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Okay wow sooo the weekend iis way to long to tell about

all you reallly need to know is that Me, Paige and Katrina went to

NewYork....Stayed in the Hilton Inn fuck yeahh we blasted music

in our room and jumped on the beds and headbanged.....kicked

cans of fruit down the hall ways and spun on a stool with

wheels...got my hand run over by Katrina lol....then at the

confrence we died on the hall way then hung out with

>>Josh<<hottie...and Geo and Mike the HOT italian boys

from

camp...hung in the back in the teen room and then chilled on

the couch with Josh....next day slept through church

haha...then went to the luncheon. ate then we went back to

the hotel chilled and blasted music and shyt till church...then we

went to church haha worship was awsomeee jumping up and

down in the front we got caught on camera like a million times

too..haha were just jumping up and down to the music and we

look back and see Josh sitting there clapping his hands lookin at

us like the the hell are they doiiing...haha neaway then on the

last night we chilled with him and I was running around and i

ran into a wall then me and Katrina were spinning i ran into the

basketball hoop pole from being really dizzy...and then like i was

saying b4 we got this prank call and everything went wrong

and we put Josh on the fone with the ppl and he took care of iit

haha...then we just hung out with him the whole night it was

sooo much fucking fun and we helped Eagles Wings pack up till

3:00a.m>>>Josh died on the couch<<<lol neways the last day

was sad we had to leave all our friends from camp again but

we shall see them again sooon!!!! Over all the weekend was

fucking awsomee with my gurlies and Josh and Geo and

Mike<333

Haha okay this weekend was a BLAST!...Friday went to the

movies with all my gurlies and saw FlightPlane WOW awsome

movie!!! haha as Dalia would say iits a sit on the edge of your seat

movie hehe. So then after the movies hung outside with Paige and

her crew lol..and then we walked to McDonalds and then to Wal-

Mart...after a while Katrina's parents came and picked us up then

we dropped off  Dalia and headed back to Katrinas place...haha had

loads of fun there we chilled outside on the porch for a while it was

FREEZING OUT!! lol and guys kept beeping at us lol...then we

headed in and hung out in Katrinas room then I was like scratching

her back and she was just pullin down her shirt wen her dad walked

in and was like "Wtf are you guys doing" i think he thinks

were lesbians now lol...then we chilled till like 2:30 in her kitchen

wowerz her doggy is jumpy.....the night goes on and on lol but then

on Saturday we went to Country Junction in Windgap and wow saw

hott guys and petted Llamas  and omg we held a puppy for like 3

hours cuz we wanted it so bad it was sooooo adorble!!!lol..then we

went back to my place and got ready for Richie Petes house and

then we went to his house lol....hung there for like a million years

with Mike Jason Alanna and my brother we got home around 12:30

i think then back at my house I was sitting on the chair head

bannngin and i tunred around and my brother was there and I

screamed and flew off the chair haha and then Katrina was

headbanging and she jumped in the air and flew across the room

and landed on her ass haha we just sat there and laughed for 20

min it was mad funny....okay so today we went to Quakertown and

saw ALOT OF HOTT GUYS !!!...yeah we walked into the pet area

and OMFG!! WE SAW THE HOTTEST KID EVER!!! ah

i wanted to take him home lol...well i could tell alot more but this is

already getttin long...so leave coments

oh and broke up with Tyler today...wow fucking happy that boy has problems.

Yesterday went bac to school...blah oh well....Today was funnny as hell ah omg...from studay hall and my note to Casey haha to class with Bryan, Casey, and Mullet wow microwaves lol loooong story we just couldnt stop laughing and laughing and laughing lol we got yelled at atleast 2 million times...ok then in art class from paint wars to the very oddd things Rosa says! okay so today was fun except in cem Ms. Lee is such a bitch she made me, Dalia, Skylar, Lion, Jason, Bradon, and whoever else do book work while everyone else did labs eghh we didnt even do anything shes so gay lol okay so today was pretty fun most of my classes were great today....now I'm off to go riding.....leeeeeeaveeee comments

Tyler

Every new beginning,
comes from some some beginnings end.

Every time you kill me,
I am born again.

Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.

And every time you say goodbye,
a different word is spoken.

Every time you look at me
my back is facing you,

And every time you ask to see me
I'll have something else to do.

Every time I join your game,
You're not playing fair.</3

okay so yesterday I didn't go to school cause I got really siick and I had  a really bad day...I threw up really early in the morning and then I went back to sleep till like 6:30 P.M and when I woke up I just sat there and watched TV then I came online for a while and then after that my mom was being bitchy to me over sumthing really stupid...well talked to Paige and Katrina on the fone then at like 9:00P.M I tried eating and then I talked on the fone with Katrina some more and then I went to bed....then later that night I threwup again....didnt go to school again today either did katrina so now Im talkin to her on AIM.....

and if I'm being bitchy to anyone it's just cause I'm going through shit and dont bug me about it!

God please help me I'm so lost in the deep  that I feel like I'm drowning and that noone can save me or even wants to and I just cant make it to the surface by myslef, Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in, Too deep now to ever swim against the current So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current, and let me slip away</3

Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Tension is building inside, steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way, out of me
(Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring and time between
And how, trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me)
I wont waste myself on you!