Currently Listening EP By The Format see related

OK.Well.... yeah.

So pretty much everything is different; the end of 2006 melted into 2007 without so much as a flinch. Just seamlessly.

So you're clear... I'm not engaged anymore. I'm not dating Ryan. There were issues, lots of them. It's been over for a while. A lot of the people I used to be friends with aren't my friends anymore because we've broken up... and it's my fault I guess but I thought that it wasn't necessary for friends to part ways just because a relationship had. Isn't that a little...high school? Regardless..I've found out who my friends are. I've been seeing someone named Aaron whom I've known pretty much since the day I got here. He's one of my closest friends here.

That's the gist of it.

I'm PCS'ing in 6-7 months....not sure where yet but I find out soon!! Wish me luck and no midwest assignments. I need overseas or coastal/city states :)

Peace and Turtles.

~Erin

Long time, no post, I know I know.

Everything is so crazy.  I've turned into a concept instead of a person.... name this quote, anyone? "I'm not a concept. I'm just a fucked up girl in a fucked up world looking for her own piece of mind. Don't assign me yours."

I'm quirky when you meet me. Eventually you grow tired of it. Then it's just a matter of time before you slip off into your own little world.

Decisions, apologies, alcoholic beverages, calloused left hand fingers, guitars and volume, hermitry, and people. That sums it up about now.

All my life's a diary.
And I'm erasing several pages.
It used to read so easily.
Now it's faded, it's faded.

~~~~~~~~~~

Talk yourself blue in the face
Personal space in competition
Affection....
Baby don't lead me...don't lead me on.
Maybe I'm wrong about casual love songs.
But they're all that I've ever known.

~~~~~~~~~~

Shallow it seems.
But I need you here.
From me to you
I know...I can't feel a thing.
Sing me to sleep.
I won't fight it when you leave.
I wish you were here.

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Breathe, with the windshields
And car wheels and chemicals.
Uncomfortable.
There's time to be sorry tomorrow.
The are the best intentions of suburban legends
Let me know... if you're there you need to say so.
Feel so fragile.
We'll be the saddest satellite.

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Caught up a tidal wave
There's nothing left to say
Sore eyes, I saw him passing.
Cut off a part of me
Signals emergency
So I've become a cancer.
So you know... I'm on a roll.
Follow the cavalry.
See what they've left of me.
It's alright... I had it covered
Cancel the cash machine
Don't need the company
No eyes...no one can answer.
Let it go...let it go.
I'm not angry anymore.

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Sleep well
I pray that cardboard boxes set the perfect stage.
Cuz woodgrain makes all manmade things seem
So out of place.
Snails see the benefits,
The beauty in every inch
Oh why, why are you quick to kiss?
She bites at blades and leaves
Damn your shrubbery.
I'm sick of vanity.

Currently Listening Decomposer By The Matches Salty Eyes; The Barbers Unhappiness see related

With a 5th in your fist reminiscing...

...the kiss of a love that just didn't love as much as you did.

DECOMPOSER is brilliant.

Why is it that I am eternally THAT person. I am consistently the girl that you fall for in a minute and fall away from in a few days... and as soon as I turn to walk away... they're still reaching a hand out to stop me. For what reason? I can hear your secretive whispers behind my back, the ones you hope will never float to my ears but nevertheless fly straight and true, right to my eardrums and shatter. You think you know so much that I don't. What little I DO know about you is that you're just like the rest of them. Do not for one second think that I can't see right through the little games, the headgames you're not winning. Do not mistake me for THAT girl. You don't know what I'm capable of.

RIGHT! OK so I totally love this band called Fandangle. I got to meet them over the past 2 weeks as I've gone to numerous shows.

Anyways I've got tons of pics on photobucket. It's a great time and I have loved it all!! I've got tons of shows planned for the near future. UK folks, let's go to the punk rock shows!!(And ska.... we love ska too...). Going to see Fandangle in Newport this Wednesday. Can't wait to hang out with Liam and Sky again. They're the only cool Irish boys I've yet met....

I also may be coming back to CA this December. Liam keeps askin me to come out to CA with them while they do a recording session in La Habra....so we'll see, huh? :) If I'm in CA then I've def. got to see some of you guys...it's too close to you all to not!

I'll post pics later :)

Love and peace to you all.

~Erin

Wooooooo!!!!

Yeah!!!!

2 more weeks!!

I loooooove Zebrahead. It's my current favorite band. Current, because it changes somewhat often. Oh yea. And Ali is in my top 5 ^_^ ......

^ that is Ali on the right.

^ this time I'M on the right ^_^

^That's Matty. He sings n plays guitar.

^ Meet Eidur! He's in a British ska band called Fandangle, he plays trumpet and is also pretty damn cool! Even Jeebus agreed he's a good trumpet player, and for one trumpet player to say that about another....well that's a lot!!!

As you can see, Eidur and Jeebus both agree wearing your own band tee shirt is awesome.

More to come....time for shower and X Men 3!