Hello

So I was just reading all of my past entries and it took me way back. Ive posted here and there but most of them were almost 3 year old posts.

I do admit I miss home. I miss hanging out with the youth group. Mostly Ilene and Amanda. Reading all those comments they had left on previous entries just reminded me of what awesome friends I had. Sad to say I hadn't stayed close to them like I was hoping I would.

I miss my dad being the director of YFC. I miss all those youth conventions and retreats; they were so much fun and I loved making new friends and most importantly the reason we were all there, to bond with God. I've just been striving to go to a youth conference like we had at home. I hope you guys are keeping that up! You'd never know how much you could miss them!

I do like it here, I'm not gonna lie, but there were things I liked in NY as well. Lots of stuff has happend in the past 3 years, good things and bad things. I don't really keep in touch with many of you. Of course, I know, I doubt anyone will read this, but Im doing it for my own pleasure. I miss you guys a ton.

-Rachel 

Confused. Upset.

I don't mind hearing lies, as long as their sweet, something I want to hear.

Tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies......

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I am: Rachel

Maybe I should: go to bed

I love: you... haha.. you wish!
I don't understand: why I cannot enjoy life
I lost my: soccer jersey and soccer shorts... yeh.. i'm screwed
People say I'm: funny

Love is: Someone or somthing you greatly adore... psh.. i don't know

Somewhere, someone is: sleeping
I will always: be Rachel
Forever is: a long darn time
I never want to: be somebody everyone hates
I think the current President is: Mr. George W. Bush
When I wake up in the morning, I: don't wanna get up

Life is full of: good and bad memories

My past is incredibly:  my past
I get annoyed when: Uhh.. I get annoyed by everything pretty much

I wish: I could see my friends again and live in my old house:(

My dog/cat is: fighting
Kisses are the worst when: they are unwanted
Nice: is spelled with an N and a I and a C and a E

Tomorrow I'm going to: go to my soccer game.. .joy..
I really want some: ummm... i don't know

I have low tolerance for people who are: self centered
If I had a million dollars: I would uhh.. do a lot of stuff...