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Name: Christy
Birthday: 9/10/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: art,photography, listening to music... Mighty mighty bosstones. no doubt. goldfinger. no use for a name. sugarcult. anti-flag. saves the day. red hot chili peppers. less than jake. linkin park. chevelle. AFI. poison the well. the casualties. fenix TX. Thursday. Autopilot off. taking back Sunday. American hi-fi. taproot. sum 41. bellybutton. cold. the ataris. tsunami bomb. smashing pumpkins. how about no. green day. count the stars. liam lynch. placebo. story of the year. tiger army. hoobastank. nirvana. bush. billy talent. the cure. starting line. hot hot heat. silver chair. evanessence. tuuli. the postal service. death cab for cutie. incubis. Beatles... alot more..
Expertise: well... i am a expert at being me :-) .. and i think thats about all.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  secondhandlust
Member Since:
2/25/2004
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| so i think ive thought about everything tonight, my priorities. i dont know what im doing with my life, i hope one day to make something of it and not be some lazy bum working a dead end job just to make ends meet. I need to quit smoking , actually let my lungs breath and not die an early death because of cigarettes. I smoke pot almost everyday, it's a wonderful feeling.. but it's killing my brain cells, as dorky as that sounds.. but honestly i even feel like ive gotten stupider . For some reason i find myself cleaning my room and bathroom every 3 days. why can't i just put things away in the first place? I'm not even going to get started on guys.. but i deleted mike from my phone for the second and last time .these are things about my life i do wrong and i actually want to change. hopefully ill keep my mind set to it. | | |
| I feel like total shit, work sucked so bad my head was just throbing the whole time. I slept from the time i got home till now (roughly 6 hours) ate some soup and took this medicine the doctor gave me before that i didn't finish, and i am now ready for bed again, i have no idea how im going to manage going to work tomorrow it seems like everytime i wake up from sleeping i feel 10x's worse, but i'm so tired all i can do is sleep. | | |
| all of these blogs have been so depressing, not that this one will be any different. Thats just how i feel .. walked all over, useless, and unwanted. I guess thats all for now i need to sleep. | | |
| do i have written all over me "lame guys come to me" because first there was manny. then i start to like someone new, got the same feelings back from the guy .. oooh but he only forgot to mention that he's had a fucking girlfriend the whole time. whats wrong with me?! why can't i find a decent guy that dosn't have 2 other rebound girls? ugh!!!!!!! | | |
| alright , so im over Manny ... i guess. he was such a fuck. grr!
is there really anything exciting about turning 19? i don't think so. | | |
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