I t s t o o l a t e ^credit to them © I think all of us - want to feel something that we've forgotten or turned our backs on because maybe we didn't realize how much we were leaving behind --13 going on 30 along the staircase, i dream to hear you, in a whisper quiet room, space the thinking, space to scream to, but the echoes sound like you. essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across an open field, when flowers gaze at you they're not the only ones who cry when they see you you said... you don't know me, you don't even care, i know it's so cliche to say this but, we aren't friends anymore. cup your mouth to compress the sound, skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town. and everything that i said was true, as the flashes blinded us in the photobooth. like a desert needs rain like a town needs a name i need your love dead, like a candle you burned out; spill the wax over the spaces left in place of angry words. scream, to be heard, like you needed any more attention; throw the bottle, break the door, and disappear. I laugh at silly movies, & I`m stubborn as a stone, Yeah, I criticize my body, I wonder if I`m ready to ever be alone, I`m just like everybody else, yes I cry just like everybody else, I don`t know what you believe, What you think or what you see, But this is a part of me. in a relationship, i want three things: 1. eyes that won't cry 2. lips that won't lie 3. and a love that won't die i'm not gonna be drunk to please the crowd i'm not gonna be a slut and just sleep around i'm gonna say what i think and i'm gonna say it loud i'm gonna fight for what i believe and i'm gonna stand proud I know you aren't supposed to live in the past; but what do you do when that's the only thing that makes you happy anymore? you've got to fight for what you believe in you have to finish what you start -jackie kennedy We sat there in silence that night, not uncomfortable, just glad to be together. Nothing great in the world has ever been accomplished without passion. -G.W.F. Hegel When I was a kid growing up, music was the escape. That's the only thing that had no judgments. You know, you put on a record, and it's not going to yell at you for dressing the way you do. It's going to make you feel better about it. -Marilyn Manson "A piece of paper or a piece of cloth doesn't mean anything. It's what you believe.And I want people to think about what they believe.I want them to consider if everything they've been taught, if that's what they want to believe or if that's what they've been told that they have to believe." -Marilyn Manson his absence feels like a violent loss of some part of me: a rib, a lung. VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV i wrote. The grey skies just don’t sparkle anymore And now I’m questioning what love songs are even for Cause I could a sworn they sang about you But you’re gone so that can’t be true. And I’m trying my best to make it through But you left me with out even a goodbye I think you knew I would collapse and cry. I think you knew me so well you knew just how to make it kill I’m not saying this’ll never resolve cause I know it will But it doesn’t mean it’s going to resolve enough for you to be here again. And I don’t think you do want to come back, cause then I’d put you where I’ve been Driven’ to insanity, I can’t even stand the sound of your name. Do you know what it’s like darling, cause I don’t think you do. Having the feeling that everything’s through And not giving up on yourself but really wanting to. Dramatics are my antics and I think I had my right To stir up a little emotion cause I thought that you would fight But was I wrong, oh boy, was I wrong. So I guess the grey skies didn’t shine all along And your voice never whispered melodies And I guess you never felt a thing for me ^^^^^i wrote.^^^^^^^^^ more tomorrow mad tired. |