I think i have learned alot this year about myself and about what i want to do. I learned for a long time that i was only trying to please people for the longest time so that i can feel love and feel like the friends i had loved me for me. i was wrong i was very much used and i learned that the friends i have now have been my true friends for a long time and my vision was fogged and blurred by the other peoplae i was with. i would one like to say thank you to thouse friends for beocuse of the heartace they put me threw showed me who i was and who i am today. but then no it was Jesus who showed me who i am. right now i want to thnak Padfoot i really do not know what i would have done without you, you showed me what a true friend is you showed me what it was like to have someone care when i needed someone you were there no matter what the consiqence could be and you always had my back thank you! you are my true friend you care about me for me i luv yea beocuse you show me you luv me for me and your not faking it at all.

I realize that i need to make a new life and i hope that that will be down in hollywood ihope that soon i will be albe to move there and make a new life and a career with my writing i am considering screen writing something i know i can get into with my gift. Maby they can see that i have talent and maby then i can create the world that is inside my mind and hope the world will enjoy our maby even be frightned LOL sorry had to add that

well that is about what is on my mind

Rock the world for Jesus

Moony

when peeps owe you money and never pay you back people need to pay me back i am not being mean i am being nice i really really want to get paid back!

I MAY HAVE A JOB FOR A PAPER SOON MAN IT WILL BE LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE AND IF THEY LOVE MY WORK I CAN LEAVE THE MOUTAIN WHICH IM DOING ANYWAYS ATTHE END OF THIS YEAR BUT! IM EXCITED GOD IS BLESSING ME IN WAYS THAT I CANT SEEM TO PORTRAY

ROCK THE WORLD FOR JESUS

NICOLE A.K.A MOONY