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Name: Stephanie
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Philadelphia
Birthday: 2/24/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: um...is there time for hobbies?
Expertise: classics and italian...pretty much if we're between 500 bc and ad 1603, i'm just fine...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research


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Monday, March 20, 2006

found this in an article on sumerian literature:

"a short poem, the ballad of heroes of old, which is known from old babylonian and later sources, summarized the ambivalent mesopotamian attitude toward fame and historical achievement.  asking where were the heroic kings of legend, such as gilgamesh, the poet seeks but one happy day of life and proposes to find solace in the domain of the beer goddess."


Friday, February 24, 2006

22: like 21, only you have to buy your own drinks.

...wait, i DID buy my own drinks for 21...well, except for the tequila bumbum.

to be nostalgic: this is what i was doing today last year.


Wednesday, February 22, 2006

i'm writing.  it's short.  yay.

...and happy birthday to the guy on the dollar bill.


Monday, February 20, 2006

so i'm applying for the job at a school in south korea.  i was supposed to have an interview this evening, so i dutifully left rehearsal early, set up a landline in my room so i wouldn't be on my cell, and waited.  i was expecting a 90 minute interview.  instead, i got a five-minute talk, a list of essay questions, and the instructions that i had 90 minutes to write an essay on one of the topics.  i chose education.  bear in mind that this was written on the fly for people who teach english language, not literature.  but enjoy...if you can keep your eyes open long enough.

Education

3.  In the past, character development was considered one of the chief goals of a well-rounded education. Therefore, students were often required to study ethics, religion, and morality.  In recent years, the role of education seems to have shifted to the point where many people consider the provision of marketable skills to be the sole role of education.  What do you believe should be the primary role(s) of education and why?

then again...why do i feel like i missed the question?
 
          
My school, the
University of Pennsylvania, is renowned for its ability to produce top-notch businesspeople and place them in high-paying jobs within the American corporate structure.  About a quarter of the people at my school are undergraduate business students.  They have useful majors like Finance, Accounting, and Operations and Information Management.  They look down on people who major in “fluffy” subjects like Communication or Management, have some respect for those in Engineering or Economics.  So it causes not a little bemusement when I announce my own highly useful major: Classical Studies.  (“What are you going to do with that?” said one fellow in International Relations.  “I’d be more worried about what you’ll do with IR,” I said, “because you are flubbing interpersonal relations.”)  They, after all, have labored through four long years to end up in a cushy I-Banking job on Wall Street.  I, on the other hand, have blown time and opportunity on the useless, and they cannot figure out why.

            Even as I sit and contemplate my future in the lower economic rungs of society, I cannot help feeling that somewhere, deep down, I have not really gotten it all wrong.  Is education really about learning specific skills to be specifically applied to specific careers or tasks?  Or is it about creating a mental fertility within a student that encourages growth and new ways of thinking long after that individual is no longer a student?  Once, when I was a sophomore, I was having one of my moments of self-doubt – the kind that Liberal Arts people get when they think that maybe they should just give in and transfer into the business school – and I bumped into Al, a seventy-year-old retired psychiatrist who had audited my Jewish Folklore class the semester before.  I told him that I was worried that I had made the wrong decision, that I was having too much fun in my fluffy major, and that I was worried about the future.  I have not forgotten the advice he gave me: “The best part about my Penn education was that it made me want to keep learning.  I graduated from here almost fifty years ago, and not a day goes by when I don’t learn something new.  I wouldn’t want it any other way.  Now wouldn’t you say that that is the mark of a good education?”

            When I reveal my major to people in conversation, I find that I am more surprised if they do not say to me, “Oh.  What are you going to do with that?”  It is simply expected, because most people think of education along very literal lines: you study something, you go on to work with that something.  So if there is no direct skill to be derived, clearly the study was not worthwhile.  To be fair, a marketable skill is certainly a safety net in case of unemployment.  For instance, when I told my father that my best friend Lisa had majored in Accounting, he said that that was wonderful and that Lisa would definitely be able to find work in a wide variety of locations.  On the other hand, who says one necessarily has to do what one started out doing?  Law schools, for instance, are a favorite place for graduates with BAs in Philosophy, English, and, yes, Classics.  In fact, I have heard the dean of the Penn Law School say that most students have already worked a few years before applying, and very few took any kind of pre-Law as undergraduates.   The majority of students in MBA programs are not going to be undergraduate business students, by virtue of the fact that most schools, unlike Penn, do not have undergraduate business schools.  Businesses like consulting firms claim to encourage people with non-business backgrounds because they bring perspective to the quintessential “box”.  On a broader level, I think it fair to say that because people in America today live longer and work longer, they are more likely to shift careers throughout their working lives.  Who says that you have to finish exactly where you started?

