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Name: Samuel "Seungkyum"
Country: Korea, South
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Interests: Viola, violin, piano, tae kwon do, reading, and listening to music


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Monday, October 31, 2005

    It seems that there really is no division between people who act morally right and perform all of the acts agreeable to our desires and those who do not.  The people who accomplish being so "good" are simply performing a higher way of being "bad".   When we see an arrogant, cocky, person, we quickly condemn and label him/her in our mind, and we are proud of the fact that we are not as arrogant as them.  We are proud of being humble.  And this pride motivates us to perform more "good" things.  We perform good acts not out of being genuinely unselfish, but for pride, or for our image in front of our peers, or because we were simply told it was the right thing to do. 

    We shun being normal, being average, and seek to become unique.  Yet  non-comformists are merely conformists conforming to the non-conformist ways.  For example, the "punks, goths, freaks, geeks", or any of the societal groups different from the normal crowds are just striving to be different.  Even with their uniqueness, though, they were still conformists.  They were just conforming to another standard.  Their conformity was based on anti-society, anti-conformity.   Whatever group an individual is in, he/she takes pride in the group and convinces him/herself that they are unique, that they are not conforming to society.  Noone, then, is really "unique", really "good", they are simply exercising higher ways of doing the bad things performed by everyone. 


Saturday, April 30, 2005

This statement is false.


Wednesday, September 15, 2004

I simply fail to understand the effect of cuss words.  It seems that the mere fact that we have emitted a certain sound serves to make a statement of great emotion.  I mean, do we actually think of the meaning of a cuss word when we hear it?  No, it has such a big effect on us because we have been told countless times that it is immoral, and when someone says that immoral word, we become shocked.  And that shock facilitates the feeling that the person is expressing a strong emotion.  I am not saying cuss words are right, but it seems so irrational that just because we are emitting a certain sound, we think the said statement is very powerful. 


Tuesday, August 31, 2004

It's all about willpower.


Sunday, August 22, 2004

I have debated whether to combine all of my thoughts onto one entry so that all my thoughts remain easily accessible to other people.  I have realized that people only bother to read the first page of a xanga and do not look back onto previous entries.  So new people that are looking at my xanga for the first time do not have a very good chance of reading all of my entries.  So if I combine everything, the xanga program cannot cut off an entry in half so everything would be contained in the first page.  But then again, I have also realized that if my thoughts will be more effective if they were presented in the form of one thought per one entry for then it would be more exclusive and would retain more value.  My decision is now apparent.

 

It seems that going against our natural instincts and desires is the only thing we strive for in life.

We have the notion that we are thinking when we rearrange our prejudices.

 

I think that we wish most of all to be naive and innocent.

Everything always boils down to everything, and everything gets old and seems immature and naive.    Even feelings such as exasperation and pride get old to me to the point that there is nothing left to think or feel but to wage a constant intellectual and emotional battle in my mind on moral principles and knowledge inherent to my confusion.

 

heres an essay I wrote not too long ago and it sums up a lot of the things I feel about this world. 

 

Reflections Upon the Modern World

 

The world today is vastly different from the world of the past.  Many changes have formed in our society, families, tools, relationships, and the way we interact with each other.  Some of the philosophical foundations that we have believed and trusted for thousands of years may have become obsolete and there is a calling for new thinkers in this new millennium.

 

            The mass of men really do lead lives of “quiet desperation? as Henry Thoreau once remarked.  We work hard to get that car, we study, practice, toil to get that award, that trophy, or that special honor.  We spend our time trying to do things to impress someone and to make people respect us.  Our wants form the framework of our lives, and we live our life trying to satisfy them.  We are driven by external stimuli to the extent that our choice of free will is virtually gone, and we live our lives as slaves to our desires.  Has anyone ever remarked on their deathbed that their one regret in life was not making enough money or getting that one car?  No, they regret things like not spending enough time with their family, or not contributing to society.  Things like those are given unto them.  It isn’t a reward but a gift.  But they neglected these gifts and spent their lives chasing after rewards.

