I have a bit of an update to do.  So recently, my fiance' Marcus and I, and our best friend Vinny finally found an apartment and we'll be moving in really soon.  I also found out that I need to get my wisdom teeth pulled! They hurt reaaaaaally bad! o(>.< );  It feels like I'm chewing on the side of my cheek constantly, it's like really agitated and it hurts like a mofo.  I've still been job hunting and what not as well, and unfortunately no update with that, I actually need to go to Borders and bug them a bit! ( >_>) Been working out regularly again and it feels awesome!  Im glad I got a membership, but all thanks to my honey bunny of course <3

And so living pay check to pay check begins, err well it began a while ago, but hopefully if I get a better full time job, or get a second one period, I'll be alright.  Im excited, we'll finally all have a place of our very own.  And it's in such a conveniant spot!  I'm excited, cause I love borders, love coffee and books!  It's the best mix there is.  I'm within walking distance of the uptown plaza, where the movie theatre is, borders, safeway (woot groceries to walk home) a few restaraunts, a startbucks (in case Im in dire need of coffee... I hate startbucks.  I only go there as last resort! >:O)  aaaaand if I get a job somewhere around there, I could work or even bike!  I'm also saving up for a keyboard, I have the huge urge to start practicing again, I really do miss getting lost in learning.  And saying that, a friend of mine, who has the voice of an angel and this certain grace about playing the piano, she's truely inspired me to want to get better at it again.  Hopefully I can practice real soon.  I'll also be out of internet for a while I believe until we get things settled in. 

As for the wedding, still no date, well ceremony, cause we're too damn poor to afford an actual wedding.  I don't see any of that sort of thing happening anytime soon, just for the fact that Marcus and I have a bit of debt combined on our credit cards.  It's a long story.  When Tim and I broke up I had 2 credit cards that Tim had helped me build credit on.  I suppose we both used both of our credit cards to get things for the two of us, the thing is I charged twice at most myself, and the rest was all Tim's work.  When we finally were over, he left me with debt and he said he'd take care of it, but he was only making minimum payments and so the interest and all that jazz.  Was just complicated.  So I told him I wanted my information for both cards, (in which he refused to give me the info to access both credit cards online, and his reason being I didnt need to info since he was taking care of payment for MY credit cards.)  So I have about a $1500 on one card... and I dont even know what's charged on it.  And since Tim owns and took just about everything we ever shared... I probably dont even possess anything remotely possible, that might belong to me that's been charged on my credit card.  But I had an itemized statement sent to me so hopefully, if Tim has any shred of hunanity or love and respect that he claims to have for me, when I find out what was charged exactly on the one credit card, and it turns out he owes me money for the items, I will ask, but I won't demand.  Demanding never solves anything.  But hopefully he'll step up and be responsible for the crap he charged on MY card and take care of that.  Oh and he still hasn't payed me my $600 tax refund that he "borrowed" without asking me.  So basically, he hasnt paid me the money he stole back yet.  Anywho, thought I'd ramble a bit since I haven't in a while.  Until next time folks, I hope you all make better money decisions than I did, and no matter how much someone says they love you, or how much you love and trust someone, credit and money is obviously something that can leave you in a troublesome pickle, so be wise.  And take care all! (^.~ )v

OOH OH OH!!! And PS!  Batman: Dark Knight was freaking AWESOME!  I'm gonna see it again! lol and here's a pic!

So as of yesterday, July 6th, 2008, my recent boyfriend Marcus proposed to me yesterday afternoon!  And I said yes.  So officially I am engaged to be married.  Unfortunately, no ring, but that's not a big deal at all.  I know many people might think I'm crazy, I haven't even started college yet, I'm not even 21 and I still have a lot to learn, before the whole marriage thing.  But I have this gut feeling that this is meant to be.  Just a quick update, I'll be adding an actual update later tonight or later during the week, with pictures and all that.  Have a good and safe week all!