kayla got a boyfriend.

I LOVE YOU SHAWN   (2/20/07)

I understand that people think i was gonna be in love with katie forever, but things change. I know that my future changed for a good reason. So Cynthia...u can be all over katie if u want. lol!

i hope im with him for a long time.

*kay-LaLa**         i wont go on without him<3

Wow, so its been a month since i wrote in here. and ye ai kno that no one comes on these things ne more...but it's whatev!!

So for the whole month of January, i've never felt better<333! MY GIRLFRIEND is always with me...even though people think they can take her away. Or try to piss me off, but it's okay...b/c she doesnt even like you.  ::BIG SMILE::

Another reason why my month has been going so well, is b/c of Ivan. I got to hang out with him a lot and it's always so much with us two together! but for the last week, he has been a dick, and it's starting to really get to me.I care about him so much, jus like i do all my friends, and he's jus doin a lot things to piss me off. He's normally sooooooooo sweet, i love it! i really like that, seeing back when i had a crush on him, we weren't so close. I cant imagine not havin him as a friend. i really wish he would get over this little phase...but i have a feeling when monday comes, it'll be all better. ::innocent smile::

Friends...GOD, FRIENDS!! i've been able to see them like all the time....i love it. And im glad katie is cool with my friends, and knows i wont do ne thing wit ne one behind her back. Even if some of them like me...b/c i could get with ne of them, but i choose not to. And i know shes not doin ne thing behind my back, b/c no one's hotter than me; nor are they better. ::SMILE::

Peace out girl scout!

*kay-LaLa**     Shut up, hush your mouth. dont you know you talk too loud?

so today is the last day of break. let's see what has all happened...

Friday: i think i hung out with katie....im not quite sure. prolly....she prolly came over and spent the day over...or maybe im totally makin this up b/c i cant remember a DAMN thing.

Satuday: prolly was chillage with me n luc. we spent a lot of time at the bowlin alley and watnot. Oh...i worked i think....lol...i cant really remember wat went down.

Sunday: I went to my grandparents house, and hung out with the fam. And i got to see my ex b/f; Chad. I only get to see him on Christmas eve...and if im lucky, he'll come wit his mom to my grandparents for picnic's over the summer. Uhm...then i went to Heather's for a little bit. I spent most of the time at my aunt cindy's b/c i wanted to do stuff on my Myspaee. And i went home pretty late.

Monday: CHRISTMAS DAY! I got some kinda cool stuff...like my CAMCODER!  CHARMED CALENDAR, and the 6th season. I got D.D.R....i love it! Like you bitches dont even know! I got MAD iTunes cards...so imma hit that up throughout the next month.

Tuesday: Jeanette called and we pretty much made up...so she came over. I had to work though at 5:30-9:45pm. She hung out wit this REALLY hot guy, Ryan. ::innocent smile:: The we went home and slept b/c im lazy!

Wednesday: Jeanette got picked up by Ryan and a little later i hun gout with katie. God i love her! I got to see her so muh this fuckin break....god i wish it was like that all the time,,, but certain other people act like that they cant live without her. Godforid if her girlfriend could see her everyon once in a while. ANYWAYS...jeanette's mom got me at pizza hut at 8pm and we went to the bowlin alley. Erin and her boyfriend came down and we bowled with them til like 9:30pm. We went home and went into the basement. 10min later, i went upstairs to find my hampster torn in half. SKEETER KILLED LUNCHBOX/Niglet. So...R.I.P Lunchbox.  Katie came over and her and jeanette slept over. I got a 24hour flu and barfed my brains out til thursday afternoon.

Thrusday: me, jeanette and luc went bowlin. came home and i fell asleep after watchin Charmed. Jeanette went home at like 9:30ish.

I cant remember wat happened after thursday.

Yesterday: kendra, mel, katie, and jess came over and we partied for new years eve. katie left at 9pm...and we all played drunk D.D.R. We took mondo pictures....and we talked about celebrating 4/20! B/c we were gonna get baked on top of being crunk off our ass, but i told mel not to bring it.

This morning everyone went home and im at my grandparents house now...   GOD IC ANT WAIT TIL I GO BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!

*kay-LaLa**

So today was the last day of school, and break starts tomorrow.

Let me tell you the 3 best movies EVER!!

1.) Cinderella Man: i jus finished it today in History and let me tell you how effin sad it was. Like in adramtic way...like no one died or anything...it was jus so touching. And the way James and May were so in love. I really hope me n katie become that way when we are older..b/c life would be amazing. It's sooo freakin sweet. <333

2.) Party Monster: Okay wel its about gay guys. And i love gay people..and gay guys are hilarious, so that ONE reason why i like that movie. Secondly...i was in a Macauley Culkin phase like 3 years ago, and it came out around then, and i was dying to see it. And it took til this summer for me to finally see it. OMG, hilarious and pretty touching. Like wow, it was just sooo good.

3.) Easy Money: It has been the funniest movie i have seen in a really long time since last year. I saw it at Alicia's one time jus watching tv, and WOW! HIL-A-RI-OUS!!! I am buying it b/c the guy in that movie..i forget his name in real life..is amazingly funny! So i will be buying these 3 movies and htere's no stopping me!

I have to finish my christmas shopping, so i guess i'll finish tomorrow b/c i get paid motha fucka!! iight peace out!

*kay-LaLa**        And i-- im desperate for you.

Okay, im not taking back that life is great, but im not goin by anyone's rules and shit. if my girlfriend can spend every waking moment possible with the same two people that she loves more then me and everyone else put together...then that means i can go hang out with a girl that she isnt too comfortable with. because i cant make her decisions and im not gonna go by her feelings on this one. i do wat i want...and i dont care.

 and its not that i dislike these two girls, b.c they're cool...i think they're awesome...but do i trust her with them..no. it has nothing to do wit them so much...jus her. So if i cant trust her, then w/e. she can trust me....b/c..well...we're not gonna get into the details with that. but u know wat i mean. so, i dont care wat she says....and if she doesnt like it, then o well. b/c i dont like a lot of things, but she does them ne ways. so it's whatever.

Im on my own now, and i could care less wat anyone has to say. because im not here to make others happy but myself, and by not listenin to anyone, im perfectly fine.<3

*kay-LaLa**        Replacing you was so easy.