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time.. is on my side..?

Sun, 07 May 2006 01:03:22 GMT

oh it's been a while!! well let's see.. nothing much has happened, i suppose! i'll attempt to recap some of the bigger events:

i've worked a lot.. i'm averaging about 25 hours per week.. i enjoy it though so it's really not bad at all!
prom occurred! haha.. i went w/ tim schulte! and for the record there isn't much more going on between us passed being friends.. and there's not going to be anything else
i got a sweet new job offer.. i'm not sure if i'll take it though.. 9 bucks an hour.. YUMMY! but idk.. a lot to think about with that
i'm still without a boyfriend or love affair of any kind.. it's bittersweet because i see a lot of my friends w/ their sugar mamas & daddys and i'm so happy for them yet it's gotten me kinda bummed out lately.. oooh well.. i'll get mine someday! i hope...
well there's my exciting life! it wouldn't appear that anything much interesting has happned in the passed month.. but my guess is that it did happen and i've gone on to forget it (that's just how i work! hah)

i was in a horrible mood friday morning but i got better and better throughout the day.. yippee! now i'm stuck just feeling sleepy.. but that's not new! i've been sooooo tired lately that i've been falling asleep in various classes.. can't keep doin that!

i'm sure i'll be updating sooner than last time! have a good one everybody!

ApRiL sHoWeRs!!!

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 16:46:48 GMT

so it's been a while.. haha.. "quick" recap:

on tuesday of last week.. my good friend tim asked me to prom! i was really surprised because he wanted to be sneaky sneaky & make me think that it was someone else! he almost had me too!! haha.. i'm fairly positive that he has a crush on me.. but all should be fun.. unless he decides to pull a fast one & ask me out.. cause that would not be a wise move on his part! ahh well.. the major plus of going with him is that there's just no pressure! ahh good good! it'll be sweet!! i'm pretty sure.. hah

saturday & sunday mornings were the same as always.. in which i worked! yippee! haha!

saturday night i had a big of a shindig at my humble abode.. here's a few things that happened: 4 guys were jumping on the trampoline 1/2 naked.. hah.. a few guys had their shoes thrown up on the roof & we had to use the roof rake to get them down (i didn't even know i had a roof rake!!) Kevin, Scott, Jarrod, & Matt all bought a rat which they named Scritters! very adorable.. not gonna lie! cutie pie, no doubt about it! i was sad to see him go! then chris (while jumpin w/o his shirt on) somehow rolled his ankle & supposedly got a level 3 sprain.. which is like the worst, apparently! but i think it's bogus cause i saw him walking on it today! he's just got a limp, crutches, & a TERRIBLE bruise.. pussy! hahaha.. please don't sue me!

so Dan talked to me!! i was really happy & relieved & surprised.. we basically told each other that things were stupid & that we have to learn how to get along.. but we're going to be talking in person hopefully sometime this week! i'm just happy that now things are moving in a much better direction!

other than all of that.. i've just been so tired! it's probably been about 3 years since i've gotten a solid night's sleep.. i'll hafta try that soon here cause i'm dying! not good!

so much for being quick! but that's why it was in quotes.. see i thought ahead! haha! have a good one all!

quickie

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 22:22:46 GMT

so.. spring break is coming to an end.. i'll recall briefly a bit of what happened...

* i worked saturday & sunday morning, monday & wednesday nights, and now saturday & sunday mornings again
* 1st friday night i got asked to prom by boyfriend dan
* 1st saturday & tuesday i went to see "the hills have eyes" and "stay alive"
* tuesday night boyfriend dan and i broke up.. by putting 2 and 2 together, you will see that i am now without a prom date but not without hope
~ btw.. tuesday night and most of wednesday sucked major ass!!
* thursday i went to the mall of america w/ mom, sister, & 2 of my cousins & found a prom dress.. see? the hope is there
* tuesday & friday afternoons were spent w/ friends... & thank you b/c i needed it
* 2nd friday was spent at torchia's house.. again, thanks.. it helped
* i worked for 9 hours today.. then tonight plans got totally ruined thanks to the stupid ppl at rec lanes & my mother

i'd say i had a bipolar spring break... hopefully not too much of the drama will carry over into school once that starts up again on monday but i would say that's wishful thinking

later

a mother no more

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 23:20:42 GMT

ok.. Johanna is finally gone.. what's weird though is that i still feel like she's in the next room over and that she's about to cry.. like i'm leaving her attended er something.. it's kind of eerie if you think about it! and then i keep thinking i hear like the weird breathing noise she makes when you rock her.. yeah i'm freakin myself out

so this weekend i got what? 15 hours of sleep total.. it coulda been worse i suppose.. somehow..? haha! well at least it's over and done with! she really was pretty good the whole time.. only woke me up a time or two at night so again, it wasn't too bad! i neglected her a couple times and then snapped her neck once but hey! that happens to all babies, right? right!? just playin.. hehe

i'm pretty happy she's gone cause now i can get a good night's rest before my busy day tomorrow.. my schedule goes

1-2 ~ math
3-4 ~ hrabe test (in my open mods!)
5-6 ~ health test
7-8 ~ french
9-10 ~ church hist (again in my open mods! not cool!)
then 11-20 the choir will be in byron for "contest" yippee...

ahh well.. tomorrow's a new day.. hopefully my bloodshot eye will go away... sick i tell you, SICK!

baby johanna

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 11:25:55 GMT

ok so i survived my first night with baby johanna!!

