yayyyy

i remembered my password finally [[:

damn..

4 years already...

i remember everything as if it were only yesterday...

=/.

we miss you bbygirl

we love you.

R.I.P

anyone else feel like everyones dying, or leaving, or just dissappeared?

dont get me wrong. i love the people that are in my life now..

but it doesnt mean i dont miss the others that used to be here...

blahhh

=/.

growing up sucks.

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blahh.

Someone just wanna tell me why everything is happening so fast?

like really.

i'm a senior.

and it seems like just yesterday i was a freshman.

this is really ridiculous..

i always thought i couldnt wait to graduate..

and i really dont feel that way anymore.

i'm scared...

think of all the friends i wont ever talk to anymore.

its terrible...

at least i'll always have brooke. she is probably all keeping me going, i love my best friend. more than anything in this world.

nothing and nobody is better than her. i promise..

and i decided.

i want to start a fund.

for EVERY child who is abused by their parents..

and it will be in rememberance of ashlyn.

speaking of..

today is her 19th birthday...

her GOLDEN birthday..

she isnt here to celebrate it..

she isnt here to graduate and walk with her class..

thats why i'm starting that fund.

is because she should be,

she was an AMAZING person.

and we all miss her very dearly.

Happy Birthday Bbygirl.

we miss you..

oh shit

 nigga.

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go look at my senior pictures?

a lot has been happening.

and i'm scared for the future.

me and brooke stopped being friends,

but now i think things are going to get better?

idk.

its just hella lame that nothing is the same anymore.

none of my friends that should be here are.

the love of my life isnt here.

nothing is going right.

=/.

i miss my life from a year ago.

more than anything in this world.

bitch nigga

shiiit.

so i guess not a lots been going on.

school started,

karen waple is taking my senior pics, i'll post em after i take em and get em nshit.

&&been hangin out with alissa a lot.

hung out with brooke and joey last night.

i realllllllly miss hangin out with brooke

other than that.

nothings been going on.

i know theres like 5 guys that like me.

but i dont know.

i dont see myself being ready to deal with all the drama thats going to come with me finding a new boyfriend.

just cause theres already enough drama, i dont wanna drag anyone else into it.

blahhhhhh.

FUCK YOU VINCE FALBO

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