FIREEEEE

so on thursday there was a fire. yeah you read right. a dorm fire. in a&i b3w. it was a lounge fire. they're saying that it was an accident and it was an appliance whatever.  but by the time we had gotten outside the fire was pretty damn big. the windows blew out and everything. freaking scary. 7 ppl had to be rescued. so i'm glad they're alright. but olivia moved into my hall..yeah..whatever not like i talk to her anyway. so the alarms went off like 3:30 am and i couldn't go back into my room until like 6 cause i went to math. in my pjs! i know. gross. haha.

and yesterday, i'm changing my sheets. my laptop is blasting music. anne and her friend come in. "you're roommates aren't here?" her friend asked and anne was like "shes here" so i guess she pointed to my desk. and her friend goes "oh you're favorite roommate." and i'm like "wtf? oh no she didn't!" and they run into the bathrooms. and they were like "what was she doing up there?" and anne goes "she was changing her sheets" and then her friend was like "who changes their sheets.' or something like that. ugh stupid bitches. whatever shes not worth gettng mad over. and anne was like "i'd rather she be up there than downstairs" ..i'll show that bitch. ugh gets on my fucking nerves. i'm glad schools almost over. only more month i'll have to see her fugly face.

yeah and my laptop went out for repairs last week. i sent it fri 5/11 and it was rec'd at tennessee on 5/14. they shipped it 5/15 and was rec'd at a&i on 5/16. but i didn't go get it..stupid i know. so it was safe in the rso during the fire. phew. i missed my baby!

so i think i might keep this for now. sigh. so much work. the life of a college student i suppose. anyways, back to my obsession. i think its getting out of hand. all i ever do is update my ipod and listen to success because Dong Hae raps a lot in it. haha. ohhh well. i'll post more when i finish my hw

i haven't written here in a while. i miss it. haha

well same old same old. except i LOVE SUPER JUNIOR now! ahhhh! i'm obsessed. sigh. oh well its a good kind of obsession.

i love them. love them love them. i started..like last week. i have no idea how i started listening to them. its really weird. i can't remember. but thats nothing new. so i stumbled upon on their tv series super junior full house which is HIGHlarious by the way, can't stop watching it. i've fallen in love. sigh. Dong Hae. he is such a cutie. i wish i could stay with them in Korea and have a tv show. if only..haha

so while i wait for that to happen. i've gone on a downloading rampage and downloaded tons of stuff. i'm posting things on forums so i can see the download section haha. whatever!

gah i'm going to change my format. be back later wall.

rain

JESUS! the rain is pourrrring. its freezing outside. its like...the second time its rained? i think..yeah. the first time was last quarter. 

man i feel bad. jaron, (my neighbor), from fremont, so i guess its like fellow norcalifornian. he was like, "can i borrow your umbrella?" and i was like, yeah but i have class at 4 so give it back to me by then. but he was like i get out like..4:10 its ok forget it. i felt sooo bad. but what can i do right?

i read other people's xanga's and they are always so insightful and interesting. not my ranting. haha. so danish is really angry at her friend, banana. HAHA. whatever, it was her birthday the other day and i didn't wish her a happy birthday. is that good? i dunno, it was weird, cause i didn't know. and then everyone else started saying it and i didn't...so it became weird and awkward.

two of my best friends are on the rocks. but i totally get why. one hangs out with a new group of people and the other goes to school a ways away. sigh. why can't life stay the same? at least i have "my person" its weird how going away to school made us closer. i mean, we were talkative with each other, but since coming to school we've been there for each other, you know. we're supposed to get our hair cut together over the summer. so i'm excited about that!

anyways, i think i'm going to take my hot shower soon.

VT Part 2

so this korean guy named cho seong-hui did it. apparently he was very disturbed. a loner. he didn't talk in class, was very reserved. wrote poems and plays, scripts with lots of violence. so after his first shootings, he mailed nbc studios a packet with his videos and photos of himself. i think he sounds like mary's brother. haha. yeah he does. not lying. so anyway, he shot 32 people and then killed himself. his parents are laundromat worker people and his sister works for the government. i think if he had been white, there wouldn't have been so much media scrutiny. and there are all these people that are shocked and distraught. but come on people, you can only be shocked and distraught for so long, they need to buck up and move on.