i took her to dunn bros w/ dan and she was totally fine the whole time! then we went to mr pizza with a group of like 15+ ppl (not including the other 3 health babies that were there! haha) and she acted up a couple times there but it was easy to handle, no biggie! then lance n i went to coldstone while everyone else went to the mixer and johanna was a NIGHTMARE!!! i suppose it didn't really help that i accidentally snapped her neck back one time! but surprisingly she only cried for like 3 minutes! but i'm not joking when i say that she ate twice, and to be rocked/burped like 4 times, diaper change twice and was fussy at least 3 times!! all in the span of like 2 hours! i couldn't believe it!

then it sucked ass cause she was quiet from like 10:30 until 1 then was annoying again until 2:30.. then woke me up around 6:30 or 7.. so i just stayed up! it was carazy!! but word is... saturday nights are the worst.. oh god! haha

other than that.. all has been good! i feel like i'm not wasting time b/c i've been up for so long! haha.. but now baby has been silent for about 2 hours so i'm expecting an explosion any time soon! oooh gosh wish me luck!

sick day.. hah

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 14:20:03 GMT

so today i was home from school b/c i was "sick".. it'd been quite a long time since i'd taken one of these days! it was nice to get in a few extra hours of sleep.. b/c that's something i really haven't been getting enough of lately! what's great is that it's about 1:15 and i'm still chillin in my PJ's mondays are overrated anyway! haha.. ooh

last night my mom duked it out with my sister and then w/ me.. she really is a spaz! to make a long story short, she was bitching at each of us how we need to sort out our priorities, basically.. and that homework MUST come before anything else.. so she was ranting about how we are basically on house arrest until our hrabe papers are done.. and the reason i got so mad at her was b/c she twisted my words around to make it look like i did something wrong when really i didn't.. she just had to do it so i'd get in trouble.. whatever.. she can tweak all she wants b/c obviously it's really forced me to get my homework done.. perhaps i should have given up using sarcasm for lent.. yeah right

on the total other side of things.. life is good! friday night i went to Angie's and stayed over and we went to makato together for centerstreet.. i do have a feeling that i was being QUITE annoying saturday during the day, so yeah.. i blame it on lack of sleep! which we only got like 30 seconds of the night before.. haha! then saturday evening i went to din din w/ my papa which was fun.. i finally got to have the meat i was craving! yummm! then later on i went to the bball game in which we lost.. and it was sad.. then on the way home a sleepy wave rolled over me but i managed to get home safe and sound.. then sunday i had to work for 6 hours then had my hrabe interview then came home to do some homework.. i was moving in slow-mo again prolly b/c of the lack of sleep.. ahh well at least i'm feeling better today

so today my plan is to get some homework done before amanda comes home from school so that i can haul ass and get all that shit done that's due tomorrow.. i gotta remember to study for that hrabe test.. i'm dead for sure!!! 5-7 essays!?! eeks!

well i'm off! laaaater

March.. so soon?

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 18:41:35 GMT

time.. has passed by quite fast

we'll be out of school in just over 3 months! that idea sounds fantastic right now.. that it just paints the most beautiful picture in my head

but at the same time, it makes me really nervous.. in a way that i can't really explain.. somehow i have a hunch that i'm not the only one

today, lent begins... and i'm giving up all candy and junk foods!! i'm kind of excited (don't ask me why! haha) we'll see how it goes

i'm really getting tired of having ADD... it's really hard for me to stay motivated for some reason.. not only that but i'm so easily distracted! it makes doing homework kind of hard! grrr!!

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 18:45:08 GMT

is it a bad thing that i refuse to do anything?

i have a spider solitaire addiction.. and i've bumped up my game to medium difficulty.. but i wish like 1 game out of every 10 or so, so it's just frustrating because i can't win, but i can't stop!

lent starts tomorrow (i think?? isn't that the way it works w/ ash wednesday and what not??) and i need to think of something to give up.. i think i'll give up snacking.. which is a pain in the ass but we'll see how it goes! i did it 2 years ago and lost weight doing it, so i suppose that's a good sign? i considered giving up pop.. but as most of you know, i would probably die w/o my DC.. it scares me to think of what 2 days w/o it would be. *dramatic sigh*

anywho.. i wanted to go to the girls game tonight but i have alot on my plate so i don't really see that happening.. we'll see! laaaaater!

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 18:29:35 GMT

the night of jazz went really well (for the most part!) i'm pretty happy w/ how i did and from what i heard of everyone else, they did a good job too! we always manage to pull it off when it comes down to it.. good thing! haha

i worked saturday and sunday (not that that's new! haha) saturday was horrible.. just busy from about 10:00 until 3.. fortunately i ran out at 1 and never looked back! ha HA! but yeah there were all these hockey & basketball tournaments going on.. so all the people and all the food... nightmares, indeed

sunday was fine.. cept for when i thought one of my managers was gonna hit me.. yeah that kind of made me nervous.. but she didnt, so i guess it's ok? idk she's on about a 24/7 PMS streak so i guess that's her excuse? whatevers

saturday night was fun too! i drove myself out to st charles and back and hung out there for a while!! haha yeah ok

i still hafta do all my homework.. and idk what i have to do! but i got watching robinhood men in tights and i'm not sure that i'll be able to stop watching.. we'll see.. haha! laaater!

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 19:03:26 GMT

this passed week has been quite fun..

my week didn't end up sucking ass all thanks to that snow day on thursday! and then friday night i got to hang out with Dan.. and then i saw him again on saturday when i went to Katy's! goooood times.. this is me: yeah i didn't think smiles could get that big.. but lemme tell you - they can!

i just realized today that in about 10 days i'm going to be crying my eyes out..
BECAUSE I'M GONNA BE STUCK WITH THAT LAME ASS HEALTH BABY!!

i did decide to name him Knock Knock though.. b/c that will provide me with hours of fun.. yeah don't ask hahaha

ok i'm off to do more homework.. i was just inspired.. so ha.. bitches