In our cancer of passion you said death is a midnight runner
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Original: 3/7/2004 9:33 PM
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Sunday, March 07, 2004
 
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Thirteenth Step
By A Perfect Circle
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Ugh, I'm so tired. I didn't fall asleep at all last night, but when it became morning I went right to sleep. Then I had to wake up because I was going to go to the movies with my parents. I saw Starsky & Hutch... funny movie. When I got hoe all I wanted to do was go back to sleep. But my parents wanted me to stay up and doing something... something in my life. My friend called me and he came over and we hung out for a few hours. He wouldn't stop bitching at me. "You need to get out of the sunlight... it's good for you." Meaning I spend too much time in the darkness. I guess I acted werid in the sunlight...I ate a dry leaf. I feel so uncomfortable and paranoid in the sunlight. I just feel like everyone can see me and there is no place to hide because the sun is everywhere. My friend said that I acted completely normal in my house and in his house, but when we were walking back to my house I keep screaming, looking back and forth and hugging myself. I hate the daylight. I think I might need help or something... lol. It's all just madness. Farewell and goodnight.

                                               the noose by a perfect circle
so glad to see you well overcome and completely silent now without himself
you cast your demons out and not to pull your halo down around your neck and tug you off your cloud but I'm more than just curious how you're planning to go about making your amends to the dead ... to the dead recall the deeds as if they're all someone elses atrocious stories now you stand reborn before us all so glad to see you well and not to pull your halo down around your neck and tug you to the ground but I'm more than just curious how you're planning to go about making your amends to the dead
... to the dead
with your halo slipping down your halo slipping your halo slipping down your halo slipping down your halo slipping down(repeated) your halo slipping down to choke you now

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fuck! i didn't think you acted different! i hate the sun too. i'm paranoid too. i hear fuckin things in my head. i've heard music twice! i also talk to myself. my sister finds it really weird, but she talks in her sleep so she should just shut the fuck up.
Posted 3/7/2004 10:20 PM by deathangel_666 - reply

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FUCK ur friend! act like u want! YEA saturday i had to go out do somethin n it was so damn sunny n warm!! i hated it!! i hate tampa weather so much!!! heh..today i was walking in the hall w/ my friend n i turned around n started walkin backwards n weve being doing that all day. heh yea really bored..life sux..well adios.
Posted 3/9/2004 10:42 AM by brutaldoll666 - reply

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yeah forget what your friend said.  the sun is EVIL, EVIL I TELL YOU!  I couldn't sleep last night at all as well.  But now i feel like sleeping.  Darkness is where we belong.  WE are the children of the night.   And this is my home.
Posted 3/9/2004 2:15 PM by EmpatheticApathy - reply

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...maybe, maybe it does...but anyways....you and shanna sure talked for a long time =P
Posted 3/9/2004 10:35 PM by bleedingconfession - reply

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nice...
Posted 3/10/2004 5:29 PM by XCarelessWhispersX - reply

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I always talk to myself. Kinda sad if you think about it though. hah. Paranoia, can't breathe in, fragments of the past inside of my skin. Oh, the random comments!
Posted 3/12/2004 3:32 PM by Dare_I_Speak - reply

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you're not the only one who freaks out in the sunlight...
Posted 3/14/2004 1:59 PM by anusVille23x - reply

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I lovvvveee a perfect circle. Especially that song. Blue and Gravity is awesome too man. Umm yeh I just wanted to tell u that. Afi is great too. later

much peace of mind....love and blessings to u

Posted 3/15/2004 10:14 PM by MysticAura - reply

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mmm nice journal
Posted 3/17/2004 1:04 AM by Csire - reply

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yeahh ur not the only one who freaks out in daylight .. i agree. blehh weird, i didnt sleep last night either.

-sara
another lost soul

Posted 3/21/2004 10:28 AM by Xbr0ken_star - reply

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Eternal Damnation. Yeah, the perfect cricle is good. James Iha still rules, zwan doesn't. It's pathetic. Billy Corgan shall die for his pansie like actions. If you have any form of downloading music or and pantera cd's, download cemetary gates.

Posted 3/22/2004 2:31 PM by nobody322 - reply

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HEYYYYYYYYYY!
Posted 4/7/2004 7:36 AM by wikitjuggalette_836 - reply

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Hey, we're all insane here. I love the night time... it's extremely beautiful...

okay, here comes the retarded line everyone's sick of hearing: random props.

Posted 4/17/2004 10:55 PM by StArRyNiGhT89 - reply

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Hello there. I took an interest in you when I found out that you had problems with the sun. I am just the opposite. I get depressed and start crying. I hate snow, i hate to be wet (making showers unbareble... as always a must regardless), and I hate winter except for how everything gets really dead and twisted. I love that. Anyway... I am bored and lonely and wanted to find another interesting person. to say hi to.
Posted 5/2/2004 10:40 AM by LillixOnteve - reply

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Oh curse the sun deary! I am pale and loving it. Hehe. So... screw your friend. Do what you want. All is good. PS- I love APC... they are amazing.
Posted 5/3/2004 5:58 PM by LadyAlura - reply

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i'm paranoid of the sun too. almost. but i love the darkness, the blackness. by the way, i love that song by perfect circle.
Posted 5/3/2004 6:59 PM by Haunted_Nightmares_Spiderwebs - reply

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Just browsing Xanga. Found your site...

Sunlight sucks, of course.

Posted 5/18/2004 4:18 PM by nobodyunderstands - reply

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I hate the sun as well, but my vision sucks no matter what so I get injured and trip on things in the darkness... I perfer red light or a strobe lamp... Pretty Colors!!
Posted 5/21/2004 2:56 PM by Freakunderwater - reply

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i was looking around xanga and i stumbled upon your site i was reading some of your commets and went to that assbiters site i'm not exactly a goth but i hate when people are complet assholes who just make us all sound like the exact same person. i would just like to apologise if i have in any way or if i ever do offend a fellow goth , i said i wasnt exatly a goth but i do consider myself one
Posted 6/25/2004 8:19 AM by Darker_Shadow - reply

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hahahmm..and i thought I hated the sun..

"random props"
Posted 7/4/2004 7:45 PM by ninereasonswhywewereleftbehind - reply

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Yes, everyone is right. The sun must perish. Anyway, I like your site. Very Dark and misterious. Take Care.

~Tiana~

Posted 8/10/2004 6:35 AM by Blood_Dripping_Down_My_Arm - reply

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Hello, childe. Eating dry leaves is perfectly normal.
Posted 8/17/2004 9:20 PM by afi_drummerChik - reply

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hey whats up. This is a bit of a random thing but i just thought i would say high.....just on a personal opion do you think that it is werid to put ones own blood in their guitar paint to make a better connection?? anway get back to me on my site cya
Posted 9/14/2004 4:08 AM by Satans_Lead_Guitarist - reply

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wow ... interesting .. i like it ... APC ROCKS!!!!

-Breann-

Posted 11/14/2004 7:23 PM by willbeused - reply

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yay for your site. i really fancy it.. i love Perfect Circle too.. altho Tool is much better. *grins*..
Posted 1/23/2005 2:49 PM by DivaSatanica_064 - reply

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