blahh.Someone just wanna tell me why everything is happening so fast? like really. i'm a senior. and it seems like just yesterday i was a freshman. this is really ridiculous.. i always thought i couldnt wait to graduate.. and i really dont feel that way anymore. i'm scared... think of all the friends i wont ever talk to anymore. its terrible... at least i'll always have brooke. she is probably all keeping me going, i love my best friend. more than anything in this world. nothing and nobody is better than her. i promise.. and i decided. i want to start a fund. for EVERY child who is abused by their parents.. and it will be in rememberance of ashlyn. speaking of.. today is her 19th birthday... her GOLDEN birthday.. she isnt here to celebrate it.. she isnt here to graduate and walk with her class.. thats why i'm starting that fund. is because she should be, she was an AMAZING person. and we all miss her very dearly. Happy Birthday Bbygirl. we miss you.. | 
