I am house/dog sitting until thursday night.

Three boxers and a lab. It's like taking care of four very large two-year-olds.

They are good though.

School starts the 16th.

Yeah.

So interesting. I know.

Currently Listening Antics By Interpol see related

I had a slight nervous break down last night.

I need a break.

I need to get away.

I go to school five days a week.

On average I get one day off a week.

I hate school and I want more time off but I need the money.

I am just so tired, stressed, and sick of everything.

I need a break.

I need to get far away from here for a little while.

So we have been in this house about three months now and I decided it was finally time to put all my stuff on my wall. Well I forgot how much stufF there was to put on the walls.

I worked on that for nearly four hours tonight and I am only 1/3 of the way done. Oh but what is done looks spectacular. It actually feels like MY ROOM now. Tis exciting.

In all of the pictures that I have to put up there are a lot of me with long hair. It makes me want put off cutting it for a while.

We'll see how that goes.

I love projects. Teehee.

I went for a run.

I cleaned my room.

I organized my closet.

I cleaned my bathroom.

I picked up a shift tomorrow night.

I had far to much coffee at Starbucks.

I am playing the kind of games with people. The kind of games I hate.

I washed my hair. Again.

I bought a new tooth brush.

I made a to do list for the next two months.

I wrote four crappy chapters in a story I am working on.

I put all of my new cd's in to my alphabetically organized cd case.

I made my bed.

I never make my bed.

If you just keep busy nothing catches up with you, and if it doesn't catch up with you, you can't feel how bad it hurts.

"Remember to breathe and everything will be okay."

What if you can't breathe?

It's all falling apart again.

I don't know if i can do this again.

It never gets easier.

I want to be done with this.

Currently Reading Private ((Private)) By Kate Brian see related

"You Ass! You Bass! You Bassett!"

It's only funny when you're there, but thats okay because I was there.

I, once again, just sat down and read an entire book in one sitting. I will sit down to read one chapter and I look up at some point and it's 2 hours later and I have a few pages left so I finish them.

It's so easy for me to get sucked into a life that is not mine.

It's a nice escape for a few hours.

I need help.

Tell me whats wrong with me.

Tell me that the same thing is wrong with you.

I just don't know what to see...