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| Woahh, im back on xanga for once. This is going to be a long post, but if you read it, you wont regret it :] well i guess im updating for a good reason. Today, August 19th, 2005 is
Meghan's 15th Birthday!
Last year i didnt really write anything important for your birthday post. At least, i dont think it was meaningful enough. haha, i guess it would be good to go to the past and see how i first met you eh? Your persepective was different i guess. I always chased around jonathan yoe because i liked him in the 6th grade. and after months and months of hitting him, out of nowhere he was like your just like my cousin, you like to hit me. you guys should become friends. and i always thought uhm.. okai sure. One day when i was chasing him, he ran by the cafeteria and saw you. you saw me chasing him, and you decided to help me a little bit and you smacked him across the head. Jonathan was like see what i mean, you guys are alike. cynthia meet meghan. after that day, when i was walking to class you and polina just came up to me and asked me if i wanted to go for a pool party on the last day of school. i thought it was really strange, considering you never really talked with me.. but for some reason i came anyways. We talked a little bit that day, and i realized that you were half chinese and could speak cantonese. you were the first person i met outside of my family that spoke it. 7th grade came, and jonathan was still there. one day he just said you guys are way too much alike, you both are chinese, and both left handed. we both shouted your left handed?! i guess we clicked after that. But then we had that stupid fight over a stupid reason.. that even though was a waste of time, i dont regret it because if we havent had that fight, i think that we wouldnt of had the good memories we had now.
At the end of 8th grade, i talked with you again. i apoligized and i guess you were confused on why was i telling you all.. that stuff.. you came back from europe and we had the whole summer of getting to know each other, and getting to be best friends. We filled each other in, and i felt like i finally found someone who understands what im saying. Someone whos there for me. Remember when u had that dream that you got shot on the way to my house? haha, i remember that i told you that i'll try to be the first person to be at the hospital for you. We started high school and i was still having trouble with making friends i guess you can say. i dont remember why, but i went to the luau and i invited you with me because i didnt want to be alone. You met all these people, and most of them i dont even hang out with. hah.. and i was glad that you were there for me. that you came when i needed you, even if it wasnt for anything big. Remember my birthday party? I wanted you to to be the first person at my party, cause you meant the most. That day was fun. and since i read ur birthday post for me, i been waiting and thinking of what to write on yours. As the school year went by, we still managed to talk on the phone everyday, hang out sometimes. fridays at carls jr. with jonathan, basketball games, just coming over for no reason, camwhoring, parties, etc. our inside jokes. your UH OH HOT DOG. you even helped me in my homework when u dont even go to the same school.
after sadies, we didnt really talk much. We barely have conversations anymore that have importance. We barely see each other anymore. But Meghan, even if i dont mean anything to you... even if you forget about me, your always gonna mean so much to me. you mean alot more to me than just a month of not talking that im gonna forget about you. im sorry if you cant tell me things like you used to. i guess thats my fault though. but just know, that even if we havent talked in five years, you can always call me up and start talking. i promise. i can keep that promise. always. you always been there for me, through my whining and complaining. through all my repetitive talking. through.. my shyness. thick and thin. I owe you, so if you ever need me, whenever. call me. I said it last year, and i still mean it. i cant live without having my lovee in my life. your my significant other remember? its like i cant live without my other half. haha.. Meghan, your so awesome, and your so cool. You have the most awesomest ideas, and your smarter than me. ur loving&kind. always hungry. ur unreplacable. 6oneone8 i appreciate you always being there.. and
I luva luva luva you always <333
QOTD: "I hope you know in your heart how much that friendship means to me."
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summers going fine. i miss him alot. almost everyone left me for japan. and as u can see in the pictures, this is mainly whats happening to me this summer. i would update, but im really lazy, and i have 2482985789573570934570356 pictures to post too. so when im not lazy i'll actually have a real update. until then, look at the constuction! bleh... this is a reason why im not going anywhere this summer. and its really hot. the end. i'll try and update again soon. and comment everyone back. but bleh, i could get really lazy. haha. | | |
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 havent updated in a long time. i havent bothered to go on xanga in awhile either. i think its cause im too lazy to update. or its cause i dont have anything to say. i guess im updating whenever i feel like it now. yeah. i miss meghan like mofo. left me for china? pshh... i miss asher too. and kristyn. and alot of people. but they are still in town. so thats good. i saw a few people yesterday for another movie night. but less people this time. kevin and sean came too. sean hit my lamp and knocked it off. -___- summer is going good so far. last summer was bad. i didnt even have anyone, and i mean anyone to miss last year. but now i do. thats good i guess. i finally updated all those pictures from the last few days of school for you losers. last time i tried updating, it deleted everything and i got pissed off... so yeah. click on the picture to view more. but if you dont have some type of fast internet. i feel sorry for you. and i warn you. it IS alot. hm... dont have much else to say. cant remember much from the last few days of school. uhm. i ditched my classes and went to other people's classes on the last day like everyone else. and... oh yeah! i passed my math final so i got a c minus in the class. and i dont have to go to summer school anymore! :] okay im going to end this entry before it gets any longer.
QOTD: "It sux so much when you can't always be with the person you love the most. I miss you." -Asher <3 | | |
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<--me and asher <3 hm... there isnt much to say. i havent updated in a long time because theres nothing much to talk about. uhm... last week of school. finals. get out early. got yearbooks and a few more days and no more seeing my friends everyday! :[ but i think summers going to turn out good. kevin is going to visit me every day after his summer school and im planning on getting together with people alot. ashlie is coming over on thursday. and next week people are coming over to watch movies. hm... not sure if people can come though. meghan is leaving for china on the 22nd. :[ that sucks. take me with you meghan! hm... yesterday during lunch we took alots of pictures... kinda. click on the picture to see more. but for you losers who dont have dsl or some type of fast internet. i pray for you. haha.
QOTD: ...i dont have one. haha.
i'll try and update more. but xanga is getting boring. haha, im starting to agree with jackie and sinta! :] good i guess? | | |
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