| it's definitely time for a change.
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| so last night was hell. first i come home from work and my mom has Berlin sitting down at the table and she tells me to sit down and we end up grounded for Berlin's party that was months ago b/c her dad told my mom. he also told her there was a party last night and watch out cuz they will try to go. so my mom didnt want us to go out and nobody wanted to come over b/c they all wanted to go to eclipse. so finally my mom feels bad or something and says we can go to eclipse. so i go to pick up Loralee and you know that place in mt joy where there is a bend right before the memorial park and the speed limit changes from 40 to 25 right there. i knew that and i slowed down but the damn cop clocked me at 39.7 so he must have got me the second the speed limit sign changed. it's not my fault im blind and cant see the sign until im ontop of it. and my car cant just magically go from 40-25 in seconds. it kinda has to slow down gradually. no points on my license but that's $105 my parents really can't afford. especially since they have taken in a 4th child which technically means they are keeping a runaway and now we all have to be careful of what we do so my parents don't get in trouble. so we finally get to eclipse after somehow loosing 283 then finally getting back on it. and then we see they are checking id's which they didnt do last time so me and Loralee run back to the car and search everywhere for Berlin's id. we finally find it and hten have to go back again b/c we forgot mine. but by the time we are back we are in the very front of the line and hte fire marshall comes and says no one else can go in. and we had waited in line for an hour and a half. so we leave and since we were smart we had gotten home directions. except all the roads we needed were closed. so we got directions from a cop and went to Max's house b/c we needed alcohol by then. Then Loralee sleptover and there was a mosquito in my refrigerator. |
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| I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker
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| I'm done with this. I'm stupid for even letting it start. I hate you for making me feel that way.
am i supposed to believe you???
...and that's what you get for falling again..... |
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| Last night was amazing!!!
*Sheetz it is!* |
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