you value towards yourself. How you are, is the type of energy you will attract. If you are a very negative person, you will find yourself surrounded with other people who hold a negative energy: their days are usually crappy, they can't keep up with things due to putting themselves down, extreme insecurity, etc.

    When I have a positive, open, outgoing VIBE to me, people tend to feel that warmth that surrounds me. I have girls that feel they can open up to me in the Restrooms. They tell me about their "love" problems and seek advice. I guess they just felt it or really needed it. Maybe it's how I look and carry myself. People in long lines at the story just want to open up and chat some.
     I love that social energy. Just knowing I made someone's day is a very uplifting feeling.

    Also, something my mother told me. She said she was an insomniac before she married my dad. My dad's sleep patterns are stronger than my mom's insomania. She tells me that because his sleep patterns were stronger, the energy kind of pulled towards her way; that's how she was able to sleep enough.
    I believe in this too. You hang around the people you want to be more like. Can't help but surround yourself with the things you value. -||KS||

  • Good Morning.

     
    "The constellations tell me we were meant to be.."

      Waking up so early on a Saturday Morning feels so weird, but none the less I feel great. :]
    So I was up chatting last night. What's up with people and Astrology lately? There's this pull on it.

    Guys ask me for my sign. What is in a sign? The whole thing really does make me curious. And the restrictions people put on themselves, saying Oo I can't hang with Virgos.  That sounds funny to me, but I noticed some of the people I can't hang around with are the ones who are inconsiderate. That's a pet peeve of mine. I believe in SHARING in this lifetime.

    There is this thing that I noticed, people ask for signs determined that the person will act like their character. Most of them are solid- people will act out a ROLE as long as they know what it is, and what is expected of them.

    For example, I believe I'm a Scorpio (even though my freaking birthday is in APRIL, long story). I'm very passionate about a BUTT load of things in life. Don't all the freaks usually come out late at night anyways?

        I use to look up to the sky for answers, nothing. All that really comes out of it is the self-fulfilling prophecy. I believe in what I want in life or where I should be in life; and next thing you know, I'm striving to be where I imagined myself to be. -||KS||

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