 

We are so full of potential.  Together, we can achieve anything.  But we choose to waste our potential, our talents, and our assets toward things that are less meaningful.  We choose not to tap into what our sentimental, humanly souls enable us to do but live our lives everyday quietly and robotically, submitting to what we want instead of what could happen.  The vitality of our souls and emotions enable us to do so much more than work and study, yet we drop those and rely solely on our intelligence and physical strength to help us survive.

 

I think that reason that human beings have instilled within themselves the feeling of boredom when they have an object for a long time, or they do the same thing over and over again is because it forces them to innovate, to think of something new so that they won’t be bored anymore.  This is all very well if this could really happen.  Although it is true that we did constantly think of and make new conveniences and inventions through the course of history that have made our lives easier, we have failed to think of new ways to live our lives.  Drastic changes to our society and the way we treat and talk to each other has not been proposed.  Why? 

Because we are afraid to.

We are afraid that the world will mock us, tease us, for proposing such a “strange?and “weird?idea. 

Why do they mock and tease us?

Because it goes against all of the social etiquette, traditions, and customs, all of the hereditary prejudices and biases that we have vainly and ironically set up to help the human race interact more efficiently.  If we push into unaccustomed directions and break all of our biases and social laws, and live to together mold humanity into the height of its potential, we would be much more productive and happy.  We are afraid to innovate, to

put our new ideas into action, because it breaks our social traditions that we have set into place over the years.  We are afraid to do the right thing.  We are afraid of trying new things to make the world a better place for we think it would be shunned by the world for being strange and weird. 

           

It is right that we have learned to quell our feelings of arrogance, conceit, and pride, but we have not really repressed them.  All we have done is make it socially inappropriate to express these feelings out loud.  These are natural feelings and should not be overactivelly suppressed or made into improper protocol for even a humble man is proud of his humbleness.

           

This essay may be inspirational to some people for the moment but they will seek no action and this essay will have no effect on the world.  They will comment on this essay but forget about it tomorrow.  The human race has so many ideas but too few actions to correspond with them.  The bottom line is that we are lazy.  But it is not really our fault because the many conveniences that we have today instill in us a level of impatience and laziness that we never had when we had to hunt and work for our food.  The reason that the people were not lazy when they had to hunt for their food was because thy had to, and if they didn’t, they wouldn’t survive.  We are lazy to act because we have no serious motivation and we think our lives do not depend on it.  But in a way it does, because if the human race continues to act like it is now, it will be a very desperate human race indeed.  So let us, as one people, learn to replace our hereditary biases and prejudices with proactive thinking and actions to correspond with them.

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People do not wish to appear foolish to the masses; to avoid the appearance of foolishness, they are willing to remain actually fools.

 

 

Pride is concerned with who is right

Humility is concerned with what is right

 

         I wonder why so many people put the letter x in all of their screen names and xanga names.  Whats so special about the letter x?  I cannot thing of anything that sets x apart from all of the other letters.  Was it because of one person using it that everyone started using it, or does everyone feel an attraction to the letter x that I fail to share?

 

Intelligence makes sincerity difficult.

I usually don't explain these, but I will make an exception.  Intelligence makes it so that you know the motive behind every action or word someone says.  If you are talking to someone, you know why they chose to say that specific message so that it will indirectly turn the conversation or hopefully bring up a thought in you mind that is not conforming to social protocol to say directly.  Then you have to respond by satisfying what they want by responding correctly, or if what they are saying is irritating or has selfish intentions, then your response directly pushes the conversation the opposite way, so that they become dissappointed for they did not get to brag, or say whatever they wanted to say.  Therefore when you say something, it is impossible to be sincere for you are responding fully knowing their motive so that your comment is not a comment from your heart or your inner emotion, it is merely a calculated one from your brain.



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