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| hie ppl! just wanted to let you guys know that i'll be in the papers sometime soon. Look out for me in the Youth Quake, New Straits Times paper sometime soon! btw, the Youth Quake section is only published on Thursdays. BYEBYE!! | | |
| Goodbye to you.....
Hey bloggies! I'm going to stop blogging for... I don't know how long.. so this is a farewell entry. It was great, blogging everyday, letting you peeps know what's going on with me.. whether I'm happy, or stressed out, or depressed, or frustrated... and lots more emotions...
So thank you for being my loyal bloggiey fan! Great to have yall supporting me. Until next time..... if there'll ever be a next time...
Ta!
(^^J) Misz Ling | | |
| I LOVEEEE LIFE!!!!!
WhoooooohooOO!!! 2 weeks of really REALLY hard work and late nights(really late.. sometimes to the extent of 5am) it's all been paid off! That's because, CREDAQ Enterprise (SMK SP) won 1st place for the Best Product Report meaning our product: The Crystal Jelly(you know... the one with 7 colours) is the best 2004 YE product Malaysia-wide. So our award will be 600 RINGGIT and .. yes.. AND... media coverage(reporters... mags... newspaper maybe... I don't know.. but it's still the media ).
Was late for school... AGAIN today... it's becoming a graf berkadar songsang where as each day passes by, I am late. LOL!!! BM2 was well... quite a killer paper.. not to say it was hard.. but well.. some parts were. Like the peribahasa part... ehehhee.. I only answered 1 question from that section. How am I suppose to know those peribahasaS?!?!? Somebody shoot me. That's about the only blank part of my paper. The rest were... emm... well occupied. I have to admit I didnt read up on the Novel. I didn't know the latar masyarakat... I didn't know the nilai and pengajaran either... one thing to do.. the ONLY thing to do... BANG!! I just polluted the paper with ink.. lots of ink and hopefully, that decent amount of ink will get me to a good grade for BM. We had a erm.... felt-like-it-was-really-short break. It surely was a good time to eat my I'm-always-eating-that-pandan-flavoured jelly and take a good look around the canteen to see who's around. Naturally, most of them were in the hall... all so semangatly studyig history. I was too.. but sadly, I didn't manage to finish reading even the reference paper. ArghhhH!!! I was 40% prepared for the exam. Thank God today's paper was an objective paper. BANG also! Easier somemore. I think I tembak-ed at least 15/40 questions. Aiyoooooyoooo.... I wonder if I'll get to get an A1 for History this time around again. Hung around after school for a very VERY short while to see someone then went home. Had a yummilicious lunch. Chicken rice!!! Home-cooked of course.
*Pausing for a moment... listening to a really nice song now.... mind wandering far...far...away*
Okay. Back to earth. Today will be resting day. Antara aktv2 yg akn dijalankn ialah: tido, tv, chat ngan..  adala org, mkn bnyk2, mn gitar... ader2 jerr laa. Pas tu... study giler2 on Sat and Sun.
Ta!
(^^J) | | |
| It's great to see the one you love
I wasn't home on Wed until around 8. So I'll just let you peeps know what was on. School ended at 1.10. Went home for a quick bite at about 1.30 or so. Freshened up. Went back to school at around 2 to find Johan and Ili already waiting for me there. First thing I heard was bad news. VERY bad news. One of the achievers DID NOT show up with the Freescale board key!!! So we were in a hurry. The one and only option left: break open the lock. So humiliating!!! So we took the bottles and rushed over to the Tmn. Bahagia station. Took a train to Central. Ran to the monorail station. Waited for the next train. Ah but then... luck takes a turn and the train that was already coming towards us was not going to take any passengers!!! *bleh* So we waited for quite a while.. anxiously... Got on the train and sigh... wait. Got to AMCHAM at about 4.30 ++. Phew... still was on time to hand up our reports! Yay!! Since I was sooo upset in school after reccess yesterday.. (I cried ) I not only got a big lion butter cookie and a chococalte butter cookie... he belanja-ed me and Ili with a trip to the Times Square Theme park! I have to admit I was a bit skeptical at 1st. Especially when I saw the roller coaster going a 360d loop and lots of 360d turns! ArghhhH!! Ehehehee... we took the roller coaster ride 3 times. Whoohooo! I love it!!! I'm loving life man!! Went on the other rides too. And went car bumping. But the roller coaster rocks!!!! If I find out how to fit in pics here in xanga.. I'll put one up. While waiting for Johan's mom to pick us up from TB, we chatted. Hm.... long time since I chatted with him.. (the last time was in ... standard 5 or 6). Found out lots of shocking stuff which well.. I'm not going to post here. Naturally. Had a good shower, a good dinner(I ate very little), and I started studying history. Just for a while... then I decided to take a emm... nap at 10. Naturally I was too sleepy to get up and study, I went straight to bed. It's been a long time since I had a long 8-hour sleep. For the past week... all I ever got was just 1-5 hours of sleep.
Fast-forwarding to today. Woke up at 5 accidentally. Of course, I went back to sleep and woke up later at 6 em... 30. School was emm.... fine. Got to sleep in school. Yay! Thanks Mr. Long!! Was in a good mood after school .
Alright. Gotta run now. History and BM up tomorrow.
Ta!
(^^J) | | |
| It's Tuesday! I'm getting my reports back from the printer soon! Yay! Tomorrow after school, it's RUSH RUSH RUSH to ANCHAM before 5pm. Sure boleh sampai in time! Yeah! History bentangan was fine. Crapped my way through it though. Thank you SO SO MUCH HS for letting me do the shorter one! I only prepared it at around 3.30am on Sunday. I am mad... sleep so darn late. Wake up also late. Ehehehe... ...
Monday was fine... actually.. not really fine. Didn't talk much to people. Too sleepy to pay attention in class. Physics class was a good time to rest. While waiting for our experiment to finish, HS Achap and I were singing. Ahahaha... darn fun! Love you peeps!
Nothing much is up. Except that E-day starts this Friday and no one believes me when I tell them that I haven't studied yet. Serious-la!! Will be studying history now.
Ta!
(^^J)
PS: Here's the poem Z and I conjured up the other day(remember??)
LONELINESS
i'm sitting here alone,
just to feel happiness,
i keep trying on my own,
but my life full of emptiness.
I cry all night
These feelings I cannot hide
my once-thought happiness
was nothing but plain madness
You've always seen me smiling,
so happy and cheerful,
deep down inside i'm hurting,
no one knows, i've kept it cool.
As each day passes by,
It gets harder and harder to cry.
As each tear slides down my cheek,
I feel my body getting weak.
i just wanna feel a perfect life,
just like everybody else,
i don't even think you all would care
would you even know i wasn't there
too much time spent alone,
staring at these 4 walls,
hatred,loneliness,pain and confusion,
until i can't hear any calls.
I cry tears of pain and utter despair
Nightmares refuse to leave my head
You are not the only ones that hate me
I myself wish that I was completely dead
I'm sick of this **cking sh**
Nobody understands
I cant take it anymore
Let this be the end.
nothing in my life but pain has been real,
i guess to the world I'm just a piece of sh**,
depression is the only thing i feel,
let this life end and so be it.
Comments are welcomed. TQ for spending your time reading this. | | |
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