From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.

Currently Reading Who's Sorry Now: The True Story of a Stand-Up Guy By Joe Pantoliano, David Evanier see related

allright im pissed im really fucking pissed what the fuck is some ppl's problems it makes no fucking sense to me why the fuck ppl gotta be the way they are.

I mean seriously it maks no sense to me i cant be friends with u ive lost all respect..... GOD FUCKING DAMMIT WHAT ARE PEOPLES FUCKING PROBLEMS.......whatever shes so fucked up in the head its not even funny but i loved that girl and u know what i got from her absolutely nothing at all nothing....u cant trust anyone in this fucking world im starting to learn that ur never good enough and u never will be but u know what.....For all those ppl who truly love and understand me thank u for not being fucking assholes.......i mean seriously this is fucking gay i didnt do anything to u.....and i know u still liked me and thats probably why ur so mad but im so sorry baby but that was ur choose not mine and u know what its not like ur innocent.....Its a fucking shame that u wont give me the chance b/c u feel like ima make this an all the time thing but i bet i wont do this kinda shit for a long long time but u know what FUCK YOU......U have too much pride and ur too fucking stubborn to look at it that way well guess what u can fuck off for all i care.....I mean if u really cared about me then u would not have said the things u said....its not my fault shit happens and u cant be like OMG he's a horrible person, he's changed man, I am still David DeGrace and i am no different then i was before Friday as i was after Friday...but ur too stupid to realize that.....Emily i love u and i cant believe u would do this to me....im sorry if i dissapointed u i never meant to do that and im sorry if i wasnt who u wanted me to be......but how is never talking to me again gonna solve anything...Emily im so sorry i didnt mean to hurt u and i didnt change no matter what u think im still me and this was some stupid little thing that will never resurface again until im older.......allright im SORRY i know this wont help but please think about what ur doing i  dont wanna lose u.....ur too important to me..... 

Currently Reading Losing My Virginity : How I've Survived, Had Fun, and Made a Fortune Doing Business My Way By Richard Branson see related

i did something last night that ive been wanting to do for a while, and im glad that i did for the simple fact that its gone....But the question is did i do it b/c i wanted to or did it i do it b/c i was drunk and didnt care.....its a goooood question, i think i knew all along if i had the oppurtunity i would take it....

so the oppurtunity arised i took it and actually i think im happy about it...what im mad about is maybe the fact that i barely know the girl but i guess thats what happens at parties....i will get to know her cause im not that kinda guy but goddamn is my life changing it is really messed up....but u know what i love change and i like where things are going so guess what.....

FUCK OFF WORLD BECAUSE I AM FINALLY FREE 8===>