| So I've decided that this will be my last entry on this xanga of mine.. I'm probably going to make a new one.. but as for this one.. I have to say goodbye to... I begun writing in here around the time I was with tj.. as most ppl can tell this was mainly all about him and the beginning of our relationship... I've moved on now and I can finally let go of this as well.. so goodbye to my xanga.. it's over.. |
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| it's been so long since I've been on here... dor some reason I was so happy today but once I was trying to fall asleep I couldn't.. Chris and I are doing well so it's not even about that... I just kinda miss my friends.. or close friends that I've gain in the last few months.. I miss having msn.. but that's obviously not going to happen due to someone else now not me anymore.. I was mad and I dropped it.. but she can't so nothing I can do there it's not like she'll listen to me.. Blah I keep thinking to much ad right now it's about things or situations that have already happened.. does that make sense?? I dunno.. these last few weeks everyone's been down for spring break.. and well I miss the and I don't... friendships appear and disappear all the time especially with me.. so what's different about this one.. I've always had plety of friends or knew tons of people but I really only have a small amount of close friends... It's amazing how after time passes you still know who your true fried are by the way things are between u after not seeing each other for so long.. i've always been terrible at calling ppl back.. but everyone's busy and besides it takes u and others to work a friends hip out.. sigh i'm just rambling.. but ya... |
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| so I guess mylene and stella no longer share a myspace.. what misunderstandings and pride can do to a friendship... |
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| It's been awhile since I came on here... but for some reason I felt like I needed to just let my thoughts out... I realize more and more now that this xanga of mine is my attachment to Tj.. This started about the time we were dating.. and now I'm no longer with him and have any attachments with him other than being friends that I barely write in here anymore.. It's like I saidgoodbye to this and to him... I miss him as a friend.. the last time I talked to him he acted like our friendship wasn't important at all.. so I guess slowly it's starting to just seem as though were more acquiantances now.. Makes me a little sad but that's ok.. I've moved on already.. I just hate it though when people call me and talk to me about him.. but it's nothing I can avoid it's only normal for people to ask.. I worry that certain things like his negative actions are all caused by me and I don't want it to be that way.. I guess life with me and tj will never be simple.. maybe it's jsut hruting him that I'm happy with someone else... beacause I am happy with Chris and not upset about anything.. I dunno.. I jsut hope and wish him the best.. that's all I ask.. |
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| I'm sorry 4 even making u feel as though I neglected our friendship... |
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