time.. is on my side..?

oh it's been a while!! well let's see.. nothing much has happened, i suppose! i'll attempt to recap some of the bigger events:

i've worked a lot.. i'm averaging about 25 hours per week.. i enjoy it though so it's really not bad at all!
prom occurred! haha.. i went w/ tim schulte! and for the record there isn't much more going on between us passed being friends.. and there's not going to be anything else
i got a sweet new job offer.. i'm not sure if i'll take it though.. 9 bucks an hour.. YUMMY! but idk.. a lot to think about with that
i'm still without a boyfriend or love affair of any kind.. it's bittersweet because i see a lot of my friends w/ their sugar mamas & daddys and i'm so happy for them yet it's gotten me kinda bummed out lately.. oooh well.. i'll get mine someday! i hope...
well there's my exciting life! it wouldn't appear that anything much interesting has happned in the passed month.. but my guess is that it did happen and i've gone on to forget it (that's just how i work! hah)

i was in a horrible mood friday morning but i got better and better throughout the day.. yippee! now i'm stuck just feeling sleepy.. but that's not new! i've been sooooo tired lately that i've been falling asleep in various classes.. can't keep doin that!

i'm sure i'll be updating sooner than last time! have a good one everybody!

ApRiL sHoWeRs!!!

so it's been a while.. haha.. "quick" recap:

on tuesday of last week.. my good friend tim asked me to prom! i was really surprised because he wanted to be sneaky sneaky & make me think that it was someone else! he almost had me too!! haha.. i'm fairly positive that he has a crush on me.. but all should be fun.. unless he decides to pull a fast one & ask me out.. cause that would not be a wise move on his part! ahh well.. the major plus of going with him is that there's just no pressure! ahh good good! it'll be sweet!! i'm pretty sure.. hah

saturday & sunday mornings were the same as always.. in which i worked! yippee! haha!

saturday night i had a big of a shindig at my humble abode.. here's a few things that happened: 4 guys were jumping on the trampoline 1/2 naked.. hah.. a few guys had their shoes thrown up on the roof & we had to use the roof rake to get them down (i didn't even know i had a roof rake!!) Kevin, Scott, Jarrod, & Matt all bought a rat which they named Scritters! very adorable.. not gonna lie! cutie pie, no doubt about it! i was sad to see him go! then chris (while jumpin w/o his shirt on) somehow rolled his ankle & supposedly got a level 3 sprain.. which is like the worst, apparently! but i think it's bogus cause i saw him walking on it today! he's just got a limp, crutches, & a TERRIBLE bruise.. pussy! hahaha.. please don't sue me!

so Dan talked to me!! i was really happy & relieved & surprised.. we basically told each other that things were stupid & that we have to learn how to get along.. but we're going to be talking in person hopefully sometime this week! i'm just happy that now things are moving in a much better direction!

other than all of that.. i've just been so tired! it's probably been about 3 years since i've gotten a solid night's sleep.. i'll hafta try that soon here cause i'm dying! not good!

so much for being quick! but that's why it was in quotes.. see i thought ahead! haha! have a good one all!

quickie

so.. spring break is coming to an end.. i'll recall briefly a bit of what happened...

*  i worked saturday & sunday morning, monday & wednesday nights, and now saturday & sunday mornings again
*  1st friday night i got asked to prom by boyfriend dan
*  1st saturday & tuesday i went to see "the hills have eyes" and "stay alive"
*  tuesday night boyfriend dan and i broke up.. by putting 2 and 2 together, you will see that i am now without a prom date but not without hope
     ~ btw.. tuesday night and most of wednesday sucked major ass!!
*  thursday i went to the mall of america w/ mom, sister, & 2 of my cousins & found a prom dress.. see? the hope is there
*  tuesday & friday afternoons were spent w/ friends... & thank you b/c i needed it
*  2nd friday was spent at torchia's house.. again, thanks.. it helped
*  i worked for 9 hours today.. then tonight plans got totally ruined thanks to the stupid ppl at rec lanes & my mother

i'd say i had a bipolar spring break... hopefully not too much of the drama will carry over into school once that starts up again on monday but i would say that's wishful thinking

later

a mother no more

ok.. Johanna is finally gone.. what's weird though is that i still feel like she's in the next room over and that she's about to cry.. like i'm leaving her attended er something.. it's kind of eerie if you think about it! and then i keep thinking i hear like the weird breathing noise she makes when you rock her.. yeah i'm freakin myself out

so this weekend i got what? 15 hours of sleep total.. it coulda been worse i suppose.. somehow..? haha! well at least it's over and done with! she really was pretty good the whole time.. only woke me up a time or two at night so again, it wasn't too bad! i neglected her a couple times and then snapped her neck once but hey! that happens to all babies, right? right!? just playin.. hehe

i'm pretty happy she's gone cause now i can get a good night's rest before my busy day tomorrow.. my schedule goes

1-2 ~ math
3-4 ~ hrabe test (in my open mods!)
5-6 ~ health test
7-8 ~ french
9-10 ~ church hist (again in my open mods! not cool!)
then 11-20 the choir will be in byron for "contest" yippee...

ahh well.. tomorrow's a new day.. hopefully my bloodshot eye will go away... sick i tell you, SICK!

baby johanna

ok so i survived my first night with baby johanna!!

i took her to dunn bros w/ dan and she was totally fine the whole time! then we went to mr pizza with a group of like 15+ ppl (not including the other 3 health babies that were there! haha) and she acted up a couple times there but it was easy to handle, no biggie! then lance n i went to coldstone while everyone else went to the mixer and johanna was a NIGHTMARE!!! i suppose it didn't really help that i accidentally snapped her neck back one time! but surprisingly she only cried for like 3 minutes! but i'm not joking when i say that she ate twice, and to be rocked/burped like 4 times, diaper change twice and was fussy at least 3 times!! all in the span of like 2 hours! i couldn't believe it!

then it sucked ass cause she was quiet from like 10:30 until 1 then was annoying again until 2:30.. then woke me up around 6:30 or 7.. so i just stayed up! it was carazy!! but word is... saturday nights are the worst.. oh god! haha

other than that.. all has been good! i feel like i'm not wasting time b/c i've been up for so long! haha.. but now baby has been silent for about 2 hours so i'm expecting an explosion any time soon! oooh gosh wish me luck!