            Still, one might argue, a pragmatic education is a way of ensuring employment throughout one’s lifetime.  But I think that there is a great difference between learning a specific skill for a specific task and developing one’s cognitive abilities not only to be adept at picking up skills, but to innovate on them.  I like to think of it as being a bit like basic Keynesian economics: you can temporarily fix an economy by addressing putting more money into circulation; but you can change the entire standard of living in the long-term by investing in research and development.  My mother, for instance, came to her first law firm with a background in tax law and had to be trained by the firm so that they could put her into estate law; this was the short-term fix.  However, my mother’s undergraduate degree in English enabled her to think critically, write critically and intelligently, and ultimately be very successful when she eventually moved into corporate law.  In short, there are many skills that a company can teach its workers to address its specific needs.  But if it has workers who have been educated to analyze, to process, and to innovate, it has already raised the standard of its workforce.

            Finally, I truly believe that the best sort of education is the one that fosters a lifetime of education.  One can argue that in making this assertion that I am being selfish; after all, a proliferation of so-called “thinking subjects” like Classics means that someone like me, who does want to make a career from this, will have employment along the way.  I own up to that charge, but I was brought up in the belief that intellectual curiosity was a virtue and not a waste of time.  Furthermore, I believe that anyone who has the interest in self-education will find that he is not so far away from the things he considered merely practical.  Once, I was having a dormitory dinner with a professor of business ethics who was discussing whether the outsourcing of jobs was ethical.  As I listened to both sides – those who said one ought to because one could, and those who said that it simply was not right – I realized that I had just had the same discussion earlier that day.  Only, it was about a section of Plato’s Republic.  What irony it was for me to discover that in educating myself in a pragmatic discipline, I found myself learning more about my own discipline!

              As a devotee of the Liberal Arts, and as one who professes love for an impractical subject, I find myself disturbed by the recent trend of practical education.  After four years of my own education, I have learned that its primary goal is indeed infuriatingly intangible: it is about teaching the mind to think for itself, and fostering the continued process of learning.   In this light, it is frighteningly literal to say that one must simply learn the task that one must do, and nothing more.  There are millions of intelligent, successful, educated people who are proof that this is so.  If I ever doubt this, or myself, at least I know I can go talk to Al.



Monday, February 13, 2006

today i sold my body to science.

actually, i don't know if i'm actually getting any sort of financial compensation out of this.  but hopefully i may derive some benefit from this.  what am i doing to myself?  this time, it's the penn medical center's pms study.  i have to go to appointments at certain times of the month and fill out a daily chart of my symptoms.

to tell you the truth, i didn't think i was the pms-ing type.  i mean, i have my moments, but watching some girl have a blubbering tantrum gives me about as much grief as a guy.  for instance, a few weeks ago i was trying to study, and some girl comes out of her apartment screaming at her boyfriend that he doesn't love her and doesn't care about the relationship and blah blah blah...perhaps he was a jerk to her, but bitch, i'm trying to study, why don't you confine your drama to your dorm room??

so it was completely bewildering to me last november to watch myself completely crumple because the guy i was seeing stopped calling me.  this was serious.  i've had my little breakdowns before, but spending two weeks on and off in perpetual screaming sobs was frightening...not to mention, i'm sure, annoying to my roommates.  what exactly are you supposed to say about that?  hi, i think you're a jerk because your not calling me makes me have fits of hysterical weeping.  and he (had he even responded) would probably have been like, so you're obsessive AND you're emotionally unstable, so clearly i'm the good guy, and you need to go find a nice comfy cell in the loony bin.  yeah, that would have gone over real well.  kind of the way calling from outside his house and breaking up to his answering machine worked.  [if you could call it breaking up.  i don't know what to classify anything anymore.]

i haven't had anything quite that bad since than, but i've come to dread the little green pills that come in my contraceptive pack -- you know, the sugar pills, the ones that pull your hormones out from under your ass for two (or seven) days of emotional bliss.  i could have predicted that getting kicked out of class last thursday for being sick would have resulted in my spending the entire morning senselessly bawling.  and did i mention that my parents both called exactly during that time?  my mother probably thinks i'm mentally unhinged, in addition to being diseased.

so when i saw this pms study i thought, why not do something about this?  it's bad enough if this sort of thing happens now, but imagine if it happened in a professional situation?  i would have thought that taking lower-hormone pills would have made the issue less prominent; instead, i think it has actually exacerbated my emotional instability during certain times of the month.  maybe the answer if obvious and i don't really want to admit it: get off of birth control.  but what then?

of course, one thing that would help would be if it were socially appropriate to talk about one's hormone fluctuations.  i'm not talking about graphic descriptions of menstrual blood.  i mean to be able to say, i apologize, i am having difficulty controlling my emotions because there is a very real chemical imbalance in my body, and not get shit about how you've just shared too much information.  really gentlemen, if you're planning on being straight, eventually you will care very deeply about what those damned hormones are doing.

to be continued, much later...



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