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Name: Adam
Gender: Male
Interests: God, cars, drawing, swimming, Climbing, Ultimate Frisbee, hanging out, meeting new people
Expertise: Cars, swimming
Occupation: Student
Industry: Construction
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AIM:  scipp7127
Yahoo:  Scip7127
Member Since:
6/9/2004
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| So, evidently, at work, I am now the creepy guy, who might rape someone. Just because I don't join in on your bullshit talking and degradation of women, I have the rapist image? I think thats a bunch of crap. sorry I don't speak unless spoken to normally. I'd rather keep my mouth shut than walk around and constantly have mindless shit loosely spill from my mouth. I'm not the one who they say "eww, shut-up, leave me alone!" when I come around. In all this retardedness I guess thats what I get when I work around a bunch of young punks who are or still act like they're in Highschool. GROW UP!
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| I've been thinking... this girl thing is way over rated and frankly I'm tired of messing with them. I just want to be me. I want to do what I do and quit worry about who I like or who I want to like me. This really isn't coming from bitterness, its more self realization. It's affected how I interact with most people and people that I meet now are seeing me as the person I feel that I truly am. How can I accomplish this? I'm growing up and things about me are changing. Whether they're good or bad I don't know. I was called into work yeaterday because someone didn't show. While I was working my manager pulls me aside and sits me down to talk. He tells me the reason why I recieved one shift this week was because I talk and flirt with all the girls and that they were relaying this information to him. Ladies, to all or few that read I'm sorry that the way that I am may be offesive to you, but let me say. My mother raised me right to respect women, my dad however raised me to like girls. I somehow inherrited both of those traits. I highly respect women in the regard of not calling them names or abusing them but I just have a flirtatious personality. There is a huge difference in the way I act when I really like a girl and I'm just trying to be her friend. I would appologize for your miscommunication but I'm not. QUIT LOOKING INTO IT LIKE THAT!!!! I'll tell you if I like you. I can't change to make you happy because I don't know how. let me, be me, like it or not.
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| Spring Break? I guess I'm kinda taking one. I mean, when I'm making about $300 in just 3 days I can almost afford to have 4 days of not working. Not working weekends has also been nice. I'm keeping it short this time and trying not to complain too much. I might be in T-town more than once in a week. how weird....
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| You know, for a single guy at the age of 24, I sometimes find myself wondering if I'm happy or sad that every time I get online and look at the profiles of friends and family that someone else has either had a baby or is engaged or just married. They are starting a family and beginning to live the "American Dream". I don't think I want to live that dream.
What can you do when the marriage of someone you know is failing? You know what the problems are but how do you tell the involved parties without making them feel like you're attacking them. When alcohol has destroyed your family once how could you let it do it again? How do you tell someone that they might have a problem without making them feel like you're passing judgment on them? When someone has mental and emotional problems and the person who is supposed to love them the most is giving up on them, how do you help mend that relationship? When someone is accused of being unfaithful in their marriage, how is the other person supposed to defend their self. When all this bad stuff is happening at the same time, how am I supposed to react? What can I do? So many people get married at a young age. Many are not ready. Why is the national divorce rate so hi? I don't want to become a statistic.
I feel like I've been here before. What did I do last time this happened? Will it ever stop?
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| I give up!I'm just getting really frustrated with life and its crappy happenings or no happenings at all. I've been kind sick for the past week which kinda sucks and on top of that I haven't been making much money during the lunch time hours. Really, I think I'm just getting in one of those ruts where it seems like everyone and everything is against me. People in general have been acting really strange around me but I'm going to look at it as if its they're problem not mine. As far as I know I haven't done anything to piss anyone off. If I have "I'm SORRY!" get over it, I have. I don't really have anything else to say without complaining more so I'm just gonna shut up and go back to work since I'm working a double today. Wish me Luck!
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