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| wow i dont think i should be allowed to have an xanga because i literally write once or twice a year lmaoo -.- anywho well my last blog was about me and ronald ewwww which btw i dont like anymore ughh hes such a spencer, um i have a new bf named alex who i've been with since 03.21.08 <33 i love him & he loves me lalalala and he completes me, my better half, my party boy (: hes the head promoter of rowdy entertainment who are gunna be taking over every party and club this summer :P grr but right now hes in DR for vacation ahhh and i miss him like crazy dammit. well i went to cuba for two weeks and i had a blastttt, i partied and i showed them how miami parties (; and i swam with dolphins and found myself a cuban soulmate (shh alex doesnt need to know) (; lmaoo well anywhoo, me and alex broke up last week and now we are back togetherrr so my life is back to normal now, thank god (: 
chuchi f. babyy && alexx rowdy always&foreverrr<333 03.21.08  | | |
| so its been a while since i've written in this. i guess i shuld write in this a bit more often because it helps me release all my stress in writing. last time i wrote, it was about ossie and jesstin, well i never went on the date wit ossie; i ignored him for a while and me and jesstin never got bak together because i went to a party with pipa and i met a guy named ronald who i thought was so excting and interesting. but little did i kno; ronald was gunna change my whole perspective on EVERYTHING. we met november 10 and it was one of those lust at first sight things; we clicked instantly. we talked and danced and got to know eachother the whole time at the party, then we exchanged numbers and got to know eachother outside of the party. then on november 17 we went to the movies and double dated wit his friends and we watched american gangster. after the movie he popped the question that i had been waiting for since we 1st met,he asked me to be his girlfriend and i said yes but i just hadnt seen the real ronald yet. everything was going good for a while but then after the 1st week we started having problems, he didnt like the way i parties so much and i didnt like the person he became when he would get high. thats when the real ronald started coming out. i tried so hard to work at it since it just seemed like stupid little fights till december 6 when he came over extremely high and broke up wit me because he just started noticing that none of us was happy. that week that we were broken up he went on a cruise and i just had my fun; parties and getties and just living my single life. when he came bak from the cruise he told me he missed me and he wanted me bak which i wasnt suprised because i was so good to him that i thought it wuld be stupid for him not to want me bak knowing that i was the only girl that had put up wit him and tried making things work. so on december 17 (our 1 month) we got back together and i thought this time it would work since we had some time to miss eachother. i spent christmas and new years with him and we made a resolution together and promised eachother so many things. sounds cute to me and he was giving me that fairytale love that i've always wanted but lately its been more like a nightmare then a fairytale. i dont kno what to do wit him; i shuld've never gave him that second chance, i shuld've cut him out of my life the 1st time around wen we broke up. so today we talked about it and now im just confused, idk whether we're staying together or not all i kno is that we still care for eachother but this time im not gunna make the same mistake. what makes it harder to break up wit him is everything that we've shared. its one thing to see ur boyfriend eveyr once in a while and be able to break up wit him but its a whole nother thing to chill wit ur boyfriend everyday and every weekend like me and ronald. we made so many memories that everytime i think about them; it makes everything so much harder. wow i feel much better letting all these feelings out :] i shall be back wit some more chisme later on when i kno where me and ronnie stand. | | |
| okay i honestly dk wat 2 do bc ossie asked me out on a date nd i said yes cuz i felt bad saying no nd like okay um im kinda leading him on nasty nd last night i started thinkin about evrything nd i cant see myself getting serious wit any1 but jesstin nd idk how 2 tell ossie cuz he still likes me nd he wants 2 get serious wit me. im so confused right now  ugh. i just dont want things 2 get 2 da point where im gunna have 2 choose between jesstin nd ossie. wow where is mtv when i need them. i honeslty think my life shuld be a reality show cuz unlike laguna beach my drama is real lmao omg im thinkin of making a movie about my life lmao wow idk wat 2 do nd i have adrian tryna get wit me too nd like wtfff dats 3 guys already but like hes my best guy friend nd i already told him how i feel but idk wat 2 do about ossie nd jesstin. wow mtv where are you????????  | | |
| okay well me nd jesstin r on a break cuz he's having way 2 many problems nd its better if we take this break till things get better between himn his friend nd his family & stuff but i love him n he lovesme nd we're gunna get back 2gether but i think this break will do us some good. but anyways omg one of my ex boyfriends ossie just IMed me out of nowhere nd omg i have 2 tell kathy cuz kathy was wit me 24/7 when me n ossie were goin out but omg he wants a gf nd hes tryna get back wit me wtfff but i love jesstin campos con todo mi corazon <3 so w.eeee ossie already had his chance lol | | |
| ok well i havent written in a long time .. k so 2morow skool starts grrr nd i love jesstin :) after nathan came in my life i didnt think i wuld ever love anyone da way i loved him but i was wrong bc im in love wit jesstin im crazy about him .. & im accually settling down wit him :) hes the love of my life n i kno it. im so happy wit him hes the best thing dats ever happend 2 me nd im soo thankful hes in my lifeee  i dont think any guy has ever made me feel this happy.wen im wit him i 4get all da bad things nd i dc about anything .. he makes me day so much better .. i kno he loves me more than i love him cuz he shows it more than i do but i really do love him hes the best boyfriend i've ever had & hes hot lol blonde blue eyes party boy sweet wat more can i ask 4 oyea n he's loaded but dats not important 2 me anymore cuz i love him wit or w.o money.right now i can truly say dat im in love  HERE HE IS :) 
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