so today is me and jds 2 months.

ohhh boy.

xanga didnt even know i have a boyfriend...

its been far too long.

but yeah sweet 16 is past and chrismas is comin up.

you've missed alot of drama! be excited!

<33

septermber 11th will never be forgotten..

it bugs me to see that so many people act like it never happened.. this was a big thing whether it just happened yesterday or 5 years ago..

with that said..

vacation was a blast we went to the mall every stinkin day && went && saw the ballad of ricky bobby tallagen nights or whatever it was hilarious we went to a huge aquarium in atlanta and the huge mall there.. went to the casting crowns concert && the corvette musuem..

school is almost a month in.. its good i guess.. i dont really have ne bad classes altho some are frustrating.. so im over john just thought i would clear that out.. after he called messing with my head sayin him n abby were down n i was soo hott n such [other stuff that doesnt need to be said on here] n the next day said that he was drunk so whatever.. i like two guys right now.. one more then the other.. we've been friends since the beggining of freshman year, & hes awesome but im thinkin he has a gf.. so it can wait..

aubrey && emily wanna hook me up with someone but its a secret.. lol..

i might go to beaulah this wednesday.. && this weekend me n abby are supposed to hang out. :) i missed her guts lol.

mkay. well im thinkin thats a good enough update.. && im gonna go tannin cause im stinkin paler then a mo fo. haha.

<33 [that was just for you bridgette, you whiner, haha jk]

SoOo.

summer is officially over for me. tear.

soo i was COMPLETELY over john.. and the day that i decide that guess what... the next day he comes over.. what the hell?.. i mean common.. and he acts like everything is completely normal.. and so i was mean and didnt talk to him no matter what he said to me the most i did was give him a thumbs up..

then he came over again the next day.. and stupid Raquel couldnt help but be nice to him.. and guess where that got her? liking him again.. and then last night i was upset and couldnt sleep bc all i could think about is how he was with abby. it sucked.. i finally fell asleep at 1am.. and today was the first day of school.. ohh yeah...

then mike started randomly texting me.. and hes like "you wanna hang out this weekend"..

me--->"no im busy"..

him-->"okay well you wanna hang out sometime then"..

me-->"well did you not get the memo that me and abby are friends again?"..

him-->"well so what do you think im tryin to use you?"

me-->"use me for what? sex? what guy doesnt?"

him-->"i thought you knew me better then that but okay.."

it was crazy.. but so yeah anyways school.. guess what i have first freakin hour!?!?! GEOMETRY! are you kidding me!! im never gonna pass!!( oh yeah with olivia, siha, laura, summer, alissa, gosh id memeber who alls in that class).. then 2nd hour english ( with allie, bailey, heather j., heather c., J, jarvis, jamal, and so on and so forth...) 3rd hour biology II- genetics with stasi aubrey sean isiah and so on..) 4 hour french with bailey stasi anndria ohh gosh i dont even member.. anyways it was a good day.. oh yeah and i have lunch with my dear aubrey!.. yay. i have A lunch on red days and B lunch on gold days.. thats funny its the opposite as last year.. haha.

alright well im out. peace.

<33Raquel bell

heyy

so summers almost over boo.

so me n abby are cool now, therefore i have been with her and melissa 24/7.

im talkin to this new guy will kado, he just graduated from concord.

abbys talkin to this guy mike norton and we have been chillin with them alot.

& we hooked mel back up with cody, oh yeah and shes over david and im over john finally.

me n abby are totally over the whole me makin out with mike dines incident too, which is good cause i really thought she would hold that against me for the longest time.

my cell phone broke today i dont know how when or why exactly but i should be gettin a new one soon possibly a sidekick. sweet.

well im out.

laters loves. <33

mkay,

so me n john are completely done, for shurr. we dont talk ne more and him and abby are together now from what i hear, and its probably for the best, well i know it is.

uhm faith came over thursday and we went out to wings etc. and rented 40 yr. old virgin and the ringer. both funny,

then friday aubrey came over and stayed with me and faith and we went and saw you me and dupree and ordered pizza and swam and talk about boys, and all our girl stuff, you know.

then saturday we went to aubreys house and chance came over and we went swimming and had a little cookout and watched his skateboarding movie he made n such.

sunday we went to ihop and granger church, then up to the beach, i got burnt really bad and blisters on my feet.. then went and got food at the place on simington lake..

gotta go work out.. ill finish later

<33

happy 16